Originally Posted by HannahChen2009 (Post 518136)

I hate my life, if anyone cares.
So first my grandma (on my mother's side) thinks it's perfectly fine to ASSUME I get good grades. Like, best in our class good. Well, I do. I get okay grades, not best in our class grades. But this isn't why I'm mad- I'm mad because of her reason she thinks I do well school-wise. Because my mom and dad are like, REALLY smart. They went to the area's best collage.
And she was like. 'Well you must do good in school, Jill. First? Or second? I mean, you must get really good grades cause your parents both went to *insert famous school name here*.' And I was like, *shrug**smile*
What I really wanted to do was:
'ARE YOU FRIGGIN CRAZY WHY DO YOU ALWAYS JUDGE ME WITH MY PARENT'S STANDARDS? WHY THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO LIVE UP TO SOMETHING I CAN'T?'
And then my dad wants to borrow my phone so he could see if it was the same as my cousin's. I was *le annoyed* because I was in the middle of a really long email, and I didn't want to pause. And I thought, he just wants to look at what kind it was, so I just hand it to him, eager to get it back. First thing he does? Click the home button.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF I DIDN'T SAVE THAT
And then he BLAMES ME. HE BLAMES ME. (At least it auto saved or else the war was ON)
Why the HELL would he need to close my email browser in order to compare the two phones? It would have been better if he apologized or asked before he closed it! Why the fuck would he need to close the firking email?!!!!!
And if THAT isn't enough, my uncle takes over the phone and starts randomly clicking through it, beginning a comparison to this with Sony and Apple and shifting through my settings and I was like, FUCK YOU ASDFGHJKL;JSFJEKXHADLFUHEN. Okay face it. I'm really mad. I didn't ASK for you to mess with my phone without my permission.
I hate them. I fucking hate them okay end of story
Okay so I cried. Big deal. I don't think anyone noticed. Or saw. Or cared. Amongst my millions of siblings, I'm just an extra, right? Oh Jill is the oldest she's lost her cuddly fun and we have new kids to cuddle now do let's completely forget about her and bully her and it's PERFECTLY OKAY, RIGHT?
I'm just gonna go curl up in a corner and cry excuse me.

Originally Posted by Lena (Post 518152)

dude that sounds really frustrating i'm so sorry (*gives hugs and cookies*)

Originally Posted by blossom (Post 518186)

This feels so weird, like it's morning or something. I just took like a five hour nap and now I'm up on the computer while my family watches a football game I couldn't care less about.

Originally Posted by Lena (Post 518218)

i just kind of want a hug from someone who actually cares about me okay

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 518214)

*hugs meerkat* hey so what if you're fat you're still hella cool
*hands u chocolate and happies*

Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 518225)

*hugs*
*accepts chocolate and happies*
Thanks(:
I just wish people didn't judge by outward appearances so much. And I'm really getting tired of being force-fed >.< I think I'd be happiest if I just went a day without eating.

Originally Posted by Lena (Post 518218)

i just kind of want a hug from someone who actually cares about me okay

Originally Posted by Lena (Post 518218)

i just kind of want a hug from someone who actually cares about me okay

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 518230)

nvm i dont matter

Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 518258)

*I want to cry* I only have 4, 511 words for my Prologue and half of Chapter 1. That's as much as I've been able to write in a year for this story.

I'm getting nowhere.

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 518264)

Just try to give yourself a goal ^^ Find something that really inspires you to write more, like read something you'd like to be able to write like, if that makes sense. It doesn't have to be a big goal. Maybe just something like 100 words a day. 4,511 words is a lot, and it's better than nothing, isn't it? c: Good luck!

Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 518265)

Thanks! It's just that... I don't know. I'm really trying but it's like trying to push down a really large wall. I just can't. I'm trying... but it's been a year. I thought I would have gotten farther. ;_; I'll try setting a goal, though. Thank you!!

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 518281)

Ah :/ A severe case of writers block? If so, im so sorry >.< but no problem and good luck again!

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 518304)

ahhahahahHAHhAHA its so much fun when ur girlfriend ignores you!!!!! constantly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! never talks to you anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!1

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 518222)

*is unfortunately really far away*
*but gives virtual hug anyway*

Originally Posted by JoMarch (Post 518242)

(*hugs really right and doesn't let go*)
I know that feel ;-; if you want to talk I'm here c:

Originally Posted by HannahChen2009 (Post 518246)

(*hugs*) If you want to talk, I'm here too. ;)
(*eternal hug*)

Originally Posted by blossom (Post 518310)

I just read that list of "Top Twenty-Something Beauty/Fashion Trends Men Hate".

Ha.

Haha.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm wearing everything on that list.

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 518382)

oh my god it's snowing

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

so i'm gonna write a carefree/pissed off rant


Here goes.

I met someone online (not on KP, though), that said a lot of things that really made me think because they were so awful. She was lesbian, and for some reason she started saying these horrible hetrosexist things. I don't want to really think about it, but to give you guys some examples it was like, I wish that they couldn't make children so they know what we feel like, or they need to stop expressing their wrong opinions because they don't deserve to speak about it anymore. And if that wasn't enough, she pretty much blatantly attacked bi's. So you're bi? You know that's just saying that you're either pathologically indecisive or just greedy, right?

wtf

just wtf

but I started thinking

WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK LET'S ALL GET ALONG.

CAN WE JUST. BE. LOVING.

I know a lot of people that think homosexuality is wrong. Guess what? It doesn't matter. It's okay. They'll come around, and if they don't, in the meantime there's nothing wrong with their opinions as long as they don't stop you from doing what you want to do. And especially if they're basing their stuff off of the bible, I think that somewhere it says in there LOVE PEOPLE and if you truly love everyone you'll realize that none of this matters. We're different, but that doesn't mean that we can't be equal. I don't care if people don't believe in transgenderism, as long as they've gotten the point where they can just take a step down and acquire a little humility and say simply "it's not my place to tell you who you are".

Really, it's only your own place. But it is your place and your duty to make sure everyone around you knows they're loved.

Hate isn't the way to solve problems, love is.

So can we all just be happy and nice now?

It's snowing. :3

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 518382)

oh my god it's snowing

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

so i'm gonna write a carefree/pissed off rant


Here goes.

I met someone online (not on KP, though), that said a lot of things that really made me think because they were so awful. She was lesbian, and for some reason she started saying these horrible hetrosexist things. I don't want to really think about it, but to give you guys some examples it was like, I wish that they couldn't make children so they know what we feel like, or they need to stop expressing their wrong opinions because they don't deserve to speak about it anymore. And if that wasn't enough, she pretty much blatantly attacked bi's. So you're bi? You know that's just saying that you're either pathologically indecisive or just greedy, right?

wtf

just wtf

but I started thinking

WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK LET'S ALL GET ALONG.

CAN WE JUST. BE. LOVING.

I know a lot of people that think homosexuality is wrong. Guess what? It doesn't matter. It's okay. They'll come around, and if they don't, in the meantime there's nothing wrong with their opinions as long as they don't stop you from doing what you want to do. And especially if they're basing their stuff off of the bible, I think that somewhere it says in there LOVE PEOPLE and if you truly love everyone you'll realize that none of this matters. We're different, but that doesn't mean that we can't be equal. I don't care if people don't believe in transgenderism, as long as they've gotten the point where they can just take a step down and acquire a little humility and say simply "it's not my place to tell you who you are".

Really, it's only your own place. But it is your place and your duty to make sure everyone around you knows they're loved.

Hate isn't the way to solve problems, love is.

So can we all just be happy and nice now?

It's snowing. :3

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 518461)

i feel dead

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 518478)

what do i even want out of my life
i'm so confused and
tired

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 518461)

i feel dead

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 518478)

what do i even want out of my life
i'm so confused and
tired

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 518461)

i feel dead

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 518500)

who am i
am i who
who is they

Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 518505)

24601!!! *coughslesmiserablesquotecough*

Originally Posted by blossom (Post 518310)

I just read that list of "Top Twenty-Something Beauty/Fashion Trends Men Hate".

Ha.

Haha.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm wearing everything on that list.

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 518382)

oh my god it's snowing

yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

so i'm gonna write a carefree/pissed off rant


Here goes.

I met someone online (not on KP, though), that said a lot of things that really made me think because they were so awful. She was lesbian, and for some reason she started saying these horrible hetrosexist things. I don't want to really think about it, but to give you guys some examples it was like, I wish that they couldn't make children so they know what we feel like, or they need to stop expressing their wrong opinions because they don't deserve to speak about it anymore. And if that wasn't enough, she pretty much blatantly attacked bi's. So you're bi? You know that's just saying that you're either pathologically indecisive or just greedy, right?

wtf

just wtf

but I started thinking

WHO GIVES A FLYING FUCK LET'S ALL GET ALONG.

CAN WE JUST. BE. LOVING.

I know a lot of people that think homosexuality is wrong. Guess what? It doesn't matter. It's okay. They'll come around, and if they don't, in the meantime there's nothing wrong with their opinions as long as they don't stop you from doing what you want to do. And especially if they're basing their stuff off of the bible, I think that somewhere it says in there LOVE PEOPLE and if you truly love everyone you'll realize that none of this matters. We're different, but that doesn't mean that we can't be equal. I don't care if people don't believe in transgenderism, as long as they've gotten the point where they can just take a step down and acquire a little humility and say simply "it's not my place to tell you who you are".

Really, it's only your own place. But it is your place and your duty to make sure everyone around you knows they're loved.

Hate isn't the way to solve problems, love is.

So can we all just be happy and nice now?

It's snowing. :3

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 518428)

o-o does she realise that tHAT MEANS NO POPULATION INCREASE AND WE ALL DIE??!?ernld

i did the thing
i feel bad
4 months gone
but it felt so
weirdly good