My younger self wrote this:

I understand now! Art is the center of your life. Art is your reason. Art may very well be your existence, or your reason to exist.

But that won't work forever.

Because art is not above us, it is below us. Art is a human creation, not something beyond us.

That doesn't mean it's not valuable. In fact, I'd venture that art is that which turns our gazes towards the Beyond. Art nudges us upward.

Art cannot guide you ALL THE WAY to what you seek. It will take you far, but it will not sustain you forever-because it comes from within yourself. And what is within is made to seek for things outside.


I hope that was helpful

I would disagree that art is solely a human creation. What's human is the name to define it.
For instance, in your religion, when God made the earth, was that not art? And was God not a work of art in the first place?

But otherwise this is real solid thanks for your input

I'm going to have to ask you to define your terms. What is art?

My understanding is that it is that which is made, and by that definition God is not the work of art. Art is the work of God.

when you think you got into a school you really wanted to go to but then they only give you a few thousand dollars of financial aid so its impossible. and also my mother wont leave my fucking room and all I want is to be alone tbh. I honestly cant deal with my current school for another two years I'm so sick of it

im sorry love! that really blows. the parents hovering thing is also kind of terrible. is she just worried or is she getting after you for something?

neither? just never wants to leave me alone and is always standing in the corner of my room and talking about something. she's happy I can't go

oh yikes thats scary
also are you tacy? i found a tacy in my phone and i can't remember if that's u or anothoer kidpubber

Haha don’t read it’s just a vent
 

I’m such a fuck up and an awful friend I literally can’t do anything right I can’t even comfort my own best friend I have no idea how to talk to her or help her anything I say or do ends up making her cry somehow and I can’t even fix it ever she’d be so much better off without me I only ever ruin things for her I just want to fucking leave I don’t deserve anything or anyone and I feel awful haha and now I’m crying I don’t want to cry, I don’t even deserve to cry I’m the one who fucked things up all over again for like the thousandth time but here I am venting about how bad I feel, how awful I am, me me me, because I’m a selfish fucking brat meant to destroy and why am I even posting this? I’m probably just seeking attention after all heaven forbid it was about anyone else or their problems oh no I always have to be so focused on me and my life and my problems god I just want to tear up my throat I wanna throw up I want to get out, out of here, out of school, out of me wow I’m such a drama queen and I’m so selfish locking myself in the bathroom while I leave my best friend crying downstairs like the typical asshole I am fuck me

hey I'm sure that nothing is as bad as you're seeing it right now. it seems that you genuinely want to support your best friend and she probably knows that. you're not an awful person I promise

help I don't know how to deal with earnest people LOL