/tosses hugs on all of you/.

people posting on the thread i made that was supposed to be deleted when it was almost off the main page

why
would
you
do
that

I'm feeling inspirational so bare with me.

We all have a way of expressing ourselves. Whether it be art, writing, the way you dress, or music (in my case), we all have a way to show the world who we are. I, for example, play the flute, the cello, and the piano. Today, I practiced all three of them right in a row. Do you know how happy and empowered I felt? Especially with the flute. The flute is what I'm best at out of the three. It amazes me to think that even though I'm all of 4 foot 6 I can make that sound. It's amazing to me. I am just me, this quiet, little thing, and I can make that sound. My point is, is that you have something. Musical talent, writing, whatever it be, you've got it. Use it. Show the world that you can do it. If you never stand up and just tell everybody what you can do, they'll never know. Think about that for me.

Well if you stuck here through all of that I am gravely sorry but I hope you got something out of it.

K bye.

that's fucking stupid man

So, I thought I hated myself before this week. But now it's gotten to the point where I loathe just being in the same room with myself, if that makes any sense... I just feel sick to my stomach constantly, and every time I look down at my hands, I internally cringe. I hate seeing myself. To quote a song:
"And I'm so terrified of no one else but me
I'm here all the time
I won't go away
It's me, yeah I can't get myself to go away
It's me, and I can't get myself to go away."

The trouble with words...
 

As a writer, My emotions translate to words all too easily. I know exactly how to spin and weave my words until they either lift someone higher than the moon, or encase their heart and suffocate it. I do that without even meaning to, when I’m pushed over my emotional limit. Sometimes I type and and write and say things without fully realizing the impact they’ll make. That’s why I usually stay silent when I’m away from the computer and the page. You can erase a written or typed word, but you can’t ever erase a spoken word.

I forgot how good being happy feels.

Ikr!!! (*hugs*) I'm so happy for you that you're happy :D

Okay so I'm kind of worried because I woke up and my wrist hurt and it's kind of swollen and as I'm using the track pad on my computer my hand is shaking cause it hurts my hand.
Any idea what that might be?

Hmmm...have you recently spent an extended period of time typing/writing/clicking/doing something with that hand? You might've just strained the muscles/tendons too much. Do you have any wounds on that hand/wrist/arm? Or a bug bite? *doesn't have enough info, sorry* *also is not a doctor so don't quote me* I wouldn't worry about it too much if the swelling starts to go down after a few hours. If it doesn't, you might want to tell a parent and/or see a doctor. In the meantime, you can put an ice pack on it for 20 minutes, then leave it alone for another 20, ice it again for 20, and so on and see if that helps the swelling.