I'm kind of scared that I might be a sociopath. Like, i don't think I really am, but sometimes I feel... Emotionally challenged? I just don't have very many emotions that aren't artificial. I try so hard to love people, but I find myself just loving the idea of them.I don't think I love my siblings. I might love my parents. All of my emotions are shallow and mainly fictional. I lie to myself often saying that I'm sad or depressed or angry, but I'm not. I feel nothing.

It kind of scares me. And yet, not really, because I feel so gosh dang apathetic towards everything. This emptiness is killing me. The only way I feel emotion is through writing. I guess that's why I love it. I mean, I'm able to generate emotion in real life but it's all artificial and based off of emotions I've felt while writing or reading.

I don't think I'm a full on sociopath, but I'm a bit scared that there's something wrong with me emotion-wise.

HAPPY VERY VERY HAPPY

that's how i've felt for a hell of a long time. And I hate/hated myself so so much for it.
You should google blunt/flat affect. I think that's what it is for me…

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WHAT THE HELL HAPPeNED BRO

it's fine.
it's not like I'm not used to be ignored, to being everyone's second choice.
I get it everywhere
even here i feel alone and ignored anymore
maybe i should just leave
I'm just so done with everything

*hugs* i miss talking to u dude

Same ^_^
I was gone for a while and now that I've started coming back there's hardly anyone on here that I know anymore except for you and a couple others

*hugs* I remember you! And I sort of feel the same way... there aren't that many people who are still here from back when I first joined.

maybe i should take another hiatus from kp as well

same here tbh :/
*glares*

I am so fucking shallow

I'm literally writing for money

I'm abandoning my soul story for an entire summer so that I can write a shit story to make money.

Yeah.