Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 442598)

If you, of all people, can fuck something up, that something must have been pretty messed up to begin with. People/Society/The Human Race can suck, it's true. But don't let anything mess you up.

By the way, you should start playing an instrument/singing. It really helps take mind off stuff.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442596)

i don't think you've hurt me, it's not your fault. you're not in control of this. and i'll try to stay alive in hopes that you'll carry out the plan and meet me somehow.
i just... i dunno. i'm upset but i'm not upset at you because i could never be upset at you.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442597)

but just before you give up your phone or before they cut off your plan or something, text me something that lets me know you can't text anymore. i don't want to be left wondering where you went.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 442604)

my mom is so fucking ignorant and blind
she said, "I'm worried you might get depressed and do something stupid."
(like five minutes after I cut, about half an hour after i was muttering stuff like, "i fucking hate you why don't you die like you fucking deserve")
and do you know what she told me?
she told me she doesn't ignore my ideas, even as she was doing it (unfortunately she rejected the idea of sending me to like canada or somewhere else the hell away from here, like everything else)
and she told me i need to have contact with the people important to me
my family
YOU'RE NOT FUCKING IMPORTANT TO ME YOU'RE NOT MY FUCKING FAMILY
you've done nothing at fucking all to help me
and you know what? you have no fucking right at all to think you're more important to me than people i've never met face to face
my mom also basically asked if i'm considering suicide


my life definitely was. everything i cared about built on a foundation of lies to keep it away from my family, and now it's crumbling down.
and i'm sure the friendship had to be messed up at every point, because i was part of it.

*has no musical talent*

*hugs*
I'll definitely keep texting you. I should be able to borrow a friend's phone at least for a bit, each school day…

I'll try. Or I'll borrow a friend's phone. But, like I said, I'll try my best to keep texting you.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 442604)

my mom is so fucking ignorant and blind
she said, "I'm worried you might get depressed and do something stupid."
(like five minutes after I cut, about half an hour after i was muttering stuff like, "i fucking hate you why don't you die like you fucking deserve")
and do you know what she told me?
she told me she doesn't ignore my ideas, even as she was doing it (unfortunately she rejected the idea of sending me to like canada or somewhere else the hell away from here, like everything else)
and she told me i need to have contact with the people important to me
my family
YOU'RE NOT FUCKING IMPORTANT TO ME YOU'RE NOT MY FUCKING FAMILY
you've done nothing at fucking all to help me
and you know what? you have no fucking right at all to think you're more important to me than people i've never met face to face
my mom also basically asked if i'm considering suicide


my life definitely was. everything i cared about built on a foundation of lies to keep it away from my family, and now it's crumbling down.
and i'm sure the friendship had to be messed up at every point, because i was part of it.

*has no musical talent*

*hugs*
I'll definitely keep texting you. I should be able to borrow a friend's phone at least for a bit, each school day…

I'll try. Or I'll borrow a friend's phone. But, like I said, I'll try my best to keep texting you.

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 442627)

Today was one of those whut the hell days.


I spent five hours on the piano.

I did no homework.

I ate about five nerd ropes.


Yeah.

Originally Posted by Arin (Post 442629)

>_< I feel sorry that you have to spend six freaking hours a day on piano.