I'll give you an excuse...
:)
(It's the curse of the evil smiley!)

She's an amazing girl!! She just survived a surgery! :D

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No it wasn't. It was named after Hans Asperger, not Hans Asberge, oh, and if it is written with an 's' on the end it should have an apostrophe. Your incorrect spelling (a lot is two words) biases me against you. If you are right, I will need proof.

Anyway, I usually say Asperger's Syndrome. It makes it sound more severe. No one you tell needs to know it is usually one of the mildest conditions on the Autistic Spectrum.

I know. I love her honesty and her sense of humour. 8D

"If you have lost any of your five senses, you are going to be changed for the rest of your life. But losing your sense of humor is quite lethal."

-My friend Ryanna

If it's syndromes and such that we're talking about, I have something relevant to not only this thread but this conversation as well.
I noticed I'm slipping back into how I used to be half a year ago... oh god... almost as if I'm in some sort of relapse. I'm sinking back into insomnia and paranoia, which just seems very strange for a fourteen year old girl (like, the things I think about when I'm sitting in bed trying to sleep and thoughts are FLOODING to my head, and how paranoid I am without even realizing it)... maybe for a twelve year old kid, but now I'm fourteen, and this doesn't seem like it should be happening.
I feel... schizotypal again. More than ever, but like I have it more under controlled because I'm more active. But... God, I remind myself of Beethoven, who was bipolar. I'm moody, angry, frustrated and hopeless when it comes to anything creative I do (writing, art, music) and in the past few days I a) have only left the house to go to tennis camp in the morning b) have spent all my free time drawing, completed twelve pages of graphic novel c) learned Mad World on the piano by ear (like... who does that? o_O)... and I'm so... I don't know. I can't stop thinking again, and the other day it drove me into a meltdown, I got so panicked thinking about how whoever I end up marrying will go to every length and seek every opportunity to cheat on me (ridiculous fear o_o) I nearly threw up and I couldn't do anything for two days. And I knew I was being totally ridiculous, but I couldn't stop the thoughts that were pouring into my head, and the little voices that were telling me that someone else would always be more attractive and that I was... going to be raped someday and there was nothing I could do about it. o_e Naturally, this is highly irrational but... ehh. (*shrugs*)
I'm half expecting the laughing blonde girls in their blue dresses and Coraline's zombie dad to come back in a couple of months or something... e_e
And the twitching... not looking forward to getting the twitching back...
I guess I just feel crazy again, because I've been more creative than ever... but if this continues, eventually I'm going to run myself into the ground. o_o
(*I would apologize for this being a ramble but it's an emotional venting thread so I don't have to! >8^D*)

I kind of know how you feel. Whenever I have mood swings, my creative genius triples in size (especially anger and sadness and such) and I feel better about being more creative, but sympathetic towards the amazing people who must put up with me... (Hello, Mom and Dad). However, I can't really relate to the paranoia even if I can relate to the insomnia. I used to be pretty paranoid, and I still can't let my parents leave me alone at the house (not so much paranoia as me-being-a-clingy-only-child, though), but I've gotten over that. Mainly (CORNY BIT COMING UP) think happy thoughts and imagine yourself in a place where you are active and happy. I know, sounds stupid, doesn't it? But that's what worked for me, I think. The insomnia's getting worse for me though... ugh. I can blame it on neighbors and thunderstorms and stuff like that. Now I think it's just me. I've tried everything about stupid, stupid insomnia. And some nights it's gone, poof! ... and then comes back the next night. If I'm lucky, the next week. So, yah. I know how you feel a little bit.

Sandy: I know this is the most stupid, worst thing to say right now, but... Bethoveen was really sucessful.
Maybe you'll follow his footprints and be as successful as him :3
*quietly sings mad world*

I have like...mini panic attacks when I'm home alone, because I'm like, positive someone is going to break in and kill me or something. >.>