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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 597753)

that was like a billion days ago re get with the times lmao

I am an elderly lady i do not know how to 'get with the times'.
Are you feeling mcfucking better? Would you like some fluffy kittens?

^^^ where did you get mcfucking from btw? I'm curious. (Ironic use i am not stealing it)

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Originally Posted by Zelda (Post 597754)

no no please steal it

probably tumblr?? although i like to imagine it as the embodiment of my son and favorite bakugou katsuki TBH

uh lol idk what better is, what are emotions, however fluffy kittens are always welcome

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 560950)

why the fuck am I writing this. i hate you.

You piss me off. Maybe because you throw me off. I can't get a read on you very well, though recently I've gotten a better one. sort of. I guess. One source identified you as an ESFJ. Accuracy unconfirmed, of course, but I'm an INTP. That might factor into it. There are a lot of differences, but some important similarities. (Besides, the differences are things I kind of admire about you. You're awesome. Also kind of an asshole. Sort of? Well, I can't really talk, I'm definitely an asshole.) I won't say I understand, but I can definitely relate to that jealousy. (And yeah, it's mostly jealousy, not envy. I have as much of the former as the latter, so.) but you confuse me.

Oh well. At least you're awesome.

Whatever.

why the fuck did I write this.

this post pisses my off so much fuck off @13yo me ur an INTJ and he's probably most likely an ENTJ and he's literally you and your fave and you hate them folks you used to root for (because he's better and more relatable of course)

"you confuse me" JOKES ON YOU BITCH SIX MONTHS LATER AND YOULL LITERALLY BE HIM EXCEPT WITH NO FRIENDS LMAO

what am I doing? distracting myself from literally everything else

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Originally Posted by silvermoon (Post 562535)

i Hit A Wall Like Three Years Ago. And I Think Possibly, Maybe, Finally I'm Starting To See Cracks?

Jokes On You Bitch Get Ready For A Wild Ride

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 562579)

on another note

"once you look up to someone, you can't overtake them"

1. oops
2. feels
3. problems

yeah so stop looking up to people and kill your fucking heroes already lmao bitch

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 565165)

fUCcking prodigious kouhais and fucking impudent ass sons of bitches (which are not said prodigious kouhais) who insinuate that said fucking prodigious kouhai can beat me NOT. GOING. TO. HAPPEN. I won't fucking allow it I've been failing enough lately and my issues are getting worse and worse and fuck this I'm so fucking tired of losing im so tired of being this way and im just so fucking tired of everything okay I know im fucking weak and shit and NO I don't need anyone to be all like "you're not weak" dON'T FUCKING LIE TO ME fucking school people god damnit first of all if im so strong why do I keep fucking failing why do some people consider me strong yet why do others never recognize me when I do succeed. idc about your fucking normal-ass standards ok nobody fucking tell me that I'm not allowed to get upset and rant and say I failed so bad just because my failure was better than your success. fucking people, I don't actually give a damn about you. I just want to succeed and no im not fucking belittling you god damnit I just dONT FUCKING CARE OK like you deal with your fucking shit I deal with mine is it really so fucking wrong to care about myself more than anyone else like fuck that. "winning is everything" right? I mean "what is victory?" am I right but i'll deal with the repercussions of the "winning is everything" mindset oNCE I CAN FUCKiGN SUCCEED GOD DAMNIT. anyways back to kouhai. I mean, he's my kouhai and I love him, but FRICK THIS KID. like why. but it's less that he's stronger than me and I have a problem with him and more that im frustrated at my own issues because I feel like im too far from full potential. im frustrated with myself mostly but really kouhai like I don't need more stress rn when I have like so much issue ok but fuck whatever this helped sort of I guess dumb fucking vent shit over.

This is a refreshing mix between Bakugou and Oikawa and L o L I'm still the same in some ways

1) he doesn't get to have the title of kouhai (he also doesn't deserve to breathe so easy but ay lmao)
2) congrats ur bakugouness continues to get better and worse after this and so do your oikawaisms lmao

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 565876)

I was actually wrong the imaginary senpais are there yay motivational imaginary senpais they are literally the only reason I am ok right now

reminder to self that without iwaoi i would actually be dead and even though i love saruhiko/sarumi and bakugou/katsudeku they can both trigger me super heavily (bnha canon and to a lesser degree k canon has made me shut down/ break down/ get triggered so ay lmao) (NOT THAT THE SECOND SEIJOU MATCH DIDNT MAKE ME CRY A LOT AND GET TRIGGERED AND ALSO WANT TO DIE A LITTLE LMAO bc it did but like.... there's a certain degree of comfort in iwaoi that I don't find in the other pairings important to me except maybe akafuri

ha

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 571268)

Dear class,

weLL OK FUCK YOU ITS NOT MY FAULT I HAD A PANIC ATTACK IN THE MIDDLE OF A FUCKING TEST BECAUSE I HAVE ISSUES YOU CANT FUCKING JUDGE ME SO FUCK YOU

Dear class,

lol who cares all you neurotypical cishet losers can fucking fuck off and die, you don't understand what it's like to have a thirst for greatness ya useless fucking extras

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 574369)

i want to correct people who call me a girl but at the same time im not a boy
also i don't want friends in my classes at all but i know people in my classes and i just want to be the quiet perfect genderfluid valedictorian and first chair flute who doesn't need friends to be perfect at everything and friends just drag me down i want to be perfect ok im better than literally everyone even you probably

lol sorry I'm scrolling through old posts but what the fuck this is actually me

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 576902)

lmao I'm like 99% worthless 1% "idk I get good grades and can play bass ok"

PSYCH you can't play bass anymore and grades are worthless even though you still feel the need to get a 100 on everything