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sometimes it happens like this.
sometimes i just have these conversations with my parents, and all of a sudden, they take a turn for the depths of depression, and it's then when i realize that, hey, my parents are people, you know? they're people and i have no right to downgrade them or call their experiences less than my own when they certainly have more than me, or even to say that they don't understand what i'm going through. they do, to a greater extent than i've ever thought possible. but the thing is, just when something like this happens, i realize that my parents are forgivable, fallible human beings. and i think, maybe i shouldn't yell at them and hate on them so much, you know? maybe i should try to be more civilized, not them. and then we have our next fight/argument/whatever and i'm not thinking because i really do, that is, never change. i can't fucking change. i'm stuck in my depressive cycle much like i'm stuck in this one. because no matter what, i always yell back. |
I've twisted my ankle thrice since August, and I missed cross-country bc of that. Also...I'm finally up to the stage in life where I have a shitton of tests but when I get back all my thoughts revolve around FACEBOOK TUMBLR and ugh
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wow my dad has cancer and my parents won't tell me anything about it so idek how bad it is gosh and i feel lonely because *ranting* i feel like people on kidpub sometimes only care about the popular people because every time i post something no one ever responds and geeeez don't read this because now i sound like a b****
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hey i can't speak for everyone but I do care |
I'm am so effing p***ed!!!!!! On every flipping website I go to, all of these stupid ads from Better Surf come up! Well guess what-- the ads are NOT FOR BETTER SURFING. They're ticking me off so much-- banner ads at the bottom and top, ads to dangerous websites that undoubtedly have tons of viruses linked into random words on the page! And I have no flipping idea how to get rid of them! I downloaded Ad Blocker Plus-- but do you think that's doing anything? Of course not! These flipping ads are making me want to throw the computer against a wall!!!
-If anyone knows how to get rid of these/where to report websites, please tell me. Sorry for the rant...I'm a bit steamed right now. |
MY SISTER'S "SINGING".
'nuff said D: |
i'm just having a really rough month and no one even really fricking cares anyways it's like can you just take the time to even ask how i'm doing or consider how i feel anywhere in those pathetic little minds of yours and also i am not a fricking diary sure i'm good to vent to but if that is the only reason you even try to be my friend, screw off.
i'm so sick of people yelling at me when i didn't do anything and then get surprised when i snap back i had a pretty good day today and then life just kind of slapped me across the face and reminded me that that "good" is not my norm i feel like such a bitch but why the hell can't i be mad? why the hell can't anyone understand that even stone-cold people like me have our own emotions? every single time i smile or laugh or frown or sit back and try not to cry, why do they look at me so strangely? it's so frustrating. also, i don't get why they ignore me. i make people smile, laugh. i cheer them up when they're sad. i can empathize with so many different people, and i'm repaid with the same thing, every single time: an awkward thanks, and more ignorance. guys, i don't have friends. i don't have people who'd be willing to so much as give me a hug when i'm sad. ugh. okay guys you should just ignore this i just needed to get this out somewhere i'm sorry |
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oh honey you are so amazing okay. I sent you an email . Stay strong bby c: |
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(*whispers*) thank you |
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