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Lily09 12-14-2012 07:58 PM

THE LIGHT BEHIND YOUR EYES WAS LEAKED AND IM EXPLODING FROM FEELS
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Lily09 12-14-2012 08:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377323)
holy fudge

the light behind your eyes was leaked?
!
http://bertmccrackalaken.tumblr.com/post/37940558588

hoooolllllyyyyy fuuuuudddggggee mannnn i feel like crying this sounds so sad /feels

imagine the world is ugly

i will cry
ive heard it live and it's a beautiful song

/feels


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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377325)
MY FEELS ARE F**KING FLYING!
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oh god
if my family wasn't home i would be crying
IVE NEVER GOTTEN EMOTIONAL OVER A SONG

GODDAMMIT MCR YOU ARE SO GOOD AT THIS
YOU LIFE SAVER
YOU LIFE RUINER

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

I AM ON THE VERGE OF TEARS.
THIS IS SO GOOD.
SO BEAUTIFUL.
SO SAD.
SO AMAZING.

OH GOSH.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377327)
oh gosh why am i listening to it again
im gonna cry
like seriously i don't trust myself to speak
i have never ever ever EVER gotten THIS emotional over a song.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377331)
oh god it's about bandit
hoooollllyyy shittt

http://three-days-romance.tumblr.com...hind-your-eyes

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377334)
thank you

i don't know what i'm feeling...
happy, sad, excited, JUST A TON OF FEELS

LIKE ITS SUCH A GOOD SONG
BUT I NEED TO GET MY FEELS UNDER CONTROL

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377336)
OH MY GOSSHHHH
THIS DAY GOT SADDER
AND MUCH BETTER AT THE SAME TIME...

I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD BE HAPPY OR SAD...

HALP
MY FEELS

I LOVE YOU MCR
I HATE YOU MCR

you are so good at this that you're ruining my life

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377337)
ARE YOU EFFING SERIOUS I THINK THE WORLD IS ULGY WAS LEAKED TOO I FOUND A DOWNLOAD LINK FOR BOTH

NONONONONO
YESYESYESYES

COME ON I CANT HANDLE THIS
ADFJKASDFKLASDHFHJKASDL;FIYPOSADHOF324Q0958RPSEFAS D
FASDFDF;LKADSFLADS;F

FEEEEELLLLSSS
ohgosh

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377339)
ok thank god it wasn't
my grave would have read:
she died from too many feels

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377341)
you know what makes it so much effing worse and better at the same time...
it's that i can relate to it, it's like I Don't Love You and Disenchanted except so much... more powerful to me.

yep freaking out so much

Lily09 12-14-2012 08:10 PM

GUUUUIIIIIISEEE THE WORLD IS UGLY WAS ALSO LEAKED
I DONT KNOW
IDEK
IDEK
IM SO HAPPY
IM SO SAD
IM CRYING

WHY SO MANY FEELS
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BlueMi 12-14-2012 08:16 PM

I don't even know what I am feeling right now.

Sandy 12-14-2012 08:19 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 377335)
=_= Random question for Sandy: How old are you? (*because thinks you are 16*)

14. XD (*lols at being sixteen*)
Growing up?


NOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE. (*runs away*)

LaurenM 12-14-2012 08:20 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 377175)
Woah.
So yesterday, zach managed to get out of me why I cut. Then max and a couple of his friends I didn't know joined, and they said "Charli stop cutting for us!" I don't know why, but that worked. XD
Then we prank called random companies. They even tried to call the emergency number but they couldn't cause they were on Skype. They ordered 14 tacos which came to about 70$ and they never called them back saying they only had 50$ or whatever. I was the only girl on that call xD

Plus two of his friends, Max's friends, had changed their Skype names to Barack Obama and mitt Romney xD

So maybe he isn't that bad after all...
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377346)
GUUUUIIIIIISEEE THE WORLD IS UGLY WAS ALSO LEAKED
I DONT KNOW
IDEK
IDEK
IM SO HAPPY
IM SO SAD
IM CRYING

WHY SO MANY FEELS
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I was the same last night...I kept scrawling whatever I was thinking in a notebook and I wasn't sure whether I was happy or crying and I wished I could calm down and drain all the emotion from myself for a moment.

maxi 12-14-2012 08:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 377354)
14. XD (*lols at being sixteen*)
Growing up?


NOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE. (*runs away*)

You're 14? So you aren't older than Ash.
;_; IMMA TROLLING.

nngo 12-14-2012 08:22 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377346)
GUUUUIIIIIISEEE THE WORLD IS UGLY WAS ALSO LEAKED
I DONT KNOW
IDEK
IDEK
IM SO HAPPY
IM SO SAD
IM CRYING

WHY SO MANY FEELS
i

HEY ME TOO.
The mood matches a story I'm writing.

Sandy 12-14-2012 08:54 PM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 377357)
You're 14? So you aren't older than Ash.
;_; IMMA TROLLING.

... You're a trolling...? o_o And nah, I'm pretty sure Ash is almost a year older than me.

Sandy 12-14-2012 08:54 PM

Anyone who has problems with their appearance like me
 
I feel a bit better now. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnk3RX-wuxs
Thank you, Emilie Autumn. :)

EmmaR 12-14-2012 09:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 377354)
14. XD (*lols at being sixteen*)
Growing up?


NOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE. (*runs away*)

That's SO how I feel about growing up. I look at it, laugh, and then run away crying.

Lily09 12-14-2012 10:12 PM

im listening to The Light Behind Your Eyes and i can relate to it so much.

i miss you, m.
i miss you, c.

Stephiey 12-14-2012 11:00 PM

http://www.kidpub.com/book-page-or-c...ead-1917132149

That's all I gotta say. :(

TheAshWolf 12-14-2012 11:55 PM

..........So.

28 people are dead at an elementary school in Connecticut. 20 of those people were little children. It was a mass shooting. A 20-year-old man with multiple guns just waltzed in and started killing everyone. Then he committed suicide.

...

I can't remember the last time I actually cried after reading a news article. ;w;

Lily09 12-14-2012 11:59 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377522)
..........So.

28 people are dead at an elementary school in Connecticut. 20 of those people were little children. It was a mass shooting. A 20-year-old man with multiple guns just waltzed in and started killing everyone. Then he committed suicide.

...

I can't remember the last time I actually cried after reading a news article. ;w;

Gosh, it's so sick how a person could kill 20 innocent children.

maxi 12-15-2012 12:02 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377522)
..........So.

28 people are dead at an elementary school in Connecticut. 20 of those people were little children. It was a mass shooting. A 20-year-old man with multiple guns just waltzed in and started killing everyone. Then he committed suicide.

...

I can't remember the last time I actually cried after reading a news article. ;w;

When you put it in that way, I feel terrible. Connecticut is so terrible whatnot with the person that had the gun and killed most of some kids lives. Crap. CRAPCRAPCRAP.

Cherrybomb 12-15-2012 12:16 AM

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 377491)

Yeah. D:

http://www.kidpub.com/story/together...rts-1843132135

Lily 12-15-2012 01:27 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377523)
Gosh, it's so sick how a person could kill 20 innocent children.

It's not just sick; it's revolting, it's disgusting, it's everything I despise. Yet I feel sympathy for that man. There was something very, very wrong with him, with his mind, with his life for him to do such a thing. I feel sympathy for the families of those who will not have their children come home ever again.

But sympathy isn't enough.

Lily09 12-15-2012 02:02 AM

you know, im kind of glad L doesn't check my tumblr because she doesn't need to worry about me.
at the same time, i wish she would so i could have some comfort.

gosh, im so selfish.

LaurenM 12-15-2012 03:16 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily (Post 377537)
It's not just sick; it's revolting, it's disgusting, it's everything I despise. Yet I feel sympathy for that man. There was something very, very wrong with him, with his mind, with his life for him to do such a thing. I feel sympathy for the families of those who will not have their children come home ever again.

But sympathy isn't enough.

I've been wondering what it was all about today once I saw several pictures from pages on Facebook.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 377539)
you know, im kind of glad L doesn't check my tumblr because she doesn't need to worry about me.
at the same time, i wish she would so i could have some comfort.

gosh, im so selfish.

I asked my friend who's also called Lauren to join KP and I wonder what may happen if she saw my posts on this and the cutting thread.

MaryElizabeth 12-15-2012 05:05 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 377408)
... You're a trolling...? o_o And nah, I'm pretty sure Ash is almost a year older than me.

Does maxi understand what trolling is?
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Originally Posted by EmmaR (Post 377465)
That's SO how I feel about growing up. I look at it, laugh, and then run away crying.

Best way to deal with it, I think.

TheAshWolf 12-15-2012 05:08 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 377408)
And nah, I'm pretty sure Ash is almost a year older than me.

.... :^I *stares at calendar*
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It's amazing how often you forget your age and your birth date when you don't actually celebrate your birthday. XD XD DX DX

maxi 12-15-2012 05:09 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377576)
.... :^I *stares at calendar*
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It's amazing how often you forget your age and your birth date when you don't actually celebrate your birthday. XD XD DX DX

Okay...........ASH. QUESTION: How old are you?

TheAshWolf 12-15-2012 05:12 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 377577)
Okay...........ASH. QUESTION: How old are you?

Ummm...let's see, I know I'm a bit older than Cass.......and I'm getting my learner's permit sometime next year....so, that makes me, what, 15? Few months past 15? Yeah, I think that's it.

XD DERP!

maxi 12-15-2012 05:14 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377579)
Ummm...let's see, I know I'm a bit older than Cass.......and I'm getting my learner's permit sometime next year....so, that makes me, what, 15? Few months past 15? Yeah, I think that's it.

XD DERP!

I need to think a bit that I am 12. x_x

maxi 12-15-2012 05:27 AM

ASH! :D You need to get Figment and friend me.
http://figment.com/users/224648-Max-S

TheAshWolf 12-15-2012 05:34 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 377582)
ASH! :D You need to get Figment and friend me.
http://figment.com/users/224648-Max-S

I DO need to get a Figment account, don't I? o.o

I'll look into it over the weekend. ^_^

maxi 12-15-2012 05:40 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377584)
I DO need to get a Figment account, don't I? o.o

I'll look into it over the weekend. ^_^

o.o This weekend or next?

You MUST show other people WOT, Ash. :D They will be freaking impressed. P:

TheAshWolf 12-15-2012 05:46 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 377586)
o.o This weekend or next?

You MUST show other people WOT, Ash. :D They will be freaking impressed. P:

Um......*noms on the candy bar I just snagged from the kitchen*....*looks at clock* XDD Yeahhhh, probably next weekend.

O_O OTHER PEOPLE? What other people? What? Huh? kjbwkfjb? *le self-conscious moment* No, you don't have to do that! >w< They won't be impressed. You're really sweet for saying that, though. <:^J

maxi 12-15-2012 05:50 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377587)
Um......*noms on the candy bar I just snagged from the kitchen*....*looks at clock* XDD Yeahhhh, probably next weekend.

O_O OTHER PEOPLE? What other people? What? Huh? kjbwkfjb? *le self-conscious moment* No, you don't have to do that! >w< They won't be impressed. You're really sweet for saying that, though. <:^J

Me do what? You just need to sign up, post WOT and then wait for comments and CC to roll on by. <:^)

*le reading The Goodbye* You're such an amazing author. :^) I am hooked.

TheAshWolf 12-15-2012 05:54 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 377589)
Me do what? You just need to sign up, post WOT and then wait for comments and CC to roll on by. <:^)

*le reading The Goodbye* You're such an amazing author. :^) I am hooked.

....jdjbhabfjhvad I meant to type "I" not "you". >_< It's past 3 A.M., typos are to be expected!!! XDD

D'aw. You're too kind. :o I can NOT write romance...at all....that excerpt took me FOREVER to write. x_x

maxi 12-15-2012 05:59 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377590)
....jdjbhabfjhvad I meant to type "I" not "you". >_< It's past 3 A.M., typos are to be expected!!! XDD

D'aw. You're too kind. :o I can NOT write romance...at all....that excerpt took me FOREVER to write. x_x

I am writing the comment right now. :D It shall be up soon! :P

:o No, I'm not kind; I'm just reading epik stories, that's all!

x_x Must write soon. 8D XD asdfhjkl ASH POST MOAR BOOK THREE.

TheAshWolf 12-15-2012 06:04 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 377591)
I am writing the comment right now. :D It shall be up soon! :P

:o No, I'm not kind; I'm just reading epik stories, that's all!

x_x Must write soon. 8D XD asdfhjkl ASH POST MOAR BOOK THREE.

XD But I have to post Books One and Two first, silly.

maxi 12-15-2012 06:05 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377593)
XD But I have to post Books One and Two first, silly.

Sorry, I was supposed to add excerpts at the end of that. ._.

TheAshWolf 12-15-2012 06:09 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 377594)
Sorry, I was supposed to add excerpts at the end of that. ._.

Oh. o_o Well, that makes more sense then! ^_^

I WANT to post more Book Three excerpts...but 99% of the book depend on a few VERY VERY IMPORTANT scenes towards the beginning of it, thus making the entire book one huge spoiler. x_x (I COULD post an excerpt of the book's beginning, though (maybe Arra's death scene or funeral)...

maxi 12-15-2012 06:11 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 377597)
Oh. o_o Well, that makes more sense then! ^_^

I WANT to post more Book Three excerpts...but 99% of the book depend on a few VERY VERY IMPORTANT scenes towards the beginning of it, thus making the entire book one huge spoiler. x_x (I COULD post an excerpt of the book's beginning, though (maybe Arra's death scene or funeral)...

Yesh! :D Book's beginning, please! P:

maxi 12-15-2012 06:23 AM

Are you there, Ash? o___o

Lily09 12-15-2012 01:50 PM

You know how when you listen to a song, it just makes you want to cry because it reminds you of what happened?

On My Own(TDG), Drown(TDG) Wake Up(TDG), Chalk Outline(TDG), Disenchanted(MCR), I Don't Love You(MCR), Cubicles(MCR), and right now, The Light Behind Your Eyes by MCR.

I met so many people that left me/I left but the two that stick out the most are M and C.

M:
Chalk Outline by TDG
Drown by TDG
Disenchanted by MCR
I Don't Love You by MCR
Cubicles by MCR

and mostly... The Light Behind Your Eyes by MCR

I don't understand what the hell I did. Did I even do anything? Apart from trying to help you through your depression? Apart from trying to stop you from self harming? Apart from trying to keep your suicidal thoughts away? After everything that I've done, you just leave me. I thought we were actually friends, but I realize now that you just took my advice and then left me. You always used to ask for my help and when you got it, you left me. Then you came crawling back, until now. Now, you're better and here I am. I can't let go of you, because I really really really thought we were friends.
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you.
I'm sorry.
Still, I'm happy that you got better. I'm happy that you found others. I'm hoping you'll be completely happy when you grow up. Even if I'm not a part of it anymore, I still hope you find people that make you happy.

C:
On My Own by TDG
Wake Up by TDG
Drown by TDG
Cubicles by MCR
and most importantly... The Light Behind Your Eyes by MCR


I'm sorry. It's 85% my fault, I effing screwed it up. I'm so effing sorry. I could have been a better friend, and I was so selfish. I feel so bad that I let this friendship get away, but now that I think of it, it's probably better we aren't friends anymore.
I just really miss you.


M and C:

If I could be with you tonight…
I would sing you to sleep,
Never let them take the light behind your eyes…
One day, I’ll lose this fight…
As we fade in the dark, just remember you will always burn as
Bright
Be strong, and hold my hand.
Time becomes for us, you’ll understand.
We’ll say goodbye today,
And we’re sorry how it all ends this way…
~The Light Behind Your Eyes by My Chemical Romance

Lily09 12-15-2012 02:05 PM

i really want this song on repeat
at the same time i really dont

Lily09 12-15-2012 02:32 PM

okay im done putting my heart through a blender.
thank you mcr, that was beautiful.
eff you mcr, that hurt.


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