The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363543)

(*faints from the awesomeness*) EH EH DEHDEH'S AWESOME.

Also I love Omid.
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md...io1_r2_500.jpg

OOO, did you know episode 5 is gonna be released next Tuesday and Wednesday?

Also this:
http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md...ff8po2_500.gif

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 363548)

Episode 5. WOW. CHRISTA'S PREGNANT. I KNOW SHE IS. SHE HAS TO BE OR ELSE, I WILL DIE. AND REVIVE TO WATCH MORE WALKING DEAD. :D

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363552)

Episode 5. WOW. CHRISTA'S PREGNANT. I KNOW SHE IS. SHE HAS TO BE OR ELSE, I WILL DIE. AND REVIVE TO WATCH MORE WALKING DEAD. :D

Moar proof (from her wiki page):
She shows a strong interest in Clementine and scolds Lee a bit for a perceived lack of adequate care for her well-being.
Her conversation with Omid early on hints that they expect something significant to happen in their future and that they will need a group for it.

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 363397)

Heather: But. I. Like. You. You are fine. (Read the list you posted on Sunday(?), and do that... I'm dead freaking serious) I understand deppression sucks, and I understand that I haven't had it, so I don't know what its like, but you are okay. Yes, you did used to write, but just write venting poetry, maybe that will help.

Okaaay. I just don't have the time to do anything anymore. It's all homework or school or parents telling me to clean up whatever shit I left from doing homework or school and they won't let me go outside to take a breath of fresh air. Literally. So... yeah. I've taken to writing again. My goal is to write in my journal once every day. It's gonna be harder than it sounds.

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 363401)

HOLY CRAP GUYS

HOLY

CRAP

O_____________________O

All of you, put in your headphones and blast your music. NOW. If there are any coffee drinkers, go pour yourself a nice cup of coffee. Relax in a hot bath, watch a funny movie, go for a run, sit outside for a bit. Just get off the computer and let your minds breathe for a little bit! All this hatred is suffocating you.

Sowwy.
*backs away into corner*

...uh...
I don't have headphones.

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 363407)

I'm eating a cupcake yet I feel no happiness ;~;
Of course, it doesn't help when your parents called you hideous :\
Or when you loose all of your self confidence.
Or when you think that your selfish for putting so many problems on other people, such as what I'm doing right now by posting this.
And you know it's bad when the first thing you think when your mom says "I wonder what she'll be in five years," And you think "Dead."

Okay, first of all, I know EXACTLY how you feel--that is, I'm feeling the same way right NOW. Especially the second Or, that's just totally me. I HATE burdening other people with my shitty life, but here's the thing: that's how I survived my depression before. That's what I'm determined to do again. And the last sentence, I know that feeling. I've always wanted to go straight to college so I could just GRADUATE and live on MY OWN without parents bugging me or school killing me or ANYTHING. Yeah, I'd have to pay a rent, but it'd be worth it. And this is coming from the girl who's afraid to be at home alone. I've considered killing myself a lot. I think when I'm fifty or so and I have nothing left to do I'll probably commit suicide. It's just the way my thought process goes. But since I CAN'T just skip everything school related and find a place of my own right now, I've got to make one. A temporary one, but one I can live in, live with. I hate myself and I'm a selfish jerk but at least I can separate myself from stress. Find solitude in little moments of the day, stop and think of something that makes you smile--anything from a flower to a joke. I believe in you, Calla. You're gonna get through this. :')

I feel so messed up.

How can a 13-year-old be worried about college and getting into Harvard and grades and being number one and winning competitions and... everything.

I just want it... to all... stop.

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 363672)

I know how you feel. I am really scared of getting bad grades and I'm not particularly awesome at anything except math, and I've never won any competition except that I scored really well on the math olympiad. Mreh. It's life. :/

Oh, nice job Sophia. You scared, or annoyed off your partner for sound effects, and now the whole entire goddamn play is going to fail. What the dip am I supposed to flipping do? She sends me these emails, and I want to make her feel better, but she doesn't seem to understand that I CANNOT HANDLE IT. I cannot do the music, the sound, the banging, or ANYTHING WITHOUT HER. SHE IS MY ANCHOR. Without her, I miss cues, without her, I have NO CONFIDENCE. What the hell should I do, say, you'll be better? HEATHER. You need to fucking come tomorrow, just- PLEASE. I won't be able to go, my insides are already trying to decide whether to knot up or turn into goddamn butterflies. I CAN'T. I CAN'T DO IT. Nobody try to say that I can, cause I can't. HEATHER, I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW, more than anything. Heather, I'm crying, please, I can't. I can't.

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 363696)

She's sick. She's isn't staying home because she hates you, she's staying home because she's been puking all evening. But I'm so sorry. D:

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 363699)

She's sick. She's isn't staying home because she hates you, she's staying home because she's been puking all evening. But I'm so sorry. D:

I can't come. I can't. I won't. I'm crying and I can't stop. I can't do anything I'm incapable of anything I'm weak and stupid and young and inexperienced.