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Swallowtail 01-24-2017 10:15 PM

when I started applying to boarding schools my mom told me that they were only for kids who hated themselves and "made cuts on their skin" and that I'd fail here and here I am proving her right lmao

Zelda 01-24-2017 10:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Swallowtail (Post 594007)
already happened whoops

ok, then take care of yourself. remember to clean everything and bandage it properly so you don't get any infections. Also stuff like Aloe Vera is supposed to help speed healing along.

try to get a good amount of sleep tonight, and in the morning you can have a fresh start.

Swallowtail 01-24-2017 10:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Zelda (Post 594013)
ok, then take care of yourself. remember to clean everything and bandage it properly so you don't get any infections. Also stuff like Aloe Vera is supposed to help speed healing along.

try to get a good amount of sleep tonight, and in the morning you can have a fresh start.

don't worry I cleaned them out and all. just don't have any aloe vera or anything and asking for it would be suspicious. no ones going to find out though since they're not in a normal place. I can just say I accidentally walked through the thorns and no one would suspect a thing lol

Zelda 01-24-2017 10:25 PM

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Originally Posted by Swallowtail (Post 594014)
don't worry I cleaned them out and all. just don't have any aloe vera or anything and asking for it would be suspicious. no ones going to find out though since they're not in a normal place. I can just say I accidentally walked through the thorns and no one would suspect a thing lol

that's good. If you don't want scars then when they heal you can try using hand lotion or sun block that has Vitamin E in it.

do you want to talk about why you did it or is that something you want left alone?

Swallowtail 01-24-2017 10:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Zelda (Post 594015)
that's good. If you don't want scars then when they heal you can try using hand lotion or sun block that has Vitamin E in it.

do you want to talk about why you did it or is that something you want left alone?

maybe another time. thank you though

Zelda 01-24-2017 10:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Swallowtail (Post 594016)
maybe another time. thank you though

alright, take care of yourself :)

BookKitty 01-24-2017 10:37 PM

why r we only affectionate when we're drunk...... ://

SilverMoon 01-24-2017 10:38 PM

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Originally Posted by BookKitty (Post 594018)
why r we only affectionate when we're drunk...... ://

why r u drinking???

also why do I lack so much empathy that I'm just like "if X experiences drugs, alcohol, smoking, sex, etc. I only care s I can get references fr write"

july3girl 01-24-2017 10:54 PM

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Originally Posted by BookKitty (Post 594018)
why r we only affectionate when we're drunk...... ://

because society has this standard that to be strong and "manly" and not girly and weak we can't show people we love them (because we're not supposed to love anyone.), and we know that when we're drunk we're considered not responsible for our actions and as human beings we desire to be connected to others so if you can only get that through drinking that why wouldn't you?

or at least that's what this documentary i watched said.

you ok? like re said, make sure you're taking care of yourself. drink some water, eat some food, stay safe.

(also @re you're so lovely thanks for your words and i love your approach to cutting you are truly an inspiration)

pluzzle 01-25-2017 12:38 AM

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Originally Posted by BookKitty (Post 594018)
why r we only affectionate when we're drunk...... ://

now THIS is what I call relatable content

Sooo it's my second day back at school, full-time boy lol. It was going great until this kid made fun of my voice when we introduced ourselves. I said my name and he laughed and I heard him say "it has a high pitched voice" and then this other kid laughed at that. Also, I hate school and if it weren't so important I would drop out. High school has been the worstyears of my life so far and I feel like it's only getting worse. No amount of medication can fix this. No amount of fuckin iron pills can fix my energy levels. Nothing can fix the fact that I think about skipping most of my lessons...

I feel broken and I can't stop thinking "school might be better if I turned up drunk or high or literally anything else"... I can't stop thinking about what could have been, maybe if my extreme fucking gender dysphoria didn't exist, maybe if people could take me seriously even with this fucking voice, maybe if I didn't spend all my money and time on video games, maybe if I was naturally talented...

Maybe if I was actually worth something, would life be better.


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