L.S.Trendom |
03-10-2013 04:38 PM |
Sometimes I feel like I feel too okay. Not that I am okay, I'm not at all okay, there's only been maybe one time when I think I was ever actually okay, and feeling okay is part of the not being okay thing. But, despite that… sometimes I feel something like okay, just floating in a sea of apathy/numbness and when i say i'm okay that's pretty much what i mean, how much i hate myself and how much of a f***ed up empty s**t i am isn't in the forefront of my mind, i'm capable of thinking about other things for now.
But it's always there, underneath.
(and idk if I feel okay now, like half an hour ago i was tired, emotionally, and… idk)
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