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Owen-L 03-24-2015 10:04 PM


Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 567830)
*hugs* depression sucks

is there any way you can get a new counselor?

it does. it rlly does.

i'm not sure..

CosmoCat 03-25-2015 12:04 AM

crap i never get anything done. please get rid of this. please put me back to normal. i don't want to live like this anymore.

meerkat 03-25-2015 12:42 AM


Originally Posted by CosmoCat (Post 567850)
crap i never get anything done. please get rid of this. please put me back to normal. i don't want to live like this anymore.

So I don't know what this is about, but I can't just see you worried without trying to help, right? Here goes. (warning: this is typed from my phone so I'll probably make a million typos)

You may live a gazillion miles away but to me, you're one of the smartest and most capable people I could ever have hoped to meet. And I have no idea what's holding you back now but I can assure you, it'll pass. It might not seem like it now but soon you'll get past this and realize it's not as bad as you made it out to be. And if you need help with anything, or just a person to talk to, I'm here. Remember that. Now keep being an amazing and intelligent and functional human being, alright? This will seem small in hindsight. Everything does.

Okay this probably didn't help xp

also i may or may not be staying up worrying for you. because that's just what i do.

AlgebraAddict 03-25-2015 09:34 PM

wow so I actually wrote about my feelings and it's a terrible poem but still

meerkat 03-26-2015 12:58 AM

12384225345312% sure my mom hates me now like does she know the meaning of "respect my boundaries and don't force career paths on me"

meerkat 03-26-2015 11:07 AM

my mental health really is linked to my grades. excuse me as i cry over the fact that im such a pathetic human being that these stupid numbers affect me so much. also i am at risk of getting b's in three freaking classes this is not okay. i am not okay. i need perfect grades so bad you don't even know. this is basically my current life purpose and i am failing. at least i never cry.

tbh if someone tried to end my life i wouldn't protest but i also wouldn't initiate it myself. i am pathetic and i don't know how to bring these grades up.

meerkat 03-26-2015 11:20 AM

since when was a c average
i am going to cry now for real i can't do this anymore i am a failed attempt at a person i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself and my grades which basically are me

meerkat 03-26-2015 01:49 PM

thankfully i didn't cry
but ill never be happy until my grades are perfect

meerkat 03-26-2015 01:56 PM

i am in an endless loop.
bad grades => bad mental health => even worse grades => even worse mental health
i can't break out

Alaska 03-26-2015 03:48 PM


Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 567829)
no one understands me. not even a fucking counselor understands me, writing my depression off as autism. yeah fuck you too. you piss me the fuck off and cause me so much fucking trouble.
i was goign to write more but just fuck ittt forget it

no one does tbh. counsellors usually don't help me at all just talk to me like i'm five but i've had a shrink for a while and bc she's medically trained, at least i'm being treated my age and given suggestions. idk how you've been handling it but there are definitely people to help

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