Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 342070)

On this day, last year, we lost a little ten year old boy named Bryson. :'( He was in a fourwheeler crash, and didn't make it through. People were crying today, there was a small memorial after school, and....I don't know. I'm kind of mad at God, because what did Bryson do to have to die? He was only ten...his whole life was waiting for him, and he never gets to live it now.

But yeah...today was depressing. :/

RIP Bryson (insert last name here)

~Gone, but NOT forgotten~

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 342070)

On this day, last year, we lost a little ten year old boy named Bryson. :'( He was in a fourwheeler crash, and didn't make it through. People were crying today, there was a small memorial after school, and....I don't know. I'm kind of mad at God, because what did Bryson do to have to die? He was only ten...his whole life was waiting for him, and he never gets to live it now.

But yeah...today was depressing. :/

RIP Bryson (insert last name here)

~Gone, but NOT forgotten~

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 342070)

On this day, last year, we lost a little ten year old boy named Bryson. :'( He was in a fourwheeler crash, and didn't make it through. People were crying today, there was a small memorial after school, and....I don't know. I'm kind of mad at God, because what did Bryson do to have to die? He was only ten...his whole life was waiting for him, and he never gets to live it now.

But yeah...today was depressing. :/

RIP Bryson (insert last name here)

~Gone, but NOT forgotten~

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 341646)

Meerkat, I've wanted to do that so many times and couldn't because I'm a stupid effing coward. And this is truly the one time I will support cowardice. Try to make something good come out of this feeling, okay? Once you're over it, I mean. Because you will get over it, you'll realize that you're strong, and beautiful, and amazing, and god I wish I hadn't posted anything about insignificantness (that's not a word, whatever) on this because now people who are depressed are gonna look back and read that and be all "Well now it doesn't matter, I'll just go ahead and kill myself, screw this, screw everything" but that's not what I meant by that. But whatever. The point is, you've got to learn to accept yourself. That's basically what I had to do to get over my depression. I was thisclose to being gone, and I literally threw myself back over the lip of suicide, and it was pretty much just in time. I couldn't've mustered the courage (I'm a coward, I know, I've accepted that part of myself, too) to do anything worse than bruise myself over and over, and only in places where no one could see. It's a sickening feeling, depression, but you've got to believe me that it will get better and you will learn to live with yourself. I think sometimes we don't think anyone could ever love us because we know ourselves, every inch and fault and line of our lives, and we don't think anyone could ever love us because we know our every imperfection. But we've got to embrace our imperfections along with everything, because mistakes and idiocy are parts of us and it's only human and it's all right. Don't let it get you down, Meerkat. You're as imperfect as the rest of us, but that's okay because we're here to be imperfect with you. :)

Originally Posted by nngo (Post 342175)

i know my music and my characters than i do my friends
for some reason
my friends don't make me feel like i have friends up close and personal friends
but music and my made up characters do
i think every writer/person whos lived long enough has felt that
but im a little worried my real friends dont live up to my impossible expectations
i can't get rid of them though

on the brightside i am listening to the killers so that solves everything