okok im just rly confused but i looked them up and understand a lil better now

>, one of my best friend's recent partners did something and i'm going to literally flay him. i want him to suffer. i cannot elaborate, for privacy reasons, but suffice to say that i hope he's as paychologically damaged as she is by the time i'm done with him.

> on a lesser note, i'm continually frustrated by my mother. I would like it very much if she stopped to consider that i am a pathetically fragile teenage girl and i would like a tad more emotional support and a tad less nit-pickery.

This has been a PSA.

PSA: I'm a fucked up human being and I have reached acceptance with my place in the world. I am going to go eat brunch. :)

Ugh why the heck can't I get you off my mind even though you like someone else and haven't talked to me in a while??? It shouldn't be a big deal whether you made me feel happy just by smiling or not. It shouldn't be a big deal even though you listened to me and told me I was pretty and ugggggh I'm so frustrated. Why do I care so much???

Frustration :(
 

Okay, so I thought I'd use this thread as a means for sending my feelings out into the universe. Took me a little while because there were a bunch of "emotion" threads but this one seems to be my favorite.

So to begin, I titled the post 'Frustration' because I'm kinda down rn. Upon making changes recently in my life, I see the world a bit differently. I care more. More than I've ever cared. I try to go green just to give back to the community because it's what feels right.

After becoming vegan, one thing led to another like an avalanche and I also dipped into recycling. There's no harm in it! But with these changes came a new chapter for my family and oddly, it appears they're having a harder time with it than me.

Secretly, I know they complain amongst each other and in their heads that veganism is hard. I never forced anything on anyone to begin with. It's just what makes me upset is that I can't keep struggling to do it solo under a roof that may not want to commit to veganism.

Recycling also. It's like they want to be supportive but don't practice what they preach themselves. How can I reduce + reuse when they keep throwing stuff away and etc. etc.?

I feel bad for ranting in the first place….I'm just in between a rock and a hard place rn. Until I move out on my own, this will go on for a while and it can be tricky going green in an adjusting atmosphere.

They've been trying and I'm proud, but it's a lot easier than they're making it out to be. Don't get me wrong: Undoing a whole lifetime's work of what you were taught is a crazy achievement alone, but I still am trying to understand how I found it so simple. There's no need to worry about expenses because you save so much money going vegan anyway.

Fuck. Forgive me, but it's tiring having to stress about the laws of recycling here in the state because I'm still new to the whole thing and figuring out what goes in which bin, having to FIND a bin period, what public places offer recycling centers and blah blah blah.

>_> why world? Why does there have to be so much pollution and trash everywhere? I just wanna chill in a clean meadow for once.

why why why does the one person i wish was more than a friend ignore me

other people like me apparently and i dont want to hurt anyones feelings but i just dont feel the same way im sorry

ugh and why cant i just stop caring i feel like im being so annoying to literally everyone about this

do you have any friends that are vegan? perhaps it might be easier to find support there than having your family go vegan.

also does your neighborhood not have like a recycling truck? like in my neighborhood, a recycling truck just comes around weekly.

My goal is to make some more vegan friends but I have this one friend who's trying to transition. She seems to be struggling with her parents too.

Oh and I have no clue! I wish a recycling truck would stop by my neighborhood. But I don't think one comes and if I could ask for one to drop by I would….If I knew how. The system sounds more complicated than I want it to be.

Plus the longer I wait the more I'll turn into a pack rat if I keep holding onto milk cartons and plastic bottles XD.

interesting. if u feel comfortable answering, what city do u live in? u can email me if u dont want it out there

so I have either scars or stretch marks or something on my back (a few horizontal red lines that are sort of indents) and my mom woke me up this morning by touching my back (she knows I don't like to be touched) and asking me what they were and getting super accusatory and rude about it when I said they were probably lines from the sheets. and I honestly had no idea they were even there until this morning and I have no idea where they came from and she told me she'd "look more at them later" and jesus fucking Christ my mom needs to stop being so fucking paranoid. I know I'm going to get in trouble for this but I literally did nothing??? there is no way I could have cut there??? I can barely reach that area of my back but I know I'm going to be punished for this and I want to scream. also today is my dads birthday and my mom ruined my entire day within seconds of me waking up.