Talking about it helps sometimes. Glad it helped you.

It didn't for me.

WHY IS DEPRESSION SO HARD!? Why is there even depression :(

To make the good times seem brighter?
Seems pretty pointless, because when they're too bright, they hurt my eyes.

True that. :p
Heh. Ever get that feeling where life is really boring?

I just get this feeling that it's so boring right now, and the fun's right there, just that it's protected by a giant metal dome and impossible to get.

It COULD be chronic depression. That's how it starts. But I doubt that's the case with you. It's probably just mood swing-y hormones.

But, still, it IS good to talk to someone about it. :) It's not good to keep things bottled up all the time like how most people do.

Yeah. I can especially relate to my dad about this, so that helps a bit. I think I'm just startled to find out there is going to be a solution to my problem.

I mean, I've seen so many people complain about depression but I've never heard that they've found a solution or what. I'm so glad I found my parents understand. :D Sometimes, all you need is for someone to listen.

I feel angry. I'm watching these...terrible clips of men who abuse their women, and (it's like a talk show kind of thing) and i feel so angry at them, I want to yell terrible things to them and hurt them. I know it's wrong, but...I hate people like this. I really do.

Most people forget there are TWO TYPES of depression.
1.) The first type is the one everyone seems to think of when they hear the word "depression". This kind will eventually go away. It usually comes when something bad/stressful happens, but wears off after a while.
2.) This second type DOES NOT GO AWAY. It can vary in degree from day to day, hour to hour, week to week. But no matter what happens, it's always there. It isn't caused by an event, it's only worsened or lightened by an event. This type is caused by imbalanced chemical reactions in the brain. It's something you're born with. You can't change it. The fact that people tell you to get over it just makes things worse.

My dad has chronic depression--the second type I mentioned. o_o So I know what I'm talking about.

I know how you feel. e_e I'm an anti-violence person, but whenever I watch/see/hear about cruelty--towards humans OR animals--I honestly want to rip the assailant's head off and spit down their neck.

Poor Ash... DX Do you have anything serious like that? Didn't you have depression when you were really young?
My dad is manic. :-l

"WE live in America where a girl that threw flour on Kim Kardashian was arrested on site. But the man who KILLED Trayvon Martin is still free."
-Will Smith

My mom says I'm bipolar/have maniac depression. I don't want to be.

:(

Though my mom always seems to be trying to find ways to make me feel worse...

Or maybe that's just me.

:( That's sad

Well, I DID suffer from depression when I was young, but it seemed to be the kind that goes away. o_o Only instead of going away, stuff got worse and worse and worse and worse and worse until I got to the end of 3rd grade and was seriously contemplating suicide. :D

BUT, now that things are somewhat stable...*shrug* Now the only thing holding me back is my anti-social mindset. ^_^ Which I'm working on.

Although, I AM seriously starting to suspect I have bi-polar II. o_o Teenage mood swings are one thing. But I can predict my freakish behavior patterns now. I get freakishly hyper and bubbly and weird and start talking to myself a lot (XD that ALONE should qualify me for some sort of mental problem), then the hyperness suddenly goes away. Then I get all tired and twitchy and nervous and start thinking about all the stuff I need to do. Then something will go ever so slightly wrong, and my brain just explodes and I get really, REALLY aggressive, and have to restrain myself from cursing every two seconds.
And then, of course, there are the other symptoms, which are honestly getting worse.....staying up late and doing strange things and not feeling tired is a prime one. (Hence my little 4-AM-Writing-Party last night/morning. XD) Another symptom is not being able to enjoy things as much as you used to. When I went to the Renaissance Festival (which I've ALWAYS loved) the other day...*shakes head sadly* It took a full hour for my brain to kick in and say, "Oh, um, yeah. This is FUN. Yeah. I forgot about fun. Hurr." That happened with me during the Ostrich Festival, our weird mini-trip to see the snow, going to see Wicked with my sister...even KP isn't nearly as fun as before. o_o Half the time, I'm all mood-swing-y...but the other half of the time, I'm totally blank. Nothing seems to matter to me. I can't really enjoy anything. Then again, I can't seem to hate anything, either. Although anger and hate do seem to come to me more quickly and strongly then it used to...which PROBABLY isn't a good sign...XD

o_o Holy crap. Ramble that no one cares about! <:^D SORRY! Sorry. Ignore me. *fades into the shadows*

O_O Manic depression? Yikes. I'm suspecting I have type Bipolar type II. Manic is a whole other ball of wax.

I seriously doubt she's trying to make things worse. <:^J She's your mother. She should be trying to help you. But, sometimes, things can get a little crazy and it can be easy to misinterpret her efforts.

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Shut The Up.

I'm not rejecting it. :o

....o_o *blinks* Um...what?

And that was aimed at who now? X_x

Uh.. my sister.

Heh. PLEASE DONT FIGHT ON THIS THREAD PEOPLESSSSSSSSSS!'
Egh . . . I just don't know . . . depression is terrible >_<

What fight? *peers around anxiously*

o_o Oh. XD I thought you were talking to someone on here and was like,

>_> ?!?!?!

I've have major sister issues. -_- Haven't talked to one of them in over a year. Don't plan to anytime soon.

I-I don't really know O_O
Blep. Just had the end of my b-ball season at our school. I shall never play on that team again. ~sighs~ It was awesome while it lasted :(

Lets. Not let's.

Well, sorry. It's a small error. :D

It portrays you as a seven-year-old who doesn't know any proper grammar.

Anyone can make a tiny mistake like that...

Come on now, you've made grammatical errors before, too.

The bitterness remains, apparently.

Yup. :/ Apparently so.

...Typo. O_o It's just a typo.

Seriously?? It's a typo. Not a declaration of immaturity or the end of the world. :rolleyes:

I'm not saying that particular error made her seem so, more like not even a whole story on the NSP with good grammar. :P

We understand that it looked stupid with the typo, but it was just a typo. At least she didn't make some excuse. When someone was called out for typing "teh" instead of "the" in his/her stories, h/she commented this giant paragraph--that I didn't completely read--about his parents abusing him or something, and that was his excuse for not typing "the".

Sorry. :P I've just wanted to tell her about her grammar for a long time, and I guess I jumped at the chance.

Dang, I'm pretty bitter. ;)

Nah, forget about it.

LOAD, YOU STUPID GODDAMNED FILE!!!

Phew.. it did..

who posted 'i wish i was dead' tag...?
Famous Last Words is awesomesauce...

Feeling useless at writing. I hate you, writer's block.

Stressed Out.... :(
 

Ugh. I have been feeling soo tired and stressed out lately. Here's the reason:

This Sunday: Piano Recital

A week later: State Guild competition

A week later: Houston Competition

GAHHHHHHHHHH! :eek:

I'm about ready to explode!!!!!!!!!!!

It seems like everything is going terrible lately for me.

My friend Grant just got back from France and my other backstabbing "friend" Emily is hitting on him.

I found out two seconds ago that my Grandma's cat just died.

I have writer's block and I'm not getting any comments.

I never want to go to school because I'm afraid of the drama that will happen there.:(

Sorry, I just wanted to rant about how much my life sucks right now.