Heeyy dude just btw you're not alone; I've recently been thinking of myself as demiromantic heteroflexible. (*high-fives*)

That's great! It's good to know I'm not alone.
(*high fives back*)

i had this weird dream where i was holding some unity concert (like in parks and rec) and fall out boy were coming what the f?? and they came but andy joe and pete werent there yet but i was the organiser so i met patrick and we took selfoes and it was awesome then the rest of the band came and i had to bring them to their positions backstage and stuff and i took selfies with all of them and shit?? then i met this guy from tumblr / youtube holy shit this voice actor and i was like.... holy shit its my lucky day,..... wow fuck im sad now bc i will never get to even see them in concert bc parents and australia

wow mom thanks i was really looking forward to making that gingerbread house alone i mean that's why i wanted to buy it so i could do it alone not like i wanted to do it with you or anything.
I can't believe I'm actually crying over it i mean whatever i already knew i was the least favorite child. I was the accident after all. You were done having kids. You didn't want me.
I'm too quiet and boring anyways why would i be the favorite. I mean compared to ms. perfect and mrs. more perfect i'm nothing. and i used to be the smart one but now i'm scared that that's slipping away too.
but no that's cool whatever. i don't feel emotion anyways i never feel emotion.
sociopath that's what we call me so no need to worry i'm fine
fine fine fine just like usual.

Getting surgery tomorrow and quite terrified.

Why am i so effing jealous of them
I should be happy for them
He's happy with a beautiful girl
Wtf is wrong with me

Should I tell my parents or eeeeeeep?

i'm so mad
okay so i have this friend, let's call him idk mitch, and this other friend, she'll be julie, and last year they had a really quick thing, but mitch liked me as well. so the moment he and julie broke up, he confesses to that and gets all weepy that both girls he likes don't feel the same way and blah blah blah. anyhoo then drama ensued but we all got over it eventually so we were pretty chill. so he moved away at the end of the school year and we sort of lost contact. ((he still liked julie though))

yesterday, he texts out of the blue, both of us, and starts hitting on julie. julie has moved on from him and is currently in a really good relationship, but even after telling him to stop flirting, he persisted.
i didn't know this until today.
so i continued to text him today, and he started flirting with me as well? i didn't care much because that's always sort of been our dynamic - he flirts, i tell him he's stupid, we high five and it's all good - but after he had to go, i started talking to julie and found out that he's being a little shit to her.
he's completely objectifying her and ugh it's disgusting and awful and i hate it.
but he's also one of my best friends and i care about both of them but it's just??
seriously?

girl that's a problem
um
tell mitch that he should respect others because all should be respected??? idk

Paaaaaiiiinnnnn