Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to myself...Happy birthday to me. It's not actually my birthday, I just felt kind of sad thinking of it. Last year's wasn't that great (my parents got a divorce, I can't believe I wanted that some of those things for presents, I refused to participate in counseling, and I made myself sick with a Portal-style cake which would have been nice if I hadn't actually put chocolate chips on the outisde. @~@) and and this year I won't be able to celebrate it with my Dad until three weeks after my actual birthday. -_- Happy birthday to me...

Aww...!
Happy birthday to you!
Even if it's not your birthday yet.
I hope you have a great one this year!

CRAP. My little sister was vomiting all night and I am supposed to take care of her today while Mom is at work...No, No, please, gosh, no, not happening. I can't take that emotional stress right now. Thankfully, my big sister is taking care of her instead, but it's hard for me to just be in the same house with her.

In case you guys didn't know/think I'm overrreacting: I pretty much become emotionally unstable and overprotective of everything I have when somebody near me vomits. What's worse, I have always trusted my little sister the least when it comes to getting sick, so I've always kind of avoided her if she seems sick. Really, though, it puts a lot of pressure on me and, gosh, I'm queasy so I can't do anything! *shaky breath* Seriously, I cannot have this happen right now.

that's good that you don't have to take direct care of her. are you afraid of the vomit (it's a real phobia) or do you not want to get sick? either way, best of luck.


i just realised im not even a teenager technically

im invalid gbye

Both. But I'm more afraid of the vomit. I seriously kind of shut down and stay away from everyone and everything when people are sick. It's so emotionally damaging that it takes me longer to recover mentally than it does to recover physically. So, yeah, it's pretty much a fear of vomit (which is some sort of cruel irony because I used to vomit a lot when I was little. I still apologize for it years later.)

I'm feeling better, though, because my big sis stayed with her and they both pretty much slept all day long...I'm really upset now, though, because she was eating chocolate chips. Those are my chocolate chips that I specifically request because I use them the most. I don't want to get your stomach bug the next time I make a cookie-in-a-cup! And I also saw Leo on her bed, which is super weird because she usually likes to have Raph or Donnie instead, but IDK maybe it's OKAY TO VOMIT ON LEO. See, I'm losing it! I'm legitimately getting worked up because she ate some chocolate chips and there's a plush Ninja Turtle in her bed... TT_TT

dude i feel you with the phobia thing.
i take super long to calm down after seeing a cockroach and i can spend up to thirty minutes shaking out my blanket to make sure there's no cockroaches. i worry about things that are very unlikely too, like oh no, i didnt fold my blanket? there's probably a cockroach. oh no. i left my clothes in my basket instead of putting them in my closet? gotta shake each one out and refold it again.
i dont really have any advice but
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i hope you feel better soon.

Had a really bad day at school...

ok this will sound rly creepy but on tumblr i saw the impersonator and i just??? what the hell? have they stopped
also oh my god that sounds really awful :( i mean, i'm pretty damn afraid of some insects (spiders, and for some reason moths??? i dont even know???) and i check my bed like 5 times seeing if there is any in there and i think the spider thing started when there was a (entomophobia warning ahead i think okay just to be sure so eli u may not want to read this) spider under my pillow and i always sleep with my hands under my pillow and i felt it and i started freaking out and ever since i'm terrified.
anyway. i hope you never ever ever ever see a cockroach again okay
ahh okay. that really sucks. the thing about vomiting a lot when you're younger may have been what's caused it now but i am not a psychologist ok sorry

): idk what to say but i hope you don't get sick!!

the impersonator sent hate to another blog anf its just like are they tryna make me look bad um,,