I'm really weird. Should have put that in when I was saying my rant thing. Yeah I feel emotions. But right now I'm not sad. I love my writing and sometimes I do things wrong but I pick them up and make a good thing out of the bad things.

I totally understand.

(I actually only come on this thread nowadays because I just want to see if I can lend anyone some kind words that might make them feel better...I don't want to vent. I want to see if I can help heal some emotional wounds, or at least be a virtual shoulder to cry on. I just...I can't stand to see you and Tredom and everyone or anyone else anywhere upset about anything...I want to help...)

I know exactly what you mean. But, Max...it's not a crime to be emotional. Emotions are what makes us human. It defines who we are as individuals. I know it's hard, and it's tiring sometimes. And you do have the right to take a break from this thread, or quit it completely. Just...don't ever bottle up your emotions to avoid feeling them. It'll only make you sick.

Saying "I totally agree" would be an understatement.

*hugs* You do help, even just caring helps. You're a great friend. (:
and if you ever need to vent, I'm here, and so is this thread.

Ash, I know what is good for me and what is bad for me. Good—I have emotions and I use them every single day. I can be sad if there's no rain but crying is not the solution of that event. I can be mad when I don't get first place in something but it doesn't mean that I can't be happy for the person that got first place. I can be happy when I am supposed to be sad. I can use my emotions whenever I want to and however I want to. Bad—sometimes I think of people not liking themselves and that is a terrible thought and I don't want to keep on think that because it is not right.
I have seen that you have asked me, Are you okay, Max? You seem quite bad to me. You seem sad. Ash, I have been fine all along and it's not going to hold me up from doing what I have to do. I never said I was bottling up my emotions to avoid feeling them. I just said that I don't need to feel like I hate myself because I never have—I have done many stupid things which have led me to consequences to many people that I have talked about the stupid things but I am happy now. I am really really happy.

I'm not aiming to be a good friend. I just want you guys to be happy...I don't need a title, I don't need anything back. Friendship implies you're getting something in return. I just want everybody to eat and not hurt themselves and not totally hate themselves and have loving families and just...asdfg.

*hands out top hats, muffins, Doctor Who-esque bow ties, and anything else that might cheer anybody up* *wishes I had some online copies of the Questions Young People Ask--Answers That Work books to hand out also* There. Now, if anybody needs me, I'll be listening to music and reading.

This is the exact reason why we love you.

*hugs* Thank you.


and yayyy i seem to be in a good mood currently so i'm eating

I have seen that in you. You are always happy. Just every day/every time I see you online. (: Good on you.