GHAHAHA. I FEEL FANTASTIC.

Lacuna Coil is awesome. I'm glad I listened to the person who recommended it to me.. a year ago or so.

I feel like that sometimes, but there's always going to be at the bare minimum one person who doesn't look past you and will love you to pieces forever.

You know what you need more than anything?

A mug of sweet, thick hot chocolate with a teaspoon of vanilla, a handful of pecans at the bottom, and as much cool whip/whipped cream as possible.

It works, trust me.

Every time.

pecans? ~pukes~ though the rest sounds quite good ~taps chin~ It may work.

How could that NOT work????

Ergh.

One girl is shallow and moronic.

One guy is prejudiced against my best friend.

This other girl is just plain cruel.

The two people who actually seem to be becoming my friends are apparently hated by everyone else.

School's great, other than that.

Can't let go...
 

I've been doing really good, emotional venting thread. I haven't had a bad day in a really long time, a couple of weeks now, and I think with school coming up, I'll be doing really well. Although my weight is still down somewhere around 133 lbs from 148lbs (which I definitely don't mind...), I've started a new schedule and my relationship with food is starting to heal, although I know that for the rest of my life, I will have problems getting myself to eat, just like obese people will always have problems knowing when to stop, even after they've lost the weight.
I mean, I'm better now. Why is it that I can't listen to a song like Lucifer's Angel, or anything like that without thinking about myself? x_x I mean, come on... (*slaps self*) Get out of your self pity, self! (*headdesks*) Is that what triggers are? Digging up your emotions and rehashing them like a deck of cards?

Ugh... I need to suck it up. >_>

Okay, so the bolds are the ones I'm going to specifically adress.
Anyways, Good! I'm really glad you are doing well!
With the songs, here's a really good song (if you can't go on youtube.com, sorry! If you can just search songs on grooveshark.com {awesome music site} The song is called Boomerang by Cirrus. Here's the link {just ignore the picture} http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAjLAhC6CvA)
Just because you are thinking about yourself, doesn't mean you are self pitying. If you are, thats okay, it actually means you are accepting yourself. Trust me
No, you don't need to suck it up. Let your emotions flow, and then you will actually become bettter because you won't need to worry about stress as much.
Live with yourself, Laugh at your mistakes, Love everything you do!:p

Thank you so much. <:^J I don't even know you that well, and you're being so kind to me... that means a lot.
I'm listening to the song right now. Most songs that people send me, I only listen to for a couple seconds, but I'm listening to the whole thing. :D It's really chill and relaxing; I'm glad you sent it to me.
Your words really helped me; thank you so, so much. :)