tw self harm I guess
 

ugh didn't tell them
also 7 months gone to waste, so that sucks. I was hoping to make a year but nope not this time!! i kinda did it with the intent of bleeding a lot but thank god/unfortunately I didn't
at least it's getting cold so I can wear the jumper

(*hugs*) that's not a waste that's seven months of being strong
which means you have the strength in you to go seven months and a year and forever just believe in you
because you're awesome
i believe in you c:
and i'm glad you didn't bleed everywhere that would be really bad okay i know it's hard but please don't try to make yourself bleed everywhere

and it takes a lot to come out to your parents. i know when the time is right you'll be able to tell them.

i love you
and i know what you mean

I love you too so much
you have no idea how much that helped thank you
like I needed that so much right now
you have angel timing
(*hugs*)

i've just had a really rough day
i thought i was stronger now and that i could feel better about myself but i end up just feeling worthless and stupid and slow
and i'm so scared of some things going on with my friends right now because i don't know how to be there for them and at the same time things that they've said really throw me off and stress me out and i'm wondering if i want to be there for them right now. and that sounds so awful and i feel like a fucking terrible person.
i just wanted to relax and immerse myself in the world of drama that didn't belong to me but then fucking people came along and i'm so stupid for getting so worked up about it and i just really need someone to tell me i'm not alone but i don't trust anyone in my life enough to fully tell them what's wrong because things get out at my school and i don't want to personally burden anyone on the internet so no one can really, honestly tell me that.
i have this one person that i really want to be there for me right at this moment and they're not here and i shouldn't be so sad about it but i am.

sorry okay don't read that bye

I'm probably going to fail this project in computer tech because jeSUS I JUST CAN'T FREAKING DO IT
And it's probably going to make me fail the class or at least lower my grade a lot
At least it is an elective

I'm sorry if you don't trust me enough and I would understand if you didn't want to talk to me but I just want you to know that nothing you tell me would feel like a burden I just love you so much okay and you might not believe me but you. are. not. alone. And I probably sound stupid and cliche but I believe that and if you'll let me email you and stuff I will try to prove to you that I will be there for you
I know what if feels like being all alone and you don't deserve that dearie. you don't have to be all alone if you want to trust me email me please but I will understand if you don't

I just wanted to say that you might not feel like it right now but you are strong and beautiful and amazing and you have people who love you and you don't deserve to be alone you deserve to be happy (*hugs*)

hey thank you so much and i definitely appreciate it
but i really don't feel like talking right now, i just needed to get that out
thank you, though

Aww, Lena!
Don't feel like that.
I'm just like you, I need what you need.
You're a great friend.
You're a great person.
Be who you are.
You're beautiful that way.
You don't need other people to make you happy,
You can do it yourself.
If you really need someone,
I'm right here.
My contact tab's also always open~!

hey i get that and that's cool c:
i'm still going to email you though if that's okay. it won't be about talking promise.
i love you sosososososo much okay and you're going to get through this i believe in you you're the queen of insanity remember you can do anything (*hugs*)