The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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[quote=HeatherB;447483][quote=BearWithAStrawberry;447479]

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 447473)

shhh
you can find someone who will love you despite your flaws, and if they don't, you deserve someone better.
but the thing is, so does everyone. if you weren't flawed, hon, i'd be very very concerned. everyone has a million flaws and, as i believe a famous person once said, we are stitched together with good intentions. or something like that. i'm just paraphrasing, but the thing is, so long as you try to be good despite all of your flaws, i think you're just fine. and i know it's hard as hell to try. but we do it anyways. we wake up in the morning every day and we go to bed knowing the sun will rise again and those are some of the most difficult things in life to face, but you know what? we do it. i do it and you do it and everyone does it and we all know that we're in for the struggle but that's just a part of living. it's also why sometimes people don't want to live-- they get tired of trying. but in the end, i think it's better to try every day wishing that the sun burned out and we all would die rather than giving up and not seeing the greatest tomorrows we'd ever have.

yes, thank you. i will.

Best compliment I have ever recieved.
Thank you.

woah is the quote button fucking up

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 447397)

Oh, I get them all the time. My friends come and go.
Somehow, they managed to get use to my cynicism. Which is why they can never sense it when I'm actually genuine.
/pats-shoulder. We are on the same boat.

Thanks. I just think- I'm halfway between an insensitive bitch, and an overly empathetic girl.

NOthingNESS FIlls THE SOUl wiTH FALse HopE

killjoy

empty

nothing

gone with the wind

you may not know me but.....

smile, honey.

love yourself

remember....

remember me

never forget how to love.

the truth is, passion, love, adoration, laugh, and love some more.

thats what the truth is.

you are loved. dont ever forget that. be happy.

smile, honey.

i can't, but you should

smile, honey.

when you cry, smile.

for me, darling.

i'll hold you close

until eternity ends. remember that.

love, vi

show the world what they are missing out on.

expose your weakness.

embrace your flaws

smile, honey

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 447491)

i am such a hypocrite.

[quote=BearWithAStrawberry;447484][quote=HeatherB;447483]

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 447479)

Best compliment I have ever recieved.
Thank you.

you're welcome.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 447485)

woah is the quote button fucking up

... it was, i think? or maybe we just accidentally deleted a bracket thingy

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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 447420)

And we always start conversations.

Nearly always.

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 447431)

When people in support of LGBTs take a vow of silence for the entire day, to symbolize how LGBTs across America are silenced because of who they are.

Do you really not talk the whole day? That might be hard--I'm just thinking what would happen if the teachers asked me a question--write 'day of silence' on my hand and wave it to her face?
I want to join, but how?

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 447449)

definitely.

*I'm just gonna do a late interrupting thing* I took a different empathy test and I got 34% e_e

I took this one (http://similarminds.com/personality_disorder.html) as a personality test.
Paranoid: 74% Schizoid: 40% Schizotypal: 82% Antisocial: 86% Boderline: 86% Histrionic (What is that?): 62% Narcissistic: 22% Avoidant: 82% Dependent: 70% Obsessive-Compulsive: 82%
asdfghjkl;' I DON'T KNOW HOW TO INTERPRET THAT.

That's good. You're empathetic! More than me anyway.
WE'RE SOCIOPATHS /joins-hands-with-you-and-Rebecca-and-runs-into-le-sunset.
(Only optimistic way to approach this)

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 447452)

im
so
scared
guys

im scared
because
i
cant

Are you okay?

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 447480)

Okay then
Read thousands of fanfictions!!
:D

Exactly what I was going to say.

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 447488)

Thanks. I just think- I'm halfway between an insensitive bitch, and an overly empathetic girl.

That's better than I am. It's hard to stay consistent on being nice; everyone can be snappy.

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 447403)

Don't worry, I feel that way a lot. If I didn't spam WB and AN with links to new stories I'd probably get no comments whatsoever.

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 447410)

You as in me or Sophie? And missed what?

I got kind of used to it, especially because KP is a commenting wreck.
I only have one comment most of the time, which is Rebecca, unless we start a small conversation there.

http://i.qkme.me/35sggs.jpg

It happens all the time..... I get one comment every now and then and the only person who really is 'following' my story is Tygerblossom. Ash is okay too :)

So I never usually come on here but I figured this deserved it... or not.... ignore my complaints because some of you guys have terrible terrible situations that mine don't even live up to. But this is more of a mental problem then house or physical situation. I guess it could also be emotional.

I am jealous.

So jealous and I hate it.

I have had this problem SEVERAL times and I have mentioned it. I have told the people I was jealous of them and I couldn't help it because their writing was publish worthy. They were people on here, based off their extraordinary work. And now I feel ashamed. I feel ashamed to even call myself a writer. I shouldn't feel that way. I shouldn't want to live up to their standard of writing and push myself down telling myself that I am just no good. I shouldn't tell myself everyone hates my work because I don't get the same pages of comments that the people I am jealous of do. I should be remorseful.

And I don't think that this has affected me and the person's relationship (unless they know something i don't) but I still feel that this terrible guilt will and I want it to go away. I don't want it. Go away, go away, go away you crazy jealousy.

I can't call myself a writer if I can't keep these feelings in check. I am sure dozens of millionaire authors desirous of other peoples work but look where they are! They have trillions of fans hugging and quoting their books, plastering memes and gifs everywhere, all for them. So how will I keep myself up if I push myself down? If I tell myself I am never good and should be contrite. I don't want that. I don't want jealousy that only causes regret.

I can't call myself a writer.

According to that quiz ^^ up there somewhere. I am a schizoid. O.o and I am paranoid.