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Rockshadow 03-18-2012 06:41 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 261812)
Link?

Oh, listen to us gossip like old women! :p

At that last line, if I had been drinking water, I would have ruined the keyboard. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Sure! Link: http://www.kidpub.com/story/sweetie-...ins-2115121081

AlgebraAddict 03-18-2012 06:42 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 261801)
Wait, do yo mean bikini bottom or top?

And yes, some trends should end. Like "Shatter" the cracked nail polish that you could get just from leaving it on for a few weeks; "Feathers", the dead birds you put in your hair; and just plain old wearing tiny bathing suits.


Top, unfortunately. :P

Teeny tiny bathing suits really disgust me. *sigh*

Hang on, let me dig up a link...

AlgebraAddict 03-18-2012 06:42 PM

Aha, here.
 
http://www.kidpub.com/story/sweetie-...ins-2115121081

Rockshadow 03-18-2012 06:49 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 261819)

XDDDD Nice reply.

MaryElizabeth 03-18-2012 06:50 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 261819)

Ooh. That's bad. You guys seemed nice about it, though. I couldn't get past the 1st chapter. I'll comment on it later, since I'm on my sister's 3DS and it has low battery. :(

AlgebraAddict 03-18-2012 06:50 PM

Haha, I just couldn't resist. :D

Rockshadow 03-18-2012 06:52 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 261830)
Haha, I just couldn't resist. :D

Check out her reply....*sighs with exasperation*

AlgebraAddict 03-18-2012 06:53 PM

I know... GRRRRR.

We are totally just picking fights. :p

Rockshadow 03-18-2012 06:53 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 261834)
I know... GRRRRR.

We are totally just picking fights. :p

I know right??XDD

AlgebraAddict 03-18-2012 06:56 PM

I just want to know if Catty is totally oblivious or not. :cool:

Rockshadow 03-18-2012 06:58 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 261838)
I just want to know if Catty is totally oblivious or not. :cool:

She's pretty oblivious...XD She takes the time to reply to our comments but claims she doesn't have enough time to edit her story, because she's in school. XD IT'S SUNDAY.

AlgebraAddict 03-18-2012 07:01 PM

She talks about publishing when you're a kid like it's totally impossible. I published a few months ago. It wasn't very good, but at least it had a creative plot. :rolleyes:

MaryElizabeth 03-18-2012 08:08 PM

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Originally Posted by Rockshadow (Post 261840)
She's pretty oblivious...XD She takes the time to reply to our comments but claims she doesn't have enough time to edit her story, because she's in school. XD IT'S SUNDAY.

She takes time to reply because she has to think a while before coming up with a comeback. I love how on her last reply, she says, "I'm posting another chapter soon. itll be quite the adventure in the hallway."

I'm guessing that she's gonna make Esther and Rockshadow villains.

nngo 03-18-2012 08:11 PM

You're talking about Catty?

MaryElizabeth 03-18-2012 08:16 PM

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Originally Posted by nngo (Post 261867)
You're talking about Catty?

Yes. 10 characters

nngo 03-18-2012 08:22 PM

Ohhh.. ... ...

Sandy 03-18-2012 08:43 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 260328)
Okay. O_O v
Sandy. Remember that talk between you and Ruza about schizophrenia? Yeah, don't ask how I know. But I really think that you should sit down with your parents and talk about it. Please? Schizophrenia most likely won't get any better on it's own, Sandy. And yeah, medications sort of suck, but they're the best shot you have for this.

I'm worried, Sandy, you're my friend. It needs to be hi-lighted, just in case you didn't want anybody seeing.
And why does it seem that writers seem to get all this crap?

I really appreciate your concern... <:^j
But I swear... I'm okay.


And every time I re-read that, it sounds like denial.
I don't want medications... I just want to be accepted, I think that would have the most calming effect on me.
I remember when I was little and I asked what schizophrenia was, my dad (a pharmacist; he prescribes medication, so he's rather acquainted with the schizophrenics and mentally ill in our city) told me that you just get really angry... I don't want to go into details because I don't feel like anyone needs to hear them but I have been getting very angry, but I don't know if it's just teenage spirit... And my dad waited until just a couple days ago to tell me to watch out because I had schizophrenia running in my family.

._.


DAD.

AlgebraAddict 03-18-2012 08:55 PM

Sandy: GIT on the Phantom of the Opera thread. *deathstare*

Rockshadow 03-18-2012 09:13 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 261865)
She takes time to reply because she has to think a while before coming up with a comeback. I love how on her last reply, she says, "I'm posting another chapter soon. itll be quite the adventure in the hallway."

I'm guessing that she's gonna make Esther and Rockshadow villains.

That would be HILARIOUS. XDDDDDDDDDD And the second chapter was...(excuse my rudeness) well, horrible. She doesn't take CC, claims that she has school on Sunday, (which school in their right mind would do that??? That's ridiculous.) and accuses US of being horrible when she is the person actually fueling the fight. Yet she's still oblivious.
Okay, I'm done ranting now. :3

AlgebraAddict 03-18-2012 09:35 PM

It all spells NEWBIE.

MaryElizabeth 03-18-2012 09:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Rockshadow (Post 261911)
That would be HILARIOUS. XDDDDDDDDDD And the second chapter was...(excuse my rudeness) well, horrible. She doesn't take CC, claims that she has school on Sunday, (which school in their right mind would do that??? That's ridiculous.) and accuses US of being horrible when she is the person actually fueling the fight. Yet she's still oblivious.
Okay, I'm done ranting now. :3

So true.

Funnily enough, when you said she accuses us of being horrible, I thought you were saying that she called the U.S. horrible. :D

MaryElizabeth 03-18-2012 09:46 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 261917)
It all spells NEWBIE.

I wonder how long she'll survive. Some of the bad newbies quit after a week because no one worships their stories.

Rockshadow 03-18-2012 09:57 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 261919)
So true.

Funnily enough, when you said she accuses us of being horrible, I thought you were saying that she called the U.S. horrible. :D

*spews out water* oh that was hilarious! XDDDD And no, I think the U.S is a wonderful place to live. XDDDDDDDDDDDD

TheAshWolf 03-18-2012 11:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Ruza (Post 261373)
I went to get a haircut, and brought six pictures with me.


....



She gave me a mullet.

I've had stuff like that happen to me before. >_>
WHICH is why I decided to stick with one hairstyle. ^_^ And make my dad cut my hair. (I already cut his hair. Saves $12 a month. Why can't he cut my hair, too?)

TheAshWolf 03-18-2012 11:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 261883)
I really appreciate your concern... <:^j
But I swear... I'm okay.


And every time I re-read that, it sounds like denial.
I don't want medications... I just want to be accepted, I think that would have the most calming effect on me.
I remember when I was little and I asked what schizophrenia was, my dad (a pharmacist; he prescribes medication, so he's rather acquainted with the schizophrenics and mentally ill in our city) told me that you just get really angry... I don't want to go into details because I don't feel like anyone needs to hear them but I have been getting very angry, but I don't know if it's just teenage spirit... And my dad waited until just a couple days ago to tell me to watch out because I had schizophrenia running in my family.

._.


DAD.

...You sure, Cass? (I know, you weren't talking to me, I can't help myself. <:^D) I'm telling you, you don't have to take medication. AT LEAST go see a therapist. There's a good chance he/she can help you in some way shape or form. And, hey, maybe they can help you get through this, and maybe they won't. They'll at least help you control your moods better and your reactions to people and negative situations. (That's the only GOOD thing that came of me seeing a therapist when I was little.)

If it's any consolation, I've been going through serious moments of anger, too. I don't want to make this about me, but... I've already scratched the hell out of both my arms purely out of not having anywhere for my rage to go. They're very sensitive and as red as apples and starting to bruise. And I've kicked my poor little dog more times than I'd like to know...which doesn't help because now I hate myself for it...poor baby wasn't doing anything wrong. So if you feel like you're the only one that's angry, know you're not the odd man out, okay?

Sandy 03-19-2012 07:24 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 261999)
...You sure, Cass? (I know, you weren't talking to me, I can't help myself. <:^D) I'm telling you, you don't have to take medication. AT LEAST go see a therapist. There's a good chance he/she can help you in some way shape or form. And, hey, maybe they can help you get through this, and maybe they won't. They'll at least help you control your moods better and your reactions to people and negative situations. (That's the only GOOD thing that came of me seeing a therapist when I was little.)

If it's any consolation, I've been going through serious moments of anger, too. I don't want to make this about me, but... I've already scratched the hell out of both my arms purely out of not having anywhere for my rage to go. They're very sensitive and as red as apples and starting to bruise. And I've kicked my poor little dog more times than I'd like to know...which doesn't help because now I hate myself for it...poor baby wasn't doing anything wrong. So if you feel like you're the only one that's angry, know you're not the odd man out, okay?

Nah, it wouldn't do any good... I think there is nothing that makes me want to snap more than a therapist, looking at me, looking past me and talking like I'm not there, just spitting advice that erases me, erases the emotions.
I can see quite clearly how therapists get killed by their patients, and I shouldn't have to stuff myself with meds. No one should.
I find it kind of ironic... my mom, who is the most anti-med person I know, ending up with a kid like me... I'm extremely trying to her no-drug rule. >_>
You kick your dog? The worst thing I've done was throw a rock at a bird... About a week ago I started to get really angry at my mom for no good reason, and started hurling things around in my room and punched the wall, bit the crap out of my knee and lip, and, according to the Cutting thread, severed the nerves in my lower leg... And it's sad, because I can still taste how I used to be, impossible to anger... Instead of moving forward, I've fallen back... After my mom heard me start punching the wall, that was when she started to monitor my food... that was the day I heard the people in my head... :^/


The more I think about this, the more I think it's just a teenager thing with me. There's no way I'll ever take medication simply for growing. No way I'll go to a therapist as a mental patient just because I'm perfectly healthy.

TheAshWolf 03-19-2012 01:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 262081)
Nah, it wouldn't do any good... I think there is nothing that makes me want to snap more than a therapist, looking at me, looking past me and talking like I'm not there, just spitting advice that erases me, erases the emotions.
I can see quite clearly how therapists get killed by their patients, and I shouldn't have to stuff myself with meds. No one should.
I find it kind of ironic... my mom, who is the most anti-med person I know, ending up with a kid like me... I'm extremely trying to her no-drug rule. >_>
You kick your dog? The worst thing I've done was throw a rock at a bird... About a week ago I started to get really angry at my mom for no good reason, and started hurling things around in my room and punched the wall, bit the crap out of my knee and lip, and, according to the Cutting thread, severed the nerves in my lower leg... And it's sad, because I can still taste how I used to be, impossible to anger... Instead of moving forward, I've fallen back... After my mom heard me start punching the wall, that was when she started to monitor my food... that was the day I heard the people in my head... :^/


The more I think about this, the more I think it's just a teenager thing with me. There's no way I'll ever take medication simply for growing. No way I'll go to a therapist as a mental patient just because I'm perfectly healthy.

If you honestly think that's what it is...then, well, that's good. That means it will end eventually. And I respect your choice of not seeing a therapist.

I DIDN'T MEAN TO...okay? ;_; I've never harmed my little baby before.....I feel so incredibly terrible about it.....especially since the sweet little dog totally forgave me. He just curled up in my lap about two minutes after it first happened. He was just in the line of fire when I got angry...I hate myself for it. I really do. *resists urge to dig my nails into my arm again* I talked to my dad about the whole thing, and I got the chance to vent for the first time in forever. I think it really helped.

Lily09 03-19-2012 07:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 262081)
Nah, it wouldn't do any good... I think there is nothing that makes me want to snap more than a therapist, looking at me, looking past me and talking like I'm not there, just spitting advice that erases me, erases the emotions.
I can see quite clearly how therapists get killed by their patients, and I shouldn't have to stuff myself with meds. No one should.
I find it kind of ironic... my mom, who is the most anti-med person I know, ending up with a kid like me... I'm extremely trying to her no-drug rule. >_>
You kick your dog? The worst thing I've done was throw a rock at a bird... About a week ago I started to get really angry at my mom for no good reason, and started hurling things around in my room and punched the wall, bit the crap out of my knee and lip, and, according to the Cutting thread, severed the nerves in my lower leg... And it's sad, because I can still taste how I used to be, impossible to anger... Instead of moving forward, I've fallen back... After my mom heard me start punching the wall, that was when she started to monitor my food... that was the day I heard the people in my head... :^/


The more I think about this, the more I think it's just a teenager thing with me. There's no way I'll ever take medication simply for growing. No way I'll go to a therapist as a mental patient just because I'm perfectly healthy.

I know how you feel about counselors and therapists, too -_-

While I was getting screamed out I was shaking on the couch, rolling around like a bug on it's back. Then I threw a remote control. O_O And yeah, my mom doesn't want me getting tested for some minor mentalish stuff, because she said it can be helped and controlled without meds. But keep in mind, the condition I may have is probably... minor? compared to schizophrenia.

Sandy 03-19-2012 09:11 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 262186)
If you honestly think that's what it is...then, well, that's good. That means it will end eventually. And I respect your choice of not seeing a therapist.

I DIDN'T MEAN TO...okay? ;_; I've never harmed my little baby before.....I feel so incredibly terrible about it.....especially since the sweet little dog totally forgave me. He just curled up in my lap about two minutes after it first happened. He was just in the line of fire when I got angry...I hate myself for it. I really do. *resists urge to dig my nails into my arm again* I talked to my dad about the whole thing, and I got the chance to vent for the first time in forever. I think it really helped.

Hey... don't feel bad... I don't think of you any differently. :P It seems the same way as me coming home, emotionally and mentally deadened from school and dissing my brother... I suck as a sister, but I've been trying to work on my meanness. >_<
Don't feel bad... just let go. <:^J
I'm pretty sure dogs do that in the wild, anyways.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 262486)
I know how you feel about counselors and therapists, too -_-

While I was getting screamed out I was shaking on the couch, rolling around like a bug on it's back. Then I threw a remote control. O_O And yeah, my mom doesn't want me getting tested for some minor mentalish stuff, because she said it can be helped and controlled without meds. But keep in mind, the condition I may have is probably... minor? compared to schizophrenia.

I never talk about my emotions to other people, only when I'm forced to, and even then they're simplified enough to mean anything. "I threw my room stuff again, tried to rip open the pillows, came downstairs, curled up on the couch, punched my leg as hard as I could, bit my knee, bit the couch, cried with anger" becomes, "... I felt bad about it." I've always had problems with speaking, and it doesn't help when the words get caught, literally CAUGHT in my head and just don't come out. ._. Stutter = suckage.

My mom raised me not to be a complainer; so I am determined that just because I hear voices, they are not hallucinations (despite them being classified as so), and I am not schizophrenic. Sure, I fit the emotional criteria of schizophrenia and the physical criteria (catatonia, etc), but... I can't be mentally ill. It is not an option for me...
(*facepalm*)
My brain is too hard on me... -_-'

I don't mean to pry, but what condition do you think you have?

Lily09 03-19-2012 09:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 262594)
Hey... don't feel bad... I don't think of you any differently. :P It seems the same way as me coming home, emotionally and mentally deadened from school and dissing my brother... I suck as a sister, but I've been trying to work on my meanness. >_<
Don't feel bad... just let go. <:^J
I'm pretty sure dogs do that in the wild, anyways.


I never talk about my emotions to other people, only when I'm forced to, and even then they're simplified enough to mean anything. "I threw my room stuff again, tried to rip open the pillows, came downstairs, curled up on the couch, punched my leg as hard as I could, bit my knee, bit the couch, cried with anger" becomes, "... I felt bad about it." I've always had problems with speaking, and it doesn't help when the words get caught, literally CAUGHT in my head and just don't come out. ._. Stutter = suckage.

My mom raised me not to be a complainer; so I am determined that just because I hear voices, they are not hallucinations (despite them being classified as so), and I am not schizophrenic. Sure, I fit the emotional criteria of schizophrenia and the physical criteria (catatonia, etc), but... I can't be mentally ill. It is not an option for me...
(*facepalm*)
My brain is too hard on me... -_-'

I don't mean to pry, but what condition do you think you have?

I hate counselors because I'm so used to keeping it all locked up. I get suspicious or annoyed or upset when someone tries to find out about my problems. And it's awkward when I say stuff.
ADHD, no biggie. I guess. Sort of. I dunno. Except school's hard for me.

Sandy 03-19-2012 09:32 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 262599)
I hate counselors because I'm so used to keeping it all locked up. I get suspicious or annoyed or upset when someone tries to find out about my problems. And it's awkward when I say stuff.
ADHD, no biggie. I guess. Sort of. I dunno. Except school's hard for me.

Oh yeah... The only people I can be certain are like that are the ones who follow me around, talking, talking endlessly, and when I try to get away (I've actually started running once) they chase after me, talking, smiling, laughing, and I keep running... keep running...
http://alltheragefaces.com/img/faces/png/sad-numb.png
I had a friend... with ADHD... who was also a sociopath... and the mind of an eight-year-old... I never knew eight-year-olds could be so maniupulative and toxic...

Lily09 03-19-2012 09:35 PM

e_e

Head on over to the prom thingy thread and you shall se a an LST version of Vlad. o_o

Sandy 03-20-2012 04:52 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 262637)
e_e

Head on over to the prom thingy thread and you shall se a an LST version of Vlad. o_o

Prom thingy thread? o_o I can't find it... what's the link?

TheAshWolf 03-20-2012 04:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 263064)
Prom thingy thread? o_o I can't find it... what's the link?

I found the thread, but I can't find the Vlad thing. >_>
http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/showthread.php?t=2365

nngo 03-22-2012 10:33 PM

I dunno how I should feel when I find out my grandfather's going to die in several months.

TheAshWolf 03-22-2012 11:27 PM

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Originally Posted by nngo (Post 264088)
I dunno how I should feel when I find out my grandfather's going to die in several months.

Oh, no! :( That's terrible, nngo. Is he sick?

Rockshadow 03-22-2012 11:33 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 264105)
Oh, no! :( That's terrible, nngo. Is he sick?

My grandpa drank too much...he's going to die too. :(

nngo 03-23-2012 12:17 PM

Well, he's got like, five types of cancer.

TheAshWolf 03-23-2012 01:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Rockshadow (Post 264107)
My grandpa drank too much...he's going to die too. :(

I'm sorry, Rockshadow. :( I never new one of my grandfathers...he died before I was born.

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Originally Posted by nngo (Post 264156)
Well, he's got like, five types of cancer.

D: That's terrible. I'm so sorry. Cancer runs in my family, so I have an idea of what you and your family are going through. If you need anything, just come on here and ask, okay? <:^J

Timber 03-25-2012 07:50 PM

Happy
 
I am so confused and upset right now. Lately I've been feeling sad all the time. I have a few reasons to be sad (mostly drama at school, and a few things on KP) but I shouldn't feel this depressed. It's kinda freaking me out. O.o

I had a talk with my parents about it and they're the really understanding type and they really really care about me. I guess I'm kind of happy because I know that the sadness won't take over my life any more and they're going to do something about it. It feels like a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders. :o It just feels good to talk about it.


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