The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

*massive hugs for Owen and Bear*
Everybody else—everyone whose opinion means a thing, anyway—wants you to live because you are both awesome.
And it'll get better, Owen. The idiots/assholes you have to be around at school will eventually be stuck with deadend jobs, for the most part, while you can do something awesome and worthwhile away form them.

thanks.
although i think that i'll be the one stuck with a sucky deadend job and the others will be celebrities or entreprenuers.

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 06:11 PM

Dear B, G, J, and pretty much everyone in the universe:

im sorry that i cant be perfect.
ill never be pretty.
ill never be like K.
ill never be a straight-C student
ill never have a 'cute' outfit
ill never be as nice as K

and B, ill never Kik you back

by the way, M, its a lie.
im not that pretty or nice or funny
you should go get glasses.

Love,
vi

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 06:14 PM

oh, and by the way:

M, D, R, J, S, I, A, and K,
i'm sorry.

HeatherB

04-15-2013 07:34 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 450705)

I stayed home again because I just can't stand the people around me anymore.

i've done that once. best day of my fucking life.

Quote:

Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 450401)

omigosh so fucking much yes

"popular people have low self esteem" BECAUSE YOU HAVE TO BE SHALLOW SELF ABSORBED BITCHY and a little more to be popular. god, that meaning is so mangled. popular means well liked, but now it means bitch.

it's funny cause you and i are about as far from popular as pluto and the sun

truth

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 450445)

i hate it when people are like 'surround yourself with positive people!! it will make you happier!!!!11!'
but no it doesnt it makes you feel different and alone and jealous and they truly don't get it like what the fuck

exactly. it's like, why surround myself with people who don't get what i'm going through? if they're so f*cking positive all the time, how are they going to understand why i'm so f*cking sad all the time? short answer: they're not. long answer: they're really f*cking NOT GOING TO.

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 07:46 PM

GODDAMMIT!
LOOK AT WHAT THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY HAS TURNED IN TO!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tB9iYvhfVWk

No talent.
none at all.

ew.

HeatherB

04-15-2013 08:14 PM

so the alter descriptions aren't right but i have an unforunate number of the symptions:
Depression
Mood swings
Suicidal tendencies (kinda sorta i mean i do want to kill myself a lot)
Sleep disorders (insomnia, night terrors, and sleep walking)
Anxiety, panic attacks, and phobias (flashbacks, reactions to stimuli or "triggers")
Alcohol and drug abuse
Compulsions and rituals
Psychotic-like symptoms (including auditory and visual hallucinations)
Eating disorders

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 08:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 450791)

drug abuse?
please dont tell me you're doing drugs.

has them too.

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 08:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 450792)

Hello Charlotte,
Certainly can arrange a time to talk Charlotte. I get here from 7.30 so can see you before school or after school, depending on the day. Also out of class & how this works is you suggest 3 options & when I match one against my diary, I will tell your teacher you are with me so you are marked present on theroll. Let me know what suits you! I am usually busy every Tuesday between home room & lesson 6.
Sincerely, Mrs. E*******

YES! she replied. tomorrow.

I just copied and pasted it from the email XD

Semi-colon day. Don't forget! ^_^

also i relapsed but meh i think i can do it! ^_^

:)
hope it helps!

BearWithAStrawberry

04-15-2013 08:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 450796)

it triggered me soo

Also, I had a dream that I went to a supermarket and at the back of the shelf they were selling suicide. I freaked out and I did that thing where I'm asleep but my eyes are open and I was breathing so fast and sdfghj
HOW
But seriously, what? It triggered me too much I think >_>

WAT.

i had the same dream!

*exept i was at the dollar store, instead of a supermarket. i put it on the checkout thingy, then i woke up*

HeatherB

04-15-2013 08:27 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 450793)

drug abuse?
please dont tell me you're doing drugs.

has them too.

no, honey, the ones that are bolded are the ones that apply to me.
if i was on drugs i would kill myself every day, provided that was possible.

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