Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 442634)

Only on the weekends. I've been mantaining three to four hours on weekdays, but I have study hall tomorrow so I decided to do no homework and get another hour in. I could never do six hours a day on a regular basis. O_O

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442528)

BWAS, what? Yeah. We do have our own crap to deal with but that doesn't mean that we don't help others or tell others theirs is less important. That's the vibe I'm getting from your message.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442531)

I've seen two comments about 'age nine? how can you be sad?' and that's enough to make me need to comment about this.
I was bullied at age 8 and beaten by my dad since I was about fourish.
Tell me again how younger kids can't hate their lives or be depressed.
Not only that, guess what? Depression can sometimes run through the family. And sometimes, kids /can/ get depressed since age nine or younger.
Did you know, that problems can run through at any fucking age? and it's extremely insulting to say, "Oh you're age ___, how can you be sad?" because well fuck off, you don't know anything about their lives.

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 442660)

cant one state their opinion without being bashed?
no.
no they cant.

well, at least for me.

please dont just whip out at power-level-100 at me.
i was merely saying that, because it sounded like it wasnt right for someone so young.

besides, your case, that is extreme.
a happy, healthy, young girl should not be feeling so.

please respect my opinion.

im saying please because i was taught to be considerate.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442662)

Sorry for my outburst. I've taken a shower now, and I'm a bit calmer... Sorry, really. Genuinely sorry.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 442604)

my mom is so fucking ignorant and blind
she said, "I'm worried you might get depressed and do something stupid."
(like five minutes after I cut, about half an hour after i was muttering stuff like, "i fucking hate you why don't you die like you fucking deserve")
and do you know what she told me?
she told me she doesn't ignore my ideas, even as she was doing it (unfortunately she rejected the idea of sending me to like canada or somewhere else the hell away from here, like everything else)
and she told me i need to have contact with the people important to me
my family
YOU'RE NOT FUCKING IMPORTANT TO ME YOU'RE NOT MY FUCKING FAMILY
you've done nothing at fucking all to help me
and you know what? you have no fucking right at all to think you're more important to me than people i've never met face to face
my mom also basically asked if i'm considering suicide

my life definitely was. everything i cared about built on a foundation of lies to keep it away from my family, and now it's crumbling down.
and i'm sure the friendship had to be messed up at every point, because i was part of it.

*has no musical talent*

*hugs*
I'll definitely keep texting you. I should be able to borrow a friend's phone at least for a bit, each school day…

I'll try. Or I'll borrow a friend's phone. But, like I said, I'll try my best to keep texting you.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442607)

*hugs* *shall draw a butterfly for you* okay, thanks. I hope things get better for you, Isaackle. And please don't ever give up.