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LaurenM 04-27-2013 12:52 PM

I hate the fact that my friend is such an ignoramus.
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM MUM.
Anyway...
My friend posted a status about how a person is a good confidant, and I posted a comment about how I can imagine the said person to be a good confidant, and she said that I wouldn't know how the person is a good confidant or not since I don't have any problems.
-_-
YOU ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO BE ABLE TO CONFIDE TO ANYONE IN REAL LIFE.
And no, the said person should be a terrible confidant because she's the person who puts everything she likes in front. She's the kind of person who wouldn't help you scan homework because she's watching TV.

LaurenM 04-27-2013 12:55 PM

Also, I don't know what the heck is going on. I can't log into the main site on my laptop. It's not about the password. i just click the enter key and it doesn't say anything, no 'your password is incorrect', it just goes back to the KP main page, un-logged-in.
WHAT.
I tried to change my password as well, but when I clicked the link in the email it said 'access denied' :/

L.S.Trendom 04-27-2013 01:21 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 453982)
*massive huggles* fuck I wish I'd been awake… i'm sorry…
It'll get better, someday. *hugs again*

You don't know that you'll relapse. You're strong. You can do it.
Could you maybe, like, borrow Litzy's phone during lunch, at least the beginning? So I can text you? You should still eat.

No. You are so fucking worth it. I haven't lied to you at all, not when I said you're awesome, or when I said you're amazing, or when I said you're my best friend, or when I said you're worth so much, or when I said you're more perf than me. You are worth so fucking much.
You're my best friend and you were pretty much the only reason I didn't want to kill myself, over the past month. You've helped me a lot, you're fun to talk to, you're a great friend, you've never been a bitch or annoying to me, and you'rea great person. So how the hell are you worth nothing.
I'm not going to ever find I'm wrong about you, because I'm not wrong.
*huggles* shhh you are perf

OMFG CREEPYPASTA RUSSIAN SLEEP EXPERIMENT

Same.
*cuddles with xkcd and wikipedia*

Also, idk, maybe listening to the globetrotting hobo playlist in school will help a bit? 'Cause, as long as you still want to globetrot when you're grown up, it's going to happen. Or at least something like it. *huggles*
And some more songs that might hopefully make you feel a bit better:
Beside You ~ Marianas Trench (it's true, if you ever need help, we'll be here for you *huggles*)
Those Nights ~ Skillet
Famous Last Words ~ MCR
The Light Behind Your Eyes ~ MCR
The World Is Ugly ~ MCR

Sandy 04-27-2013 01:21 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by maxi (Post 453945)
Wellllllll, I feel like crap.

So do I. To be honest, Max, I would have appreciated some sort of straight answer when you kept telling me to delete VM and then suddenly changed your mind. Why did you bother to tell me so much stuff and false compliments and read it for so long if you "never liked the genre anyways"? This has been bothering me for like the whole morning, please answer so I can clear up my massive amounts of confusion.

Quote:

Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 453995)
Also, I don't know what the heck is going on. I can't log into the main site on my laptop. It's not about the password. i just click the enter key and it doesn't say anything, no 'your password is incorrect', it just goes back to the KP main page, un-logged-in.
WHAT.
I tried to change my password as well, but when I clicked the link in the email it said 'access denied' :/

Same thing is happening to me.

camikat 04-27-2013 01:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 453995)
Also, I don't know what the heck is going on. I can't log into the main site on my laptop. It's not about the password. i just click the enter key and it doesn't say anything, no 'your password is incorrect', it just goes back to the KP main page, un-logged-in.
WHAT.
I tried to change my password as well, but when I clicked the link in the email it said 'access denied' :/

And to me.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 02:30 PM

uH OH.
FREAKING NOOO

THE GIRL WHO TOLD ME TO KILL MYSELF IS FREAKING COMING TO MY HOUSE TODAY.

WITH HER MOM.

shit

SilverMoon 04-27-2013 02:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 454057)
uH OH.
FREAKING NOOO

THE GIRL WHO TOLD ME TO KILL MYSELF IS FREAKING COMING TO MY HOUSE TODAY.

WITH HER MOM.

shit

Why the hell would she be coming to your house?!

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 03:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 454088)
Why the hell would she be coming to your house?!

because our parents are friends.
and her mom is "concerned" about me.

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 454016)
So do I. To be honest, Max, I would have appreciated some sort of straight answer when you kept telling me to delete VM and then suddenly changed your mind. Why did you bother to tell me so much stuff and false compliments and read it for so long if you "never liked the genre anyways"? This has been bothering me for like the whole morning, please answer so I can clear up my massive amounts of confusion.


Same thing is happening to me.

MAX

DID

WHAT?


O_____O

ahvfhjdvajhvaf? What? When? Where on KP did he tell you to delete VM?! Is...is that why you decided to delete those chapters early, Sandy? D:

"never liked the genre anyways"...
o_o
e_o
e___e
What the **** is this nonsense? ._.

SilverMoon 04-27-2013 03:07 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 454092)
because our parents are friends.
and her mom is "concerned" about me.

Oh


Well that sucks.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 03:07 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 454093)
MAX

DID

WHAT?


O_____O

ahvfhjdvajhvaf? What? When? Where on KP did he tell you to delete VM?! Is...is that why you decided to delete those chapters early, Sandy? D:

"never liked the genre anyways"...
o_o
e_o
e___e
What the **** is this nonsense? ._.

'tis okay. you don't have to star out every letter.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 03:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 454094)
Oh


Well that sucks.

i'm going to pretend to be sick.

<insert hacking coughs here>

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:09 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 454095)
'tis okay. you don't have to star out every letter.

Yes, I do. :^I

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 03:10 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 454099)
Yes, I do. :^I

oh. sorry.

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:11 PM

The KP main site STILL isn't letting me log in. -_-

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 03:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 454101)
The KP main site STILL isn't letting me log in. -_-

Same.
ugh.
I WANNA POST MY SECOND CHAPTER>
*cries*

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 03:22 PM

Birdies...stop flying into the window.... ;__; *sobs over this sparrow and the previous two doves*

SilverMoon 04-27-2013 03:23 PM

Eff. This thing called Negativity is rising from the grave I buried it in.


Shit. I buried it alive, cause I couldn't kill it.


Damn it, Negativity!

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 03:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 454104)
Eff. This thing called Negativity is rising from the grave I buried it in.


Shit. I buried it alive, cause I couldn't kill it.


Damn it, Negativity!

killl that bitch and stuff it with positive

AlgebraAddict 04-27-2013 04:13 PM

If you feel like you're not pretty....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=...s&feature=fvwp




Thank God.

Sandy 04-27-2013 05:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 454093)
MAX

DID

WHAT?


O_____O

ahvfhjdvajhvaf? What? When? Where on KP did he tell you to delete VM?! Is...is that why you decided to delete those chapters early, Sandy? D:

"never liked the genre anyways"...
o_o
e_o
e___e
What the **** is this nonsense? ._.

*shrugs* As a writer, I'm fine with this--although a bit confused at "genre," since I never believed that it fit perfectly into any one genre--but as a friend I don't know how to feel, if he was lying to me the whole time. *shrugs again* He mentioned it a little on the thread, but then I was creeping on flock draw and asked if it would be a good idea to just delete everything (I've been in a rut with all my creative stuff lately, as per usual, it should be over within a week) and he was very supportive of the idea. Due to the length and infrequent posting, he mentioned that it had become difficult to remember what had happened, and for moments seemed to support the idea of discontinuation, but it was all very confusing. Perhaps we should move this conversation to the VM thread...?
All in all I'm very confused now... I wonder if there's some way we can talk privately about this, if you want to...? Let me know if you can think of anything. *shrugs*

Sandy 04-27-2013 05:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 454125)
If you feel like you're not pretty....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=...s&feature=fvwp




Thank God.

I ADORE that song.

Ruza 04-27-2013 06:09 PM

No one ever saw her tears
No one fought away her fears
No one ever heard her cries
But everyone believed her lies

She sees the blood drip down her arm
She never meant to cause much harm
But when the moon shines from afar
She traces the outlines of her scars

And as she gently lays to rest
A bloody knife sticks through her chest
She takes her final breath of air
Leaving behind her sorrow to share


Wrote this a long time ago.

TheAshWolf 04-27-2013 07:11 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 454101)
The KP main site STILL isn't letting me log in. -_-

ewe It's almost been an entire day.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 08:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 454164)
-forgive me for being a few pages late i was out until 11 last night geez-

it doesn't actually hurt that much NO I'M NOT ENCOURAGING IT but it's not THAT BAD

coffee is good

eh. it really hurts for me.
BUT LET THEE FEEL PAIN.

BearWithAStrawberry 04-27-2013 08:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ruza (Post 454158)
No one ever saw her tears
No one fought away her fears
No one ever heard her cries
But everyone believed her lies

She sees the blood drip down her arm
She never meant to cause much harm
But when the moon shines from afar
She traces the outlines of her scars

And as she gently lays to rest
A bloody knife sticks through her chest
She takes her final breath of air
Leaving behind her sorrow to share


Wrote this a long time ago.


beautiful!!

SilverMoon 04-27-2013 08:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 454166)
ewe It's almost been an entire day.


I know, right? -_-

SilverMoon 04-27-2013 08:05 PM

Actually feeling alright. Wow. :)

camikat 04-27-2013 08:08 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 454189)
Actually feeling alright. Wow. :)

Yay! ^-^

MaggieMay 04-27-2013 08:14 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 454166)
ewe It's almost been an entire day.

I know...

and on the day I actually had something to post @_@

camikat 04-27-2013 08:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaggieMay (Post 454194)
I know...

and on the day I actually had something to post @_@

._. I know, right? *sigh*

EmmaR 04-27-2013 08:24 PM

I don't go on this thread anymore. I hate it.
Not because I think venting is bad; I think venting is wonderful for those who like it (I don't). It's because I see all of you guys so sad and torn apart and I want to run to you and hug you and kiss you and say that you're perfect and beautiful and everything will be okay but I just CAN'T and it kills me inside to know that you have nobody in your life who does that. I'm bad at comforting people in person, how can I possibly do it over the internet? So I don't go on here anymore, because the frustration of not being able to DO anything makes me sick.

... just needed to share that.

lvhamsters 04-27-2013 10:27 PM

What do you do when you're in a situation where you can't do one thing because you'll hurt someone but if you do the opposite, you'd hurt the other person? ;-; Why do I always get stuck in these situations?
It's so stressful I wanna rip my hair out and scream and kick walls and collapse and die. And that's just one of the stressful things e.o
So I chose one of the sides and now I hurt someone and now they're asking me if it was something they did wrong.... I dunno how to respond. I'm a jerk. A freaking jerk.
/wandersaway

MaryElizabeth 04-27-2013 11:52 PM

Things just seem to be getting shittier, my insecurities thrown back at me, my breakdowns/panic attacks/freak-outs are happening more frequently, my thoughts darker, but frankly I’m just proud of myself for turning to music instead of blades.

Ruza 04-27-2013 11:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 454186)
beautiful!!

It's savage and angry and sad and raw and I don't think conventional beauty can be found in such things. Maybe if you look into something that sad or angry, you can eventually learn to find the beauty in that sort of thing. But by doing so, you've taught yourself to see something dangerous and depressing as wonderful and enlightening, which could, in turn, be the end of you.

nngo 04-28-2013 12:32 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ruza (Post 454251)
It's savage and angry and sad and raw and I don't think conventional beauty can be found in such things. Maybe if you look into something that sad or angry, you can eventually learn to find the beauty in that sort of thing. But by doing so, you've taught yourself to see something dangerous and depressing as wonderful and enlightening, which could, in turn, be the end of you.

Conclusion: Everything is doomed.

lvhamsters 04-28-2013 12:49 AM

I'm pushing people away .-. I didn't even realize it. I don't want to push people away. I don't know how to stop though . . . .

AlgebraAddict 04-28-2013 01:46 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 454137)
I ADORE that song.


Emilie Autumn is so freaking epic.

rebecca 04-28-2013 02:42 AM

I've given up diving. Way too far out of my comfort zone for now. I'm taking the exam later.

LaurenM 04-28-2013 02:46 AM

I freaked out in the Great Barrier Reef when I was six to go down and see the fish even though I knew the duck dive and everything, because the water was too salty and made me itch.


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