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You know when someone makes you really uncomfortable and you can't explain why?
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Sometimes how dark i've gotten, how much worse i've gotten, stops being kinda funny and I just want it to be over. i'm so tired and so afraid
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Why can't I just be skinny?? DXDXDXDXDX I hate that I compare myself to other people, I hate that I feel so fat all the time I hate that I eat too much and weigh too much. I hate my appearance and I try to act full of myself to hide it. Guys will never like me because of it.
I'm too self-conscious. These aren't extreme feelings, i don't cut or think about suicide. *sigh of relief* |
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Hey we officially have 1111 pages of venting! ^_^
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Three days ago...
May 9. After that... I won't be the same. Something happened. ...but right now I'm feeling fine. :D But tired. Im'ma sleep now. Byebyez. |
*slides onto the floor*
ok in 10 hours i will have to be at school *lays on the floor* ok |
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This week has sucked for me, as well. Our parish's priest died on May 8th, and we've all be reeling. okay so we all die i should have known this but it's still a shock he was so fucking full of life and now what the fuck Quote:
My feelings exactly. |
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I have a huge gut as well. *high fives* You're not fat. Seriously. |
i swear, if someone insults me today i won't hesitate punch them in the fucking face.
i'm tired of this crap! |
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Don't feel bad about feeling the way you're feeling. (...*re-reads what I just typed* I hope that made sense. XD) ALL of us here on KP go through those mixed feelings when we don't get many comments. <:^J It'll get better. Don't worry. And, while we're on the topic, Arin, I haven't spoken to you in a while, so I actually don't know what stories you're working on right now. O_O May I please have a link to whatever your main project is, now? :D |
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I'm not sure if this will help you right at this moment, but, it's all that I can think to give you right now, since it's always helped me tremendously: Questions Young People Ask: Vol. 1 Questions Young People Ask: Vol. 2 You can download both books as a PDF. I know they have a lot of Bible-based advice in them, which I'm not quite sure how you feel about, but they DO have a lot of solutions and advice that will work for anyone, no matter what they believe or don't believe. The books deal with all sorts of topics and issues--depression, dealing with family members, making friends, how to respect yourself more and be less self-hating, pretty much any kind of school issue you could think of, and MUCH much more. I don't expect you to read them if you don't want to, of course. But I do think browsing through the tables of contents would be worth it, just to see if anything piques your interest. <:^) Quote:
But, like you said, at least this issue isn't life-threatening or anything. Just...try not to be so hard on yourself. <:^) Alright? You're beautiful. Don't worry about it. |
I used to have problems with my appearance now I look I the mirror and go:
http://www.reactiongifs.com/wp-conte...3h4fo1_250.gif Meh, whatever. ._. |
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*points to the links I gave LST* Maybe those will help...? |
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I know what you mean. As long as my hair isn't all tangled and my clothes are perfectly clean, I don't really care how I look anymore. XD I just have my moments of self-consciousness (that can sometimes get kind of intense...>_>) sometimes. But, other than that, I'm the same as you. :P |
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They. Are. Not. True. e_e You are awesome, and they are all just being shortsighted and rude and cruel. Ignore them the best you can. |
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Me. And I put on make-up now. Not because I think it will help, but I just enjoy it. That is the little bit of girl in me. I put my hair in a french braid each night so I don't have to worry about it in the morning because it gets all wavy *taps head* Smart I am. |
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Makeup, you say? Well, I'm gald you use it because you like to, and not because you feel you have to or you're just trying to impress people. ^_^ I'm really more tomboyish. My limit is chapstick. XD Also I just barely learned how to braid hair. But I like braids because they keep my hair out of my face when I'm doing yardwork or chores, so I don't mind wearing my hair in a braid every now and then. :P And yes, you ARE smart. :D |
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I have freckles! And I love them ^^ I'm a red head so fair skin. GOT TO GO BAI!! |
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its almost midnight and im still laughing at isaac+dick roman selfie
but i still feel shitty at the same time and just ugh |
i just really dont want to do anything anymore ugh
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My doctor said in a perfect world I'd be 110 lbs, so i'm trying to lose. How many 13 year old try weight loss? |
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To me I guess. *sigh* Thanks Ash, you're awesome. |
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I think I am doing okay. But I am losing apparently. I haven't been eating as much and don't get that much of an appetite. Not consciously, it's just been like that lately. I have downsized on the food consummation. *shrugs* |
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AKSJFDSKUFGISDUGFUIRIRDSKUFSDUF. I left my friggin' binder at school. With all my friggin' school stuff. Friggin' OUTSIDE. And I can guarantee you that with the school I go to, no one's going to return it. How the fudge am I going to explain this to my teachers. helphelphelphelphelphelphelphelphelp |
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On the other hand, my aunt is picking me up soon and may be able to drive by... |
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Just read the table of contents and skimmed some of the first volume, and yeah, it's not really helpful. But I'm not really looking for a solution anymore, anyway. Not really sure if there is one |
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You know, Gerard says that he's going to try to write back to each letter that he receives. Even though that's going to take a very long time, try writing to him and explaining what MCR meant to you, and hold on until he replies. Sorry, that's the best advice I have. |
I scored first place in my grade for the Math Olympiads.
To be honest, I'm not that surprised. I also feel rather kick-butt at the moment. And combined with the fact that my friend Taylor is challening Nathan (evil annoying popular arrogant sucker) to a sing-off on Wednesday, I am actually quite smug at the moment. |
Depression
Since the school year is almost over and I'm in fourth grade, next year I'll be going to the middle school. I have never been excited for this but people are making it worse.They keep saying how they are so excited to "blow this Popsicle stand." Next week we're going on a field trip to the middle school and I'm kind of scared I'm going to break down or something.
It has been really hard lately to contain my emotions so this really helped. Thank you so much. :) |
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You're skipping a grade? Good for you. My sister's in fourth, and she's a child genius. Yeah, I freaked out over middle school too- and I was homeschooled before. The school is fun, but the people often suck. ^_^ I actually am writing a book based off of my middle school experience about a middle/high school where kids are trained to be warriors with swords and shtuff. XD |
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