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[quote=mysterygirl;549649]Your friend might be pretty, but she's got a bad personality. You brighten my day and that's what's awesome about you. You have a great, cheerful personality.QUOTE]

Thanks, Jojo. That line made me feel kind of happy.
But I don't know what to say to her.
If I reply with something in my defense, my other "friend" will get mad at me for saying that. She always does.

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Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 549652)

Yeah. I didn't ask for her to grade me, and I was the first on her list. She downgraded the most amazing people I knew. I don't particularly like her. She leaves me out on everything and never talks to me, even if we were the only people at a friend's house. She just talks to the other friend.

It sounds like she's the one who should earn a D rating e.o

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 549656)

It sounds like she's the one who should earn a D rating e.o

Yeah. And the worst part of it was that D was the first insult there was. The other ones were kind of good, like "Okay". And using the last one sounds like it should be reserved for a joke.

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 549633)

Just try to hang in there, okay? :c i really don't know what to say. You donmt deserve any of that.

I know it might be hard, but don't let it get to you. That person is an idiot v.v You're obviously an A+.

thanks

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Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 549612)

So there's this thing going around instagram. You rate people on a scale,of A+ to D-.
My so-called-but-not-really friend rated me a D. And its labeled "Umm..."
There's something called respect?
I know that we met through mutual friends and go to the same school, but that's low.
And the only thing below D is D-, which is "Ugly."
I think ugly describes me better than "Ummm..."

ew dude, that sucks. cut ties with her tbh it's for the better, you don't need that in your life...
yeah like personally i couldnt possibly rate anyone under a B because i just feel really bad about it you know? obviously she doesn't care what people think of her. as i said, you don't need her in your life at all.
in the little time i've known you, you so deserve an a+.
two second edit: dude i just found it on your tagged. that sUCKS. especially cause you were the first person

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 549658)

Haha thanks.
tbh we're not friends at all. Just acquaintances that happened to meet at a friend's house.
And she hates me (I think).
And I hate her (I'm pretty sure).
I would be much better than I am now, if she had just rated me at least a C+, which stands for charming, I think.

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Originally Posted by Athenabrain1 (Post 549659)

well at least you realise that what she's doing isn't funny you know?
):

tfw you ask your friend when she'll be at school bc being alone at school gives u huge anxiety and she doesn't reply

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 549666)

well at least you realise that what she's doing isn't funny you know?
):

tfw you ask your friend when she'll be at school bc being alone at school gives u huge anxiety and she doesn't reply

Yeah.

Aww. Being at school without friends sucks.
I hope it gets better and she replies.

Do you ever get the overwhelming urge to hold hands with someone even though you don't have anyone to hold hands with and would want to if given the chance? Cause I feel that way right now and it's making me feel shitty.
Literally the only solution is to hold my own hand which is intensely creepy. So. I'm sorry. Even I'm uncomfortable reading this.

i want to like talk to people but i'm so bad at conversation and i always seem clingy and ugh why can't it just be easy

ok no never mind im so fucking tired of this
im sorry im sorry imsorry but im a stupid fucking let down im sorry im sorry im jst terrible i am awful i am shit. i feel like literal shit. like i am the worst out of anything. i am shit. i am sorry i am shit. i am sorry im never here for any of you, im sorry im so selfish, im sorry im lazy, im sorry im irresponsible, im sorry im self-pitying, im sorry im awkward, im sorry i keep dragging everything down but im just literal shit and ??? im going to die alone?? because literally fucking everyone i know has had a fucking boyfriend or girlfriend or someone actually like them more than a friend and like? im just fucking awful because i feel like no one fucking likes me at all? im fucking fifteen and just. fuckin.
i am going to die alone. im mortified by it, but im going to die alone. im trying to lose weight, im trying to look prettier, im trying to be less myself because im just an awful fuck-up, but none of it is working n i feel like i want to hurl myself off a fucking cliff because it would hurt less that living as a fucking disappointment who can try all she can to be better but will always end up back at the fucking bottom.
everyone around me has someone and. i just. im too awful to have someone. and i hate myself for it, but its the truth. sometimes i think i want to die, but thats selfish, and im awful an awful an awful fucking bitch cunt ass skank. i dont know what to do. my dad tells me to stop apologizing but??? what else am i supposed to do??? fucking run away? die? i'll like that but you'll be sad and i'll be even more fucking awful. it doesnt work out for anyone. fuckin bitch i am. im awful and im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. guys, im fucking sorry. im so fucking sorry. god, im going to hell. im sorry. im srory. im sorry. sorry. im sorry. imsorry. imsorry. im sorry. im sorry. im fucking . im sorry. im fucking sorry. god. im sorry.