The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 515128)

YOU GUYS I AM ACTUALLY HAPPY

so we took this test to see who would make the MATHCOUNTS team for the middle school

and i got the highest score

of anyone

i feel so fugging smart right now

and ALSO I am going on an overnight road trip tomorrow with a bunch of friends including my best guy friend/possible crush who I will probably fall asleep on or confess my love to because I get weird late at night

but for any or all of you who feel stupid

be smarter than these people

http://www.pinterest.com/pin/289567451010958311/

I feel stupid cause I'll never be able to make my school's MATHCOUNTS team
Our test hasn't happened yet and I'll probably get the lowest score
Maybe speed isn't my thing

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 515150)

I'm so fucking proud of myself.

It's been 4 months since I last cut. FOUR MONTHS. WOOO!
(That was at a week long school camp in Canberra, AU's capital. Friendships were ruined, pacts were broken and panic attacks were had. I had a sharp bracelet, I didn't bring a razor thank god or I would have bled everywhere.)

It's been a few weeks since I last contemplated suicide. That's a very long time for me. c:

And for once, I think I'm happy. I think I'm content. I'm going to take this one chance I get at life and I'm going to make it the best.

well I'm actually a little scared because it's a
possibility that in a few years time we could move back to NZ,
and I don't want to do that because then I can't go to my dream school.
But it'll work out.
My mum could get a job offer at the company
she works at now to go fix up their just starting NZ department.
I really want to be an actuary so I could get work exp. there anyhow!

For anyone feeling sad, or having a problem, or whatever - my contact tab is always open and so is my askbox.

Well done my friend. I hope things go well, cliché and formal as this comment is, I mean it.

I'm glad you've stopped cutting. It freaked me out that one of my friends could be hurting themselves in that way. I'd feel bad because I couldn't empathise, and that would make me annoyed which doesn't help anyone.

New Zealand is an exceptionally cool place, but I can see why you might not want to go back.

heeeeey look at the time! 3:29!AM! asdfghjkl

Yeah New Zealand is an awesome place for a holiday but it's just a bit tiring living there (the two goddamn national anthems. Or at least we used to have to do two. One one nglish one in Maori) to be honest, but oh well.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 515169)

At least everyone loves it because it's Middle Earth.

I'm indifferent about anything to do with LOTR, I'm not-so-sorry to say. I find fantasy not very intriguing.

Also the fact that too many people I know, and what's the point of even more talking about it? c:

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 515178)

...you are dead to me.

Fantasy is my favourite genre because I was a depressive seven year old who didn't want to think about the real world.

C:

I think I caused a ripple on the NSP. I posted a review that highlights how much a don't really like Frozen.

Heheh... dead to one more person because of my tastes ^-^

http://www.kidpub.com/book-review/no...013-2131144445 oops??? idk

Lofain Vpzzrhr mrd.

I hate them. I hate them all.

i'm so sick of not being noticed
i'm so fucking sick of being that person who just hangs around in the background because no one ever listens when she speaks

i'm so tired of being someone who can't even listen to their favorite song without crying because the lyrics hit so damn close to home
and i'm tired of putting up with all the assholes and the great people and the people in between and the people who are all of the above
i'm tired of those stupid perfect friends who are good at everything and have normal problems like normal teenagers
and i'm tired of being so damn tired

i shouldn't have to be the only one who notices others pain, or the hurt in their eyes and i shouldn't have to be the only one who ever acts on it and i shouldn't have to constantly tell my "friends" to be careful with gossip and rumors because these kids have enough shit going on without other people belittling them behind their backs

i just don't fucking get why people need to use the tears and fears of others to build themselves up

it's just so frustrating to be so old and so young at the same time