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Lena 08-03-2014 11:23 PM

my emotions are kind of twisting up inside my stomach into this huge knot and it's so painful. i want it gone, i want it to stop. i don't want to feel like this - i'm not sure what i'm feeling but i don't like it.
i'm just really stressed and confused and angry and sad, for some reason??
i dunno i just feel really useless right now.

camikat 08-03-2014 11:34 PM

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Originally Posted by Lena (Post 551764)
my emotions are kind of twisting up inside my stomach into this huge knot and it's so painful. i want it gone, i want it to stop. i don't want to feel like this - i'm not sure what i'm feeling but i don't like it.
i'm just really stressed and confused and angry and sad, for some reason??
i dunno i just feel really useless right now.


hey you are not useless
i hope you feel better soon because you sure don't deserve to feel this way. *hugs a lot*

meerkat 08-03-2014 11:49 PM

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blossom 08-04-2014 12:17 AM

hello all!

your daily reminder that you're all awesome and amazing and cool and lovely people! i genuinely mean this about all of you and you should be happy!

smile! even if you don't feel like it. because it can actually change your mood! drink water because it's good for you! take a nap if you're tired! remember you're all super cool people and i care about you! sweet dreams/have an awesome day depending on your time zone!

JoMarch 08-04-2014 12:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Lena (Post 551764)
my emotions are kind of twisting up inside my stomach into this huge knot and it's so painful. i want it gone, i want it to stop. i don't want to feel like this - i'm not sure what i'm feeling but i don't like it.
i'm just really stressed and confused and angry and sad, for some reason??
i dunno i just feel really useless right now.

oh nooo ugh stupid emotions why u mess with lena
(*gives cookies*) (*hugs*)
hey you're not useless okay i really hope you know that you are amazing and a great friend and most definitely not useless
but as for feeling like that... i get that sometimes and i really just kind of sleep and cry and eat it out but idk how that works for you i think it might be just hormones fucking with you but ehhh (*more hugs and cookies*)
i hope you feel better soon c:

SilverMoon 08-04-2014 12:54 AM

i give up

TheMoonWakedWolf 08-04-2014 12:54 AM

so I know no ones going to read this but I think I actually have a proper gauge on my emotions ! ?
Like I'm havin a lot of ups and downs but this week has been mostly up bc of marching band!! Let me tell you I love marching band bc it has almost all the people I love the most and I just feel so accepted ! It's so exciting for me! This week is band camp which is 5 days of 12 hour long band practices and even tho it's exhausting I actually rly like it! This morning I was p depressed (when I couldn't get proper technique I like ran to the bathroom and cried for 15 minutes lmao) but it got a lot better bc the girl I rly like (trying to decide which kinda like) kept putting her head on my shoulder and hugging my arm and holding my hand and then my upperclassmen girl friend took me to culvers with some other upperclassmen and it was rly rly great!!! And this might be rly bad but on the drive back to my house my upperclassman girl friend promised she would get me high which I've rly wanted to do for a while?? So imma make sure that's ok w my brother bc he said not to get high until I was a junior but it's like??? I rly wanna do it?? And yea it was rly great I'm gonna lose weight and dye and cut my hair and look slammin and kill it hell yea positivity!!!!

MaggieMay 08-04-2014 01:05 AM

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Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 551812)
so I know no ones going to read this but I think I actually have a proper gauge on my emotions ! ?
Like I'm havin a lot of ups and downs but this week has been mostly up bc of marching band!! Let me tell you I love marching band bc it has almost all the people I love the most and I just feel so accepted ! It's so exciting for me! This week is band camp which is 5 days of 12 hour long band practices and even tho it's exhausting I actually rly like it! This morning I was p depressed (when I couldn't get proper technique I like ran to the bathroom and cried for 15 minutes lmao) but it got a lot better bc the girl I rly like (trying to decide which kinda like) kept putting her head on my shoulder and hugging my arm and holding my hand and then my upperclassmen girl friend took me to culvers with some other upperclassmen and it was rly rly great!!! And this might be rly bad but on the drive back to my house my upperclassman girl friend promised she would get me high which I've rly wanted to do for a while?? So imma make sure that's ok w my brother bc he said not to get high until I was a junior but it's like??? I rly wanna do it?? And yea it was rly great I'm gonna lose weight and dye and cut my hair and look slammin and kill it hell yea positivity!!!!

yay i'm happy for you!!!

SilverMoon 08-04-2014 01:09 AM

I feel like I'm losing sight of you. I feel like you're beginning to fade, like I'm letting go of something I never had a firm grip on in the first place. I'm afraid-- I don't want to forget you, forget us, forget them... I want to feel the ache, the longing, I want to feel the pain of yesterday, the nostalgia that has plagued me for two years. I want to miss you, I need to miss you. I don't want to go, I don't want to leave, I don't want you to leave! I feel like you're fading, we're fading, I'm fading. I don't want to let go. I can't forget, I can't. You're disappearing, the wound is healing. I don't want time to heal my wounds! I don't want to heal! I don't want you to be gone, I don't want to be gone. The bonds that we painted are being blurred out by the crowds of people again. My feelings are being neutralized by the mob. Where are you going? Don't leave, please! I want it, I want it back, where is it going, where are you going? Was it her? Is N the one erasing, healing the wound, removing it? The fact that my relation with N is causing this leads me to believe that maybe I did have those kinds of feelings for you. I haven't seen you since January, haven't talked to you since December, haven't had quality time with you for a long while. I want you here, I want them here, I want everyone. I don't want anyone to go, please don't go! I don't know anymore, I don't know. But what are feelings? Do I have them for N, do I have them for you? Did I? A different loneliness sets in, a different emptiness. It would have been great if my feelings stayed unchanged. I wept for my unreturning past, I wept for you, but where did those tears go? A few spilled over while writing this, but then they evaporated. What now? What do I do? What am I feeling? I don't know. I'm calling for help, I need help, I need to be alone, I don't know. I don't know what's going on, I don't know what to think, what to feel anymore. There's so much I can't say, I don't know how to say, what are feelings, what is this? I can't express it, can't express any of it. What's going on? Just... Don't go... please don't go.

TheAshWolf 08-04-2014 01:48 AM

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Originally Posted by blossom (Post 551698)
I didn't watch the video, I might later, but thank you for posting this! I hope it helps a lot of people and hey, maybe other people will believe now and be happy!

EDIT: oh uh so this is a Jehovah's Witness thing??? um as a Christian I don't really know how to feel about this. I agree with the fact that the world's evils are caused by the evil one (the devil) but there are some things the groups disagree on so as a Christian I don't think I can really encourage people to begin conforming with JW beliefs and stuff so yeah

TO ALL OF KP: I love all you guys, please stay safe and happy. God loves you too. If you're interested in Christianity please seek Christian resources! If any of you guys are Jehovah's Witnesses or Mormons or anything else that's alright I don't discriminate, but I encourage Christianity. Don't be offended bc y'all can be cool people regardless of religion. but to everyone: Jesus saves and God can make you happy. He cares about us regardless of belief, He's great! you won't regret turning to Him if you choose to do so.

(I don't want to start religious arguments or anything.).

Hey, I'm glad you watched the video! ^_^ And I'm glad that we agree on why the world is such a mess--the first step to dealing with a problem is identifying its source, after all.

I can understand how you feel. There are a lot of misconceptions about the Witnesses out there. I assure you, we are Christians, too. We base all of our beliefs firmly on the Bible, and, as you know, the Bible talks about Jesus in great detail. His ransom sacrifice is the only thing that allows us to be forgiven of our sins. And we strive to follow is example in our daily lives.

And Jehovah's Witnesses differ from the Mormons in many, many ways--including the fact that there is no Book of Jehovah's Witnesses like there is the Book of Mormon. (No offense to the Mormons; I'm merely pointing out how we differ.) Although we DO have publications such as the Watchtower and Awake! magazines, these are NOT our interpretations of what the Bible says or anything like that. They are simply study tools for people who want to learn about the Bible in detail. They provide factual evidence and bring up important historical points on a variety of topics to aid in understanding. They also do a lot of cross-referencing between different Bible passages to support the meaning of a particular scripture. In a nutshell, we don't add anything to our publications that isn't already in the Bible. After all, Revelation 22:18, 19 says, "If anyone makes an addition to these things, God will add to him the plagues that are written in this scroll; and if anyone takes anything away from the words of the scroll of this prophecy, God will take his portion away from the trees of life." Meaning, anyone who adds to the Bible or takes away part of it will be severely punished and will not have God's approval.

Jehovah's Witnesses simply encourage people to turn to the Bible for answers, and encourage people to live by God's standards.

Mind if I ask, what specific Christian religion do yo belong to? And what beliefs that we don't agree on do you mean? ^_^ I'd be more than happy to explain why Jehovah's Witnesses believe what they believe. Our faith is NOT blind; we have reasons behind it. Because, like I said, all we're doing is turning to the Bible, and following EXACTLY what it says. Many Christian religions teach doctrines that are not actually found in the Bible, which is usually where these disagreements begin.


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