I'm feeling kind of sad tonight. I was busy and I don't really have anyone to talk to right now.

For some reason, I'm really upset about getting a boyfriend right now. I mean, I have crushes, but they wear off. I feel like I should have a boyfriend and there is quite a bit of pressure added to me because of it.

The thing about dating is you either dump them or you marry them. I don't want to hurt him by not being the sort of girl he wants me to be, but I don't want to hurt myself trying. I also don't want to hurt both of us by realizing that we can never be any more than friends. And even if I marry him, I feel like we'll just get a divorce, shatter each other's hearts, and start all over.

I don't really want to be alone, but I don't want to hurt anyone EVER AT ALL. So, I guess it will happen when I'm ready, but even so, I'll have the world on my little, slouched, scabby shoulders. Once I lighten my load, maybe I'll give dating a try.

Gosh, I love to rant. Anyways, it's really late and I've had a busy day so *chuckle* I won't remember this at all tomorrow...actually this is a bit embarrassing already, but I just felt like I needed to tell someone...anyone...anyone?

http://www.kidpub.com/story/whoops-1926145465
yea this is for heather and maybe elliot or whoever bc there is a thing i want some ppl to see so sorry for clogging just yea

(*looks at all the posts no one has responded to*) (*does not have the emotional strength to reply to every one of them*) (*gathers up these people in a warm bear hug instead*) You are all fabulous and deserve to be appreciated more and also do NOT deserve to be going through these issues!!! Please don't panic, or give up, or do something rash. Please just try to hang on and things will eventually get better. And, even if they don't get better right away, you're still a beautiful person and are loved by everyone on this site. <3

I'm pretty sure every writer has felt that being here. I sure have. You get so excited about your own story and can't wait to share it with everyone but all that seems to happen is you get several tens and tens of reads, but no one responds.

I know that feeling.

And I'm not trying to remind you of your own pain, or rub it in your face, or hurt with you. The thing is, most people on here have to realize that if they feel their story is good enough for them, if they enjoy writing it, they don't need someone to tell them that. I had to realize it. I don't need dozens or even one comment to know that I enjoy writing my story and i think it's freaking awesome.

You don't either. You are the best writer you can be. I know that comments are enjoyable, and they make you feel better about yourself, but if that's all it becomes... 'comments, where are my comments? no one likes my story. therefore it must be terrible'... then yeah, that's all you'll get. Believe your the best writer you can be. You don't need someone to tell you that know it's true.

I'm sorry :C *hands hot chocolate because hot chocolate makes everything better* but hey, don't worry too much about it. When the right person comes along you'll know it X3 well feel better!

I'm so nice to you because you deserve every bit of it and more okay?
You're welcome. And don't forget the cookies. ^-^
(*shares chocolate chip cookies*)

Link. :D
I'm sorry, I have been trying to follow a lot of stories (including yours) but sometimes I forget the names of the books and I'm trying to find them, or I missed it on the NSP. don't feel bad. :]

lol i'm not real i faded about one year ago and now x_x i feel like i suck at everything jeez guise i can't even write a decent rant

oh and since i suck at writing now i can't even write a decent ventish poem so i now post on this thread for the first time but oh well just forget me

oh wait we've done that already

what i mean is forget this rant it's meaningless and stupid and invisible like me

gosh i feel so despicable, some have told me i'm not alone but really guise

i haven't really told anyone on kp about this but I've been bullied for six years of my life and ignored the rest

idk if i should post this it seems irrelevant but i feel like things will never change and i'm prolly right

Sravani Dx don't feel like that.
I like you :]

lol thanks but this is what i mean peeps like you make me feel real again but i just can't these thoughts in my head aren't leaving me alone >.< sometimes i feel super hyper and "awesome" for no damn reason and other times like these i remember the past and reminisce and it gets me down

and no one talks to me irl and on kp cept a special few so ;_;

But it's THE peeps like us who DO matter.
I've been taught to be an optimist ever since I was really young, and whenever I was down, my mother would always remind me that God has his plans for me, and that something good always comes out of the bad things.
Who do you think you are going to listen to? Your few friends, or the many people who don't recognize you for how awesome you truly are? Even if your friends are few, their opinions should matter more than anything.
And just learn to shrug the bad comments off. After people realize they're not hurting you however intentionally or unintentionally, they're going to back off. ^_^