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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 455034)

I'm scared...

D: Don't be scared, hon...*glomps* Maxy, it'll be okay. Please just don't ignore the problem. That will just make it worse. Are you really not sure how they got there?

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455036)

D: Don't be scared, hon...*glomps* Maxy, it'll be okay. Please just don't ignore the problem. That will just make it worse. Are you really not sure how they got there?

ASH I DON'T KNOW
I just don't want it to be such a big deal...

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 455037)

ASH I DON'T KNOW
I just don't want it to be such a big deal...

Well, I'm sorry to say it, but that's a really strong reason to see a doctor about it, if you don't know what caused it. <:^/

It doesn't HAVE to be a big deal if you just get it looked at for safety's sake. Talk to someone about it. Your parents would be best.

I don't want my Max to be feeling so bad about all this... :( *glomps again* Is there anything I can do?

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455040)

In the end it will probably be because I roll around in my sleep too much or my dog, Juni, who scratches me everywhere.
I'm not getting it checked...
Um... there's not much to do... I did want to have our conversations on A/N but you're writing so.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 455041)

So they're not very deep, then, I assume? Just skin scratches?

....Max.....please don't ignore this. You can wait a few days to see if they start to heal at all, if you really can't bring yourself to get it checked. But if this starts to worsen, you NEED to get it checked. <:^(

I'm done writing now; we can talk if you want. <:^j I do need to log off eventually, though.

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455042)

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*remembers how they got there*
XD XD XD XD That's awkward, Max. That's very awkward.
They came there by my friend bumping me against these thorns at my school (PLANTS EVERYWHERE I SAY) and I bumped into these thorns and yeah.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 455044)

O__O Really? <:^D *extreme relief* Oh my gosh, that scared me so much...I'm SO glad that you remembered that, though! Heh-heh. I guess you'll tell your parents that, right? Then all you'd really have to do is put some disinfectant on it and a couple bandages, and it should heal up nicely.

You alright, though, Maxi?

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455048)

Why did you ask that when I just finished saying that this is over—we can be quiet about this.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 455051)

Why did you ask that when I just finished saying that this is over—we can be quiet about this.

...Because I care about you? http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif Just want to make sure everything is alright.

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455052)

...Because I care about you? http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif Just want to make sure everything is alright.

I am always curious about what you say.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 455054)

I am always curious about what you say.

What do you mean by that? o_0

I need to go to sleep, but I don't want to....rabid bobcats will plague my nightmares, I just know it. x__x

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455055)

What do you mean by that? o_0

Whenever you say something I worry that if I do what you said, something wrong might happen because it happened once and I got bullied...

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 455059)

Whenever you say something I worry that if I do what you said, something wrong might happen because it happened once and I got bullied...

Well. That sounded rude.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 455059)

Whenever you say something I worry that if I do what you said, something wrong might happen because it happened once and I got bullied...

Oh my gosh, Max....I.......I don't know what to say. I had no idea that happened to you! D: Oh my word, I'm so sorry, sooo sorry....I just.....sjfkjbf....I can't stress how sorry I am enough.

Mind if I ask when that happened? Please forgive me, Max.... x__x

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455061)

Like... one month ago.

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455061)

I sometimes don't listen to you deliberately because I will get bullied.

I'll reply fully later, but Ash, I think you give awesome advice

"you should commit suicide"
you know what? that sounds like the perfect idea! i can't believe i hadn't thought of that!! at least then i could be in peace and not have to deal with anymore shit

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 455086)

"you should commit suicide"
you know what? that sounds like the perfect idea! i can't believe i hadn't thought of that!! at least then i could be in peace and not have to deal with anymore shit

Please don't kill yourself. Don't hurt yourself over those assholes. The shit they're putting you through is only temporary. It will get better, and you'll get to do amazing things and become even more amazing. I don't think death is peace. If you die like this, your life will be dominated by whatever those dickwads have done and said to you. You are worth so much more than that, and you are so much more than that, and you have to hold onto the good parts of yourself, and of your life.

Lazty, I sent you an email.

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 454966)

*hugs*
I hope things get better for you……

and yeah, in my opinion it does. But whether it 'counts' as a certain category of self-harm doesn't really matter, what matters is that you're hurting yourself and you feel bad.

You too, LST.

It's just that since I'm so used to people telling me that it doesn't matter, or that I'm making a big deal out of nothing, then that makes me think that it's always going to be petty and little..

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 455090)

But it does matter, ME. *huggles* ignore the assholes. Self harm is self harm. I hope things get better for you :/

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 454795)

trigger warning, eating disorders
i'd like to make myself vomit but ugh it's too much effort to learn how and ugh.

i know how.
but i can't let you.

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 455086)

"you should commit suicide"
you know what? that sounds like the perfect idea! i can't believe i hadn't thought of that!! at least then i could be in peace and not have to deal with anymore shit

if they say that to anyone, theY ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND YOU SHOULD NOT LISTEN TO A THING THEY SAY.
*hugs* think of it this way: by staying alive, you're kinda metaphorically flipping them off and saying, "Eff you!"
*hugs* and it will get better. They'll lose interest eventually, I think, and even if not, you're going to get the hell out of there and do something awesome with your life.

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 455087)

^^^ this.

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 455090)

no, if you feel like shit and you hurt yourself in any way, then it is a big deal. *hugs*

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 454999)

youre not making me feel worse its just...
i cannot imagine my world without you and i dont want you to hurt and just ;-;

*hugs*
same to you.

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455000)

>:| Well, even if it takes me until the end of time, I'm going to figure out a way to help you. *nods*

If you ever want to talk about whatever it is that's bugging you...*gestures to contact tab* I've done plenty of things that I regret to the point of total self-hate and depression, so...been there, done that. <:^J

YOU ARE MORE AMAZING, THOUGH! *flails around*

No, don't be sorry. Just feel better. :(

Goodnight, then. Sour dreams. I hope you sleep well. ^_^ *glomps again*

you might need till then.
thanks. *hugs*

it's not anything specific, really, it's… pretty much everything. sigh

ahahaha no.
on a scale of one to ten in re amazingness, you and Lily are like 10s and I'm like -5.

:/

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 455004)

okay, im a bit better now and youve probably gone to bed but...
isaackle, youre my best friend and youre the most amazing person ive talked to in my life. you helped me when my problems were tiny friendship ones back in 2011 and you continue to help me through all the shit i go through today. it kills me that my phones being a bitch so i cant text during the school because i love talking to you, i really do. its what gets me through my day, whether we're talking about my problems or your problems or the PDA couple on my bus or nothing but random shit. i need you here.
you deserve to live, youre a wonderful person. you deserve to be happy. you deserve to be healthy, and you deserve to be loved and you deserve to have friends. you deserve so much positivity. i know you dont think so, but its the truth.
and youre an amazing writer and youre funny and sooper kind and youre smart and caring. youre a great friend and youre helpful and fabulous and you put up with my faults and youre extremely important and worth it and worth so, so, so much. youre my best friend and i just hope you'll realise how fantastic you are... and i know you will someday, im absolutely determined.
i love you, wonderful person. *huggles*

*hugs and hands happie*
thank you thank you thank you
and if i'm someday going to not hate myself, then there's no way in hell you won't realise how fucking amazing you are.

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455010)

Sorry for MY late-ish reply; I was off writing. ^_^

XD Also sorry for my awkward response. Your post wasn't aimed at me, I know, I'm sorry, it just made me smile, knowing you and Tredom have such a nice friendship. <:^D I'll just go now. *scurries back to MS Word awkwardly*

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 455005)

I'm smiling so hard right now, I think my face is going to break.

yes we iz besties. *huggles Lily* *and you*
alsO LILY BEING TOTES AMAZING IS STILL A REQUIREMENT TO BE MY BEST FRIEND SO

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 455086)

"you should commit suicide"
you know what? that sounds like the perfect idea! i can't believe i hadn't thought of that!! at least then i could be in peace and not have to deal with anymore shit

WOW.
OMFG.

TOTAL REPLAY of WHAT HAPPENED TODAY.
HIGH FIVE.
LET'S BEAT THOSE BITCHES.

Generally, I'm feeling fine.

But my friend R and I have decided our feelings on modern society.

Thus, the existence of RMS/FTE/FMS.

isAAC BBY ON A SCALE OF ONE TO TEN OF AWESOMENESS YOU ARE LIKE ONE HUNDRED.
which isnt even on the scale but whatever.

meh, i hope we both realize our awesomeness(if i have any awesomeness.)

WELL THEN IDK WHY IM YOUR BEST FRIEND IF IM TOTALLY NOT

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 455140)

you forgot a minus sign there

i hope i become awesome.
AND YOU DO YOU HAVE SO MUCH AWESOMENESS

because you are totes amazing duh

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 455128)

i know how.
but i can't let you.

*hugs*

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 455142)

you forgot a minus sign there

i hope i become awesome.
AND YOU DO YOU HAVE SO MUCH AWESOMENESS

because you are totes amazing duh

*hugs*

no i didnt forget anything.

you are awesome alreadyyyy.

lolno but thanks.

meh, nothing.

MY PLIATES ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME DIE.
HAAALLLPPP MEEEE.

AND TONDUE.
ANND ARABESK
ANNNDDDDDD JETES

HELP ME.

FGH

sOME TIMES, I THINK
"SCREW IT. I'LL JUST BE A STRIPPER. THEN I REMEMBER I'M UGLY AND FAT AND I CAN'T DANCE"

It's almost a specific date. Ahem. A special one, kind of/kind of not in a good way.

It happens tomorrow.

I wonder what'll happen tomorrow...

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 455147)

sOME TIMES, I THINK
"SCREW IT. I'LL JUST BE A STRIPPER. THEN I REMEMBER I'M UGLY AND FAT AND I CAN'T DANCE"

yes.
totally

Okay, so now I'm a dark, morbid, and overly opaque bitch who can't simply write a black-and-white-stereotypical-rant-of-evil-villain-against-helpless-heroine.

"Es-TER. Don't you realize he's, like, the bad guy? You're way too creepy. How can anyone like fear?"

Sometimes it feels like the people in my life are all butts. -_-

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 455230)

In real life, true, evil-to-the-bone "bad guys" are extremely, EXTREMELY rare (unless we're talking about rich selfish corporation owners or something). Also in real life, there is absolutely no such thing as a helpless, faultless heroine. One cannot be expected to fabricate such a lie (unless you're working for Disney or something, heh-heh).

I'm sorry someone said that to you. They shouldn't be calling you creepy. ._. You're not creepy. Judging you like that is VERY, VERY rude and extremely inconsiderate. Also downright WRONG.

Oh, Ash, Isaac replied a page back.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 455234)

Oh, Ash, Isaac replied a page back.

Replied to what? *looks* Ohh. Thanks, Lily. ^_^

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 455134)

So be it. I have a TARDIS, after all...*points to my location* ;) Time means very little with a TARDIS.

I know how that feels. x__x But, even if it's everything, feel free to vent with me about as much of it as you want--I'll listen to you. <:^J (And, of course, there's always prayer...I don't know if you believe in God, Isaac, but......he never sets limits on how long you can pray--Jesus prayed LITERALLY all night long, once, and I seriously doubt God told him to be quiet. He may not answer your prayer the very next day, of course, but just having someone to turn to who you can talk about absolutely anything you want with is extremely comforting, and can help you think things through.)

Aahahaha YES.

Pfft, 10s. If we're 10s on a scale of amazing-ness, then you're, like, +50. (YES that's a positive sign, not a negative.)

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 455157)

I wonder what'll happen tomorrow...

The sun will rise.
Clocks will continue to tick.
Air will still be breathable.
You will continue living.
The day might seem hard, but you will still be alive and have access to delicious food and clean water and be able to enjoy music and books and color and general sight and sound.
And no matter what, during every single tomorrow, more than one being in the universe will love you dearly.