The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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'Xactly.

I had a fucking perfect life planned out, and I just seemd to wake up and be, like, NO, I'm not going to a huge college of performing arts in Philadelphia, NO, I'm not gonna be published, NO, I'm not going to find a guy who really cares for me in that way. I'll just be another nobody. I really don't think there's a lot I can do.

Sometimes I wish I was stupid. :/ I think it'd be nicer.

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 420408)

Sometimes I wish I was stupid. :/ I think it'd be nicer.

No.
No. No.
No. No. No.
No. No. No. No.
It can't be, Sandy.
No. No. No. No. No.
Please. Please. Please.
You cannot just think that.

Wow. Thanks, mom. I mean, I hear it from my brother all the time, but hearing it from you is just worse. Do you really think I'm fat? Am I fat? shall I tell you what I had to eat today? Okay. Four crackers. that's it. And yesterday? I skipped lunch and breakfast.

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 420416)

Don't you give into them. Just continue to had your normal diet.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419943)

I FUCKING QUOTE THIS FROM THAT HOLLY PERSON
I TOLD HER I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
I TOLD HER I TRIED (i didn't want to tell you guys)

And this is what she said

"oh okay. i want the best for you and if you want to die then that's it"

seriously

this is why i have you guys

i just cant believe that the girl i thought was my best friend didnt give a fuck.

nice job choosing your friends, charlotte

nice job with not succeeding

It must be awful to have your best friend not caring about you. Send her an email or something and tell her what a bitch she is (with more elaboration), then never concern yourself with her again.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419944)

oh new update from her

"i just don't show emotion because i know you wont kill yourself"

don't be too sure holly
who wont have emotion when they're either dead or in a hospital for being suicidal

thats right
me

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 419948)

same
will do.
obviously not...

she's been hanging out with a girl who bullies me constantly so ya

it's hard crying in the living room. everyone sees you.

my laptop isnt allowed in my room.

Go inside your room once you part from your laptop and cry, then.

@Pluzzle: *massive hugs again* Tell that friend, the one who said she wants 'the best for you', to FUCK OFF. I'd like to punch her in the face for you…

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 420416)

I saw that picture of you posted, you aren't fat at all. You look just fine. Eat, please… D:

I need to see that picture... :P
Pluzzle...
...
I know, I mean, I'm nothing. Nothing. I'm just some random person on the internet... but right now, I'm typing these words. I mean, I'm a real person, who cares and cries and screams and laughs just like everyone else.
I care about you...
Be strong.
-Moonbeam-

happy!rant

This is.... gooey.
just want to stay up and skype with KPers until three am. It's not possible because:
Garance, you live in the UK *cries* timezone!
Cheeze, same as Garance.
Isaac, you go to bed at 10 pm-ish, a decent time.
Gabi, you go to bed at midnight-ish.
Maxi, you live in Australia.
Otaku, WE NEED TO TALK MORE
CALLA, don't you live in the same time zone as me? I would but my parents would hear.
Pluzzle, i dunno.
my parents would hear
my parents would investigate
my parents would go, 'wut who why CREEPERS JEZUZ DIDNT WE TELL YOU NOT TO TALK TO ONLINE PEOPLE THAY COULD BE LIKE 95"

basically ily guise *huggles*

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 420461)

haha I'm in Australia like max but I'm an hour behind him I think

I could actually skype you guys at 2 am or 1 am because max is up usually at that time, so yeah, EXCEPT FOR MY PARENTS D: