i'm so tired
i cried for like an hour tonight and now my eyes are sore and my throat hurts and i'm so fricking tired
i just had a shitty day

Leeeennnnaaaa
 

Lena. You are an awesome singer no matter what. Even if you were the second person, you would have gotten in because you're simply that awesome.

hahah i should have taken my pills today but at least synchronized penguin coos on repeat are helping to lift my spirits

i need help and i need to talk to the school counselor but i'm afraid
and i'm scared that no-one will believe me especially my mom that i need help
and that i need glasses
and that i have mild/moderate adhd
and that i am genderfluid
because i'm afraid that people will think i am wanting to be a special snowflake
oh well music (21pilots) is a helpful tool to calm stressed out people right

Argh!!!! WHY CANT PEOPLE UNDERSTAND ME?! Jojo do this, Jojo do that. Jojo your such a baby. Jojo, come on. Jojo is a meanie. Jojo, stop it. ARGH!!!!!!

Can't you spare someone, God?

Also, it's fine if they know where you live. They are from our church, they love you so much. I can't blame you; you've probably never felt love like that before. :) It's not your fault. Sorry if they can feel your pain; they've lost someone to cancer as well, you know. Don't be scared, darling. They don't mean to be so sweet and kind, and love you so much.

Am I the untouchable target or am I the proud and hated reigning queen?

apparently my triggers are my fault