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HeatherB 12-27-2012 10:02 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 391518)
My dad almost killed my cat, he swore at me for ants coming in through my window, and told me off for not having insecticide.

i cant stand it, some day ill be out of here and i wont have to deal with it

edit: oh and my mum is probably quitting her job soon..


i am just so scared of what's going to happen...

I'm sorry, Pluzzle, you're an amazing person and you don't deserve that BS in your life. *hugs* I hope everything turns out okay.

TheAshWolf 12-27-2012 10:38 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tL_Ye0h5xEI

You're not going to hold me back, you jerk.

I hate you. But I won't let your memory haunt me anymore.

TheAshWolf 12-27-2012 10:44 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=beBpk2Bdmww

Is it cliche that every last lyric in this song speaks to me and describes exactly how I feel? o_o I hope not.

TheAshWolf 12-27-2012 11:36 PM

I...I think I'm drunk on adrenaline right now. #_#

maxi 12-28-2012 12:11 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 391664)
I...I think I'm drunk on adrenaline right now. #_#

:) I am here for you Ash if you need help at all. ^_^

TheAshWolf 12-28-2012 12:18 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 391669)
:) I am here for you Ash if you need help at all. ^_^

I know. And I really do appreciate it, Max. <:^J

But...it's alright. *le evil grin* >8^) I'm solving this issue by myself just fine.

maxi 12-28-2012 12:24 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 391670)
I know. And I really do appreciate it, Max. <:^J

But...it's alright. *le evil grin* >8^) I'm solving this issue by myself just fine.

>:^( I accidentally quoted the wrong message.
o_O I saw a post with a song link from YouTube and talking about some 'jerk'. Are you okay? :)

LaurenM 12-28-2012 12:24 AM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 390092)
My dad is in serious pain right now and he keeps, like, crying out and it's really f---ing scary and I just want it to stop but salghsdg;ldsg;l

Aw...I hope he gets better soon.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 391021)
My parents and I were talking about a girls birthday party that I'm not going to (dont want to) and my dad said how bad it was for me to lie to get out of it. I don't see the problem -.- Then they started saying "well you've got problems if you don't like to talk to people!" And "you need to start liking people more." IT'S NOT A CHOICE. i dont mean to not like people, i just don't...

and then they said well if you dont like people you'll end up with no friends. I honestly couldn't care less, guys, I don't want friends... I makes everything worse. My only real life friend can't talk to me because her relatives are over and she has to spend time with them, but my two online friends are still there and they always(well not always) will be i hope they dont ditch me like everyone else..

The first one...I can totally relate to it. /hugs
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 391494)
Hmm... Dancing to random songs on my iPod around my bedroom seems to improve my mood. *mental note*

It helps me too!
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 391518)
My dad almost killed my cat, he swore at me for ants coming in through my window, and told me off for not having insecticide.

i cant stand it, some day ill be out of here and i wont have to deal with it

edit: oh and my mum is probably quitting her job soon..


i am just so scared of what's going to happen...

Almost killed your cat?! o_e

TheAshWolf 12-28-2012 12:34 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 391671)
>:^( I accidentally quoted the wrong message.
o_O I saw a post with a song link from YouTube and talking about some 'jerk'. Are you okay? :)

I do that all the time. >w< 'Tis annoying.

Yup. I'm okay, now. I wasn't only for a long, long time. O_0 I was doing horrible, but I hid it from everyone--on KP and off. X_X But now I'm feeling so much better... >:^J Heh... "I feel relieved, I feel so much better. Down to the bone, I've erased every last memory of you..." - Hate You by 2NE1 (English translation)
How fitting. XD

But, seriously. Don't worry. This jerk no longer plagues my life. :D

maxi 12-28-2012 12:38 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 391674)
I do that all the time. >w< 'Tis annoying.

Yup. I'm okay, now. I wasn't only for a long, long time. O_0 I was doing horrible, but I hid it from everyone--on KP and off. X_X But now I'm feeling so much better... >:^J Heh... "I feel relieved, I feel so much better. Down to the bone, I've erased every last memory of you..." - Hate You by 2NE1 (English translation)
How fitting. XD

But, seriously. Don't worry. This jerk no longer plagues my life. :D

Okay. Sounds good. XD
Are you leaving soon or do you have time to chat on AN? >w<

TheAshWolf 12-28-2012 12:39 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 391676)
Okay. Sounds good. XD
Are you leaving soon or do you have time to chat on AN? >w<

Ahhh, sorry, I can't chat now. I'm going to finish this third picture, then go to sleep. >_>

maxi 12-28-2012 12:41 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 391677)
Ahhh, sorry, I can't chat now. I'm going to finish this third picture, then go to sleep. >_>

>w< That's fine--I forgot I need to finish off some more of Adrian's Graveyard and then watch a movie with my family. <:^J BYE! ^_^

lvhamsters 12-28-2012 02:09 AM

A couple days ago I heard my parents talking and they were talking about divorce..... My mom was like, "Why are we even still married?"
I kinda question that too. They don't get along and my dad's only home either 1 or 2 days a week.
I guess it wouldn't really make a difference to me....

TheAshWolf 12-28-2012 03:55 AM

................Why does this picture make me laugh so much? X'D And why does it remind me of my friend and I?

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2...ops9o1_500.jpg

rebecca 12-28-2012 04:29 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 391167)
Yeah... I definitely prefer my own company. Basically all you just said I can relate to totally... and hey, guess what? My parents always joke about me perhaps having aspergers -.-

Take Asperger's as a compliment, even if they don't mean it like that.

LaurenM 12-28-2012 06:33 AM

I kind of wished I had it for no reason at all and now I'm neutral. I'm still relieved my friend didn't beat me, though.

chelseki3 12-28-2012 08:38 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 391708)
................Why does this picture make me laugh so much? X'D And why does it remind me of my friend and I?

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2...ops9o1_500.jpg

If only there was a "like" or "relate-to" button on KidPub. :P

Emaafre 12-28-2012 08:53 AM

I burnt myself with a curling iron today. It hurt so much, but I liked it. My mom hates me, I'm sure of that. If she loved me she wouldn't have pressed charges against me D:

LaurenM 12-28-2012 09:01 AM

What did she press charges on you on?

AlgebraAddict 12-28-2012 11:22 AM

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Originally Posted by Emaafre (Post 391721)
I burnt myself with a curling iron today. It hurt so much, but I liked it. My mom hates me, I'm sure of that. If she loved me she wouldn't have pressed charges against me D:


:/ That sucks.







...





Darn it. My dad's rubbing off on me. I was actually tempted to make a corny joke about pressing clothes and pressing charges. -_-

AlgebraAddict 12-28-2012 11:23 AM

Okay, so update....

I'M WRITING AGAIN!!!!!!


The fourth chappie of Agent Platypus is doing fine. The third chapter got written and posted, although that one kind of sucked.

Bex 12-28-2012 02:19 PM

It really frustrates me how people keep on saying they want Aspergers, without actually understanding it. Because of my Asperges I had to change schools because my Asperges sensory problem meant that I couldn't comply to the uniform regulations. I can't wear socks, because it makes me so uncomfortable that I scream and cry and kick and pretty much turn into a three year old who didn't get what they want. Same pretty much goes for jeans and short and most shirts. When I was little I had long hair but I had to cut it because it was too uncomfortable to tie it up but I had to for school, and I constantly got mistaken for a boy. Literally. I walked into the girls bathroom one day and the girls all screamed at me and told me I was a stupid pervert because they thought I was a boy. Also, my asperges sensory used to stop me writing. Before I had a computer, I had to write all my stories by hand, and I never finished one because I find it extremely uncomfortable to hold a pencil, because I have this thing about my hands having to be even, same with my legs and arms and waist and shoulders and feet and ankles. People actually realised this at school and constantly poke my sides, because they know I'll always poke the other side because its uncomfortable without doing so. And it actually hurts. Because they all poke in the same place, on my upper arm, and I have two very dark bruises on my arms. Even my "friends" do it, and they find it fucking funny to hurt me for their entertainment. One time I got angry and pushed one of them away from me, and she screamed at me and told me I was mean and horrible for trying to fucking hurt her. Which I was not. Its called self defense, you stupid bitch!
So yeah, in short, Asperges has pretty much destroyed my life.
Rant over.

cheezemziez 12-28-2012 02:35 PM

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Originally Posted by Bex (Post 391873)
It really frustrates me how people keep on saying they want Aspergers, without actually understanding it. Because of my Asperges I had to change schools because my Asperges sensory problem meant that I couldn't comply to the uniform regulations. I can't wear socks, because it makes me so uncomfortable that I scream and cry and kick and pretty much turn into a three year old who didn't get what they want. Same pretty much goes for jeans and short and most shirts. When I was little I had long hair but I had to cut it because it was too uncomfortable to tie it up but I had to for school, and I constantly got mistaken for a boy. Literally. I walked into the girls bathroom one day and the girls all screamed at me and told me I was a stupid pervert because they thought I was a boy. Also, my asperges sensory used to stop me writing. Before I had a computer, I had to write all my stories by hand, and I never finished one because I find it extremely uncomfortable to hold a pencil, because I have this thing about my hands having to be even, same with my legs and arms and waist and shoulders and feet and ankles. People actually realised this at school and constantly poke my sides, because they know I'll always poke the other side because its uncomfortable without doing so. And it actually hurts. Because they all poke in the same place, on my upper arm, and I have two very dark bruises on my arms. Even my "friends" do it, and they find it fucking funny to hurt me for their entertainment. One time I got angry and pushed one of them away from me, and she screamed at me and told me I was mean and horrible for trying to fucking hurt her. Which I was not. Its called self defense, you stupid bitch!
So yeah, in short, Asperges has pretty much destroyed my life.
Rant over.

They're being really insensitive, but don't feel like you don't get to have a normal life. Not everyone is going to be so horrible about it, and you will find people who treat you well.

rebecca 12-28-2012 02:47 PM

See, Lauren's experiences would mostly include me, some of my characters and milder stuff. I never knew much about sensory issues even existing. I think Lauren's just jealous that my Asperger's has made me so amazingly awesome. Without it, I'd be pretty much nothing.

rebecca 12-28-2012 02:57 PM

Lauren said she somehow wished she had AS (that's Asperger's Syndrome for those who don't know), and Bex said it irritated her that people would say that. I myself am mild and have no sensory issues.

Bex 12-28-2012 03:09 PM

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 391877)
They're being really insensitive, but don't feel like you don't get to have a normal life. Not everyone is going to be so horrible about it, and you will find people who treat you well.

Thankyou. I hope so.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 391877)
;-; sucks so much! I hope that they get a life and you find some friends who love you for who you are and your aspergers That sounds more like OCD to me... O_o anyways, that whole socks thing... Wow... That must make shoes uncomfortable

I do have some streaks of OCD, not much though. And yes, it does make shoes uncomfortable. My feet are always covered in blisters in the summertime because the hot concrete is really hot on my skin, I can't wear sneakers like everyone else which is pretty depressing. Thankyou:)

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:18 PM

My OCD is extremely noticeable. I have to correct grammar errors, I have to do everything in odd numbers, and I have to correct facts. There is no choice. I just have to.

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:21 PM

I have a low attention span and dire social skills. If I hate something, I just say I do. I would make the world's worst diplomat.

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:21 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 391893)
Isn't that annoying at school or on forums...

I don't have to correct things; I just do because it relieves the feeling of someone not knowing the correct 'you're' or 'there'. But at school I correct them because it annoys the hell out of them. Gets me in trouble, yes, but do I get to write in red pen on their work? YES.

Oh it is. I control myself on Facebook, but meet me in real life, and I have to correct everything.

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:25 PM

Are we secret twins or something?

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:26 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 391898)
I can imagine... O_e

I get in a lot of trouble. Especially when I do Sherlock impressions...

Bex 12-28-2012 03:27 PM

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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 391891)
My OCD is extremely noticeable. I have to correct grammar errors, I have to do everything in odd numbers, and I have to correct facts. There is no choice. I just have to.

I agree with the whole correcting thing. MY mother has actually threatened to ground me if I don't correcting her. This is a typical conversation between us.

Mum: I hope you don't mind Becky, but I laid down for an hour or two.
Me: Mother, you lay down, not laid. You had a lie down, and therefore we should now refer to lie's past tense, lay. Laid is lays past tense.
Mum: Stop correcting me so often!
Me: I would not HAVE to correct you if you didn't make so many mistakes.

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:28 PM

Don't you mean you 'would not' have to correct her? The frailties of typing. It's almost as bad as speaking face to face, is it not?

Bex 12-28-2012 03:32 PM

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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 391902)
Don't you mean you 'would not' have to correct her. The frailties of typing. It's almost as bad as speaking face to face, is it not?

Now I feel stupid. My father was calling me to breakfast, I was rushing. I apologize.

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:33 PM

You know, not just correcting grammar, telling people to shut up when they aren't talking, playing the violin when thinking ( it's out of tune and I don't know how to fix it :mad: ) and wondering what would happen with eyeballs in the microwave...for some reason, it irritates people, but not as much as my Sheldon impressions, or my creepy Moriarty voice.

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:34 PM

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Originally Posted by Bex (Post 391906)
Now I feel stupid. My father was calling me to breakfast, I was rushing. I apologize.

My apologies for making thou feel as such.

Yes, I say thee, thou and thy randomly. I just love the English language so much, I have to use my favourite words.

rebecca 12-28-2012 03:39 PM

We must have been separated at birth or something, pluzzle, I swear we must have been.

Another Sherlockism of mine - I don't want to learn about pointless things.

EmmaR 12-28-2012 03:48 PM

I don't think that I have OCD. I mean, I have my own little obsessions (I have to take notes the same way every time, I have to have my blanket over my ear and tuck in the comforter at the bottom of my bed, I HAVE TO correct grammatical and spelling issues, I have to alphabetize my books by author, etc.), but I don't think that I have full-blown obsessive compulsive disorder. I have a friend who I think has at least a touch of OCD. She has to do everything in fives, and I mean EVERYTHING. She walks up and down the stairs five times, brushes a part of her hair five times, plays games five times, so on and so forth. We were playing this game in a park near her house where we simultaneously passed a volleyball and a basketball. We didn't stop until we had gotten five passes in a row. Things like that, and her neat-freakness, make me think that she has OCD.

Bex 12-28-2012 03:49 PM

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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 391910)
My apologies for making thou feel as such.

Yes, I say thee, thou and thy randomly. I just love the English language so much, I have to use my favourite words.

Apology humbly accepted. :)
I too often say thee and thou. I remember in my first year at school I shouted at a girl for pronouncing the like the rather than thee. I got in so much trouble.

rebecca 12-28-2012 04:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Bex (Post 391920)
Apology humbly accepted. :)
I too often say thee and thou. I remember in my first year at school I shouted at a girl for pronouncing the like the rather than thee. I got in so much trouble.

How can you get in trouble for that?


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