i'm sorry email me if you want to talk, kay? :c

Stupid Kids at school+Stupid game stupid kids at school made up+Ebola=Anxiety.
Do I need to say more?

why am i sad

i don't like being sad

stupid hormones

actually i'm p sure that my iTunes shuffle list is dictating my mood

up with the birds came on and i started to cry during the second half of it because idek

and then neon river made me pretty depressed too

oh look and now us against the world this'll either calm me down or turn me into a sobbing wreck

welp here i go

Lonelyyyy

All of my friends are on the other team at school and I never get to see them. Every single friend out of my eight good friends except for one. Six of my friends are all together and I don't see them all day and I feel useless and unimportant and paranoid like "oh my gosh they all have new friends now and they are going to forget about me and move on and I'm gonna be friendlessssss" and I'm stuck with all these jerk faces that are the queens of making people feel left out and unwelcome and this is a run on sentence but I don't care because no one liiiiikessssss meeeeeeee.

confrontation makes me want to throw up, cry, and then throw up again

in athletics d is my only good female friend and she's in basketball right now and on co-ed days I have h and dq and r but on girls only days it's gonna be like well fuq whatever im not gonna talk to any of you d's not here so I don't like any of you

childish? yeah sure do I care? no lol

I don't know what to think anymore. Today, I listened to my sister and mother have a fight, hid out in my basement for 2 hours, listened to another screaming match between my mom and sister, sat at the bottom of a staircase hysterically crying while eavesdropping on my parents, and then went soul searching with my family. Oh, and then I did a massive cleanout of my basement. All in all, my day sucked big time... But I think it could lead to some good things.
Sorry I'm being so vague... It was a vague kind of day.

im ssad and anxious and *Throws Up* Lol

school is stressful and you're all gonna fckign laugh @ me because im only in 8th grade but i havent studied i have two tests tomrorow and i cant do anything because im wallowing in self hatred and i want to die hehehe

Life has kinda sucked lately and this morning my kitten died.