| cheezemziez |
04-17-2013 04:11 PM |
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09
(Post 451013)
i feel like such a bitch because im jealous that my friend has white picket fence life and its just like
ugh
please dont get all a's and one b and then complain how awful your grades are when you've seen mine
don't tell me about how when you grow up, you're going to be a doctor and be happily married and have children and tell me how amazing children are and basically shove it in my face
you know i dont like children
dont tell me how much money you made from babysitting and how you bought so many books over the weekend
dont tell me about how i should try harder
fuck im already trying to keep up the happy appearance and it's working with almost everyone i know
please
just
dont
make
me
feel
alone
and when you do make me feel alone,
dont expect me to talk to you about my shit.
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Being jealous doesn't make you a bitch. It's okay to be jealous or angry at your friends, friendships aren't perfect and nor are people. You are doing amazingly, Lilith.
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09
(Post 451025)
i cant ignore her she's supposed to be one of my best friends. last time i left E, she told Litzy i was a backstabbing bitch.
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You are not a backstabber or a bitch. You are an awesome amazing person and you don't deserve to be called anything less.
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09
(Post 451027)
pleasedontleavemealoneatnight
3weekscleansofarbutimstartingtofeellikeicantdothis anymore
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You're doing so well. You can do this. You are amazing and awesome and so strong.
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lily09
(Post 451033)
But E has a better chance of growing up and doing whatever the fuck she likes where I'm stuck hoping I'll maybe feel okay and how likely is it that I'll actually become a globetrotting hobo with you and G and Amme and ME? Or even get published?
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You can do whatever the fuck you like just as much as anyone. It might be more difficult, but you can. And if we don't end up living like that, we'll just go on long road trips and visit each other a lot, wherever we all end up living. You can get published. You are an epic writer and your poems and stories are amazing and you are completely capable of getting published. |
