this
great, now hold onto that feeling forevs ok ily
*hugs* i know we don't rly know each other too well but please feel better soon okay!! ily please stay strong. it's okay not to feel okay.

max: ugh. i hate bullies. but being a nerd is not a bad thing - i'm not saying you are one, but if you consider yourself one (which i don't think u do but) it's not bad
dw i wear glasses too as u know and it kinda sucks

also: wtf who throws metal at people go to your head of secondary?? if you have one idk. or the principal. skip classroom teachers they can't do shit okay or get your parents to talk to someone in authority about it please!! you need to stay safe and people throwing things at you is now safe!!
i kinda get the feeling that you. don't like m and i don't know why and if u could tell me that'd be fantastic ok feel better, friend

(*bear hugs*) We care about you, Lena! Please don't think like that. You're not alone. We all love you, very much.

(*points to MY glasses*) You're not the only one, buddy. I've never been called a nerd because of them, before, though. Glasses are needed because of various medical conditions. But, unfortunately, medical conditions like near/farsightedness, acne, etc. are seen as reasons to ridicule people. I have no idea why, though. It's insane. The next time they call you a nerd, ask them, would you make fun of someone who has to walk with forearm crutches? Would you make fun of someone who needs a hearing aid? If they would, they're inhumanly cruel and aren't worth the dirt they stand on.

I'm really, REALLY sorry you're being abused like this. (*bear hugs*) You don't deserve it, at ALL! e__e Is there any way you can talk to the principal or a (good) teacher about this? Being harassed like this is just plain wrong.

tw for unreality and death

please please please do not try to analyze me i know exactly who i am and why i do things please stop analyzing me it makes me feel like im not human like im just a fucking project and like im not real please YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT do not jokingly say im fake god i know i laugh just to brush it off but you know dont you get it i want to know im real but its really hard i dont k ow if i am real or if anything is real please stop im so glad for the summer now i only have to deal with this and ill probably still want to die but probably not every week ok
like wow k i know im worthless but at least i dont have school to remind me... sucks that i still am reminded everytime i talk to you
also like HOLY FUCK STOP TELLIG ME I NEED TO LOOK INTO SCHOLARSHIPS NOW AND THAT I NEED TO CALL MY INSURANCE AND ASK ABOUT TESTOSTERONE NOW. yes testosterone is super important to me BUT can you stop telling me how to fuckig live my life im noy getting testosterone for another THREE years id rather have money saved up just in case anyway stop trying yo force me to do things that give me anxiety stop reminding me that you know so much better than me and that i NEED TO DO THINGS YOUR WAY IN ORDER TO BE TRANS LMAOOOO

i feel like such shit, lol

ive taken like 23948923840 tests this week (like... 3) and im terrified of my marks because 1) maths 2) history 3) music

i haveanother maths test tomorrow and fuck im terrified

i had this emotional breakdown with this other girl who failed her french exam (i dont do french this semester) in debating and we're so stressed
my health mark was a b+
my drama was a b-/b
im so, so scared, and i hate myself and im going to fuck it all up

I've never met you
Never seen your face
Or eyes, or mouth
Lips...
But from the moment you said "Hi"
I was obsessed
I think about you every minute
Could this be possible? Could we be possible?

You and Sam remind me of the romance in The Perks of Being A Wallflower without all the screwy aunt stuff of course haha but you guys are just so adorable :3

i'm so stupid for not coming on kp lately

(*hugs*) thank you i needed to hear that
thank you so much
(*hugs*) hey hey it's okay. your grades do not define you. take some time to calm down and relax - take a hot bath, if you like baths. maybe just close your eyes and breathe slowly. you're fabulous whether you get an A or not okay and we love you either way <3
i'm sure you've been busy don't worry about it okay

sCREW THOSE IDIOTS I WOULD BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM IF I COULD
YOU'RE TOO AWESOME TO BE HARASSED LIKE THAT
(*aggressively hugs*)

I feel like such a bad person. On cold, quiet nights I find myself hoping that this one person in my class dies alone. And that's just such a horrible thing to wish. I don't know what it is. Maybe it's her always trying to be popular and funny, and trying to STEAL MY $&@&@&ING FRIENDS!!!! Ugh and I'm having an epyk party that I've been looking forward to for months, now, and she's going. Whenever I try to tell my friends, they're really unsupportive and just gah I'm gonna have such a sucky time.