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Dear Mom:

Do you think I feel good when you call me stupid? Ugly? A pig? How about when you tell me that no man would ever marry me since I'm just so absent-minded? Oh yeah, that just makes me feel giddy with happiness. You have no idea that I cry in my pillow every night. I know that you read my diary. The whole point of diaries are to vent out feelings that are supposed to be PRIVATE! And what makes it even worse is how every couple weeks you go and tell me "Oh you know that I love you, right? I'm just trying to make you better?" At first, I believed you. But after the 100th time of you saying that, I just smile and nod.

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 349278)

I hate parents like that. You should keep your diary in a locked drawer.

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 349153)

I think Ashley E. Wolf sounds better. ._.
Briarwolf sounds like the name of a Warrior cat. From that book series.

I'm no good at pen names, so I'll just keep my mouth shut on this one. :B
xD It does, doesn't it?

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 349175)

D: But that pesky "E."...I put it there because I wanted to incorporate my middle name into my pen name somehow. x_x My stupid middle name. Makes me sound like Chuck E. Cheese. >_< Besides, just having the whole last name "Wolf" makes me look like one of those wolf fanatics that dream about turning into a wolf and running free in the forest and stuff. XD I love wolves, but I don't want to BE one. o_o I'd much rather have my pen name have something to do with the African wild dog (painted dog), but I couldn't come up with anything good using its scientific name. -_-

I've never read Warrior Cats...I always meant to, but I never got around to it. :/

..Wait. I don't think a cat would be named "Something-wolf." o_0 xD But, then again, I've never read the series, so...I don't know.

The Warrior series about wild cats that live in clans, become warriors, and have battles with other clans. I was obsessed with it for awhile, but not anymore. xP
Usually their names are something like "Cinderpelt", "Fireheart", and "Graystripe"

Parents. I don't like to think about having kids, but if I ever do, which is not likely, it will be for the sole purpose of being better parents than you guys are. Because, no. You do NOT just spring even MORE test-prep stuff on me of a sudden when I'm already taking a private tutoring session for the damn stuff. You do then NOT deny the fact that you hadn't told me until now, four days before the class. When I tell you something and you say "I didn't know that before," I don't say "But I SO told you" or something equivalent to that, I say, "Oh, well, I'm sorry if I didn't tell you before." Come on, guys. This is not okay. Plus, you haven't raised me right at all. I've had your support and that's really nice, but now it's just getting annoying (don't give me that "you're becoming a teenager" crap. just don't. it's not just that, it's that now i'm old enough to realize there is something wrong). You don't believe that I can rely on myself, that you can rely on me. Well, wonderful. If you hadn't been hovering over me for the majority of my life, I would know how to do stuff. In fact, I DO know how to do stuff, no thanks to you. The homework-checking is fine. (Even if you made me get stuff wrong, probably not on purpose but still. Uncool.) The studying-for-quizzes is fine. (It's actually really helpful.) But it's the small stuff that you don't acknowledge me for, the stuff that I figured out all on my own that you try to make me do YOUR way when you don't realize that that way doesn't work for me and the way I use DOES. I am capable of much, much more than you will ever know. I don't show you my writing. I don't need your approval on that. I don't need your approval on many things. I don't really even care. But this has gone on far too long. I'm now used to having a soft landing if I fall. So if my mattress to land on is gone, when I inevitably fall NOW, who will catch me?

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 349303)

US! We will be the ones to catch you. You know that you have friends here, Heather, and we all care about you, and support you.

How would YOU know how I feel?! HUH!??! You say you know exactly how I feel when guess what? I barely freaking know you!!!! Well let me tell you something. You don't know how I feel because you're barely ever around. Great dad aren't you? I've known you for all of my life, but in those 14 years, you've only been there about five of them. You're ALWAYS gone. You're home one day a week and in that time all you do is freaking watch the news and work on your stupid car. WHAT ABOUT YOUR FAMILY? ARE WE NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH!?! And whenever I try to tell you this you just tell me to shut up. You just don't care, do you?

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 349278)

You need a hug.

http://www.sadmuffin.net/cherrybam/g...-kisses008.gif

Absent-minded people unite. My dad kind of jokes about it with me.

Me: I want to be just like Great Grandma when I grow up. Smart-aleck ninety-seven year old. 8D

My dad: It's not hard to imagine you as an old lady. You've got the senility thing down pretty well.

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 349280)

I hate parents like that. You should keep your diary in a locked drawer.

Fortunately, I don't have a diary. My sister does. She has a list of friends, and when she gets mad at our parents, she crosses them off the list. XD

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 349402)

I keep on writing sentances, but I have to delete them. I can't say anything.

Keep going, Calla. Don't let it all bring you down. *hug*

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 348918)

My dad. Among many other reasons. /sigh I'm taking stupid, STUPID test-prep, and I procrastinated on the homework, and so I'm doing it now like twenty minutes before class. I asked my dad to check my homework notebook so that I could make sure I was doing the right thing (I was searching articles to practice Reading Comprehension on and there were questions I needed to answer but couldn't remember) and he went into COMPLETE b---- mode when he couldn't find what I wanted. He asked me why he had to do everything and why I wasn't better organized. Well, HA. He's the most disorganized in the family, with me at a somewhat-far-off second, and I don't make him do everything. He didn't even have to check the notebook if he didn't want to, I was just asking. In the end, I got up and brought the notebook over to my computer, but he was still b---ing about it and I just. Ugh. I'm so weak I think I'm going to cry just reliving this in my memories... oh, yay, here come the waterworks.

Oh, Heather... D':

I'm probably going to start crying too. D:

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Originally Posted by EmmaR (Post 348465)

I am the stupidest person on this earth.
And my hands hurt so, so much right now.
F to the ML.

I know the feeling. It's not better when you're left handed and you're allergic to the kind of ink they use and you have a huge rash on the side of your hand. e_e

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 348602)

AHHH! Omigod I'm going to effing DIE. Dammit dammit dammit dammit DAMMIT. My dad is going away for a work trip tomorrow afternoon, and he's going to be gone till next SUNDAY or so, and I'm dying because I am overly sentimental, plus, there is just so much effing damn stress on me when it's just me, my mom and my brothers. I'm dead, and I'll be depressed for the rest of the next week. :(

Hide in your room and eat cupcakes.

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 349090)

A Dutch name isn't really compound like that. A Dutch name would be more like Beherdt or Something-berg.

Yeah... I know nothing about Dutch names, to be honest.

You guys should know by now that this is me at the computer:
http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1...b5fko1_500.jpg

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 349278)

... Ouch... D: That sucks, man...
Don't pay attention to when your mom spouts random stuff like that... :^I I have no idea what she's talking about; I don't think she does either.
Best of luck. :/

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 349274)

You want me to do the things you want to do.
"Don't learn Swedish, learn Chinese"
"Don't be a movie director, it's a terrible job"
SHUT UP!
It's my life, not yours, dad.

Are you learning Swedish?

Ehh... all the job stuff will fall into place as you get older.
When I was younger my parents would constantly talk about what a great graphic designer I was going to be. :^I

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No.