so i went up to london to see a psychiatrist today and now i've been prescribed prozac - does anyone else take any antidepressants and have any info on it? idk i'd rather hear it from someone my age rather than the medical facts from an adult

what college will accept less than perfection if even i can't accept it

my parents: you are such piece of fucking shit and you mean nothing to us
me: okay!! cool :)

im 15 and im on a low dose of zoloft for anxiety, depression, and possibly ocd. ive been on them for about 6 weeks, and zoloft takes 3-6 weeks to work. the first few days i got a dry mouth, and then a little bit after a week of being on them, i loss my appetite. it wasnt actually too bad until i started my adhd meds, so it wasnt the zoloft that caused me to lose weight, it was my adhd meds. i didnt actually start feeling much better until about a week and a half ago. i think its helped me so far.

your body will most likely react differently (may be better or worse) since everyone is different, especially since it is a different drug. i hope they help !!

no no no who am i kidding im fine its nothing to freak out about but i don't think any job or college will accept less than perfection and there are always gonna be better qualified ppl than me so i have to be the best

someone help me i can't deal with myself anymore i'm just gonna write two consecutive research papers while listening to brandenburg concerto maybe that'll help

who am i kidding, i'm gonna fail both the papers bc i'm a failure and anything less than perfect is failing

no one is helping am i really a self important drama queen

There is no perfect there is only grades and grades aren't that bad. You don't need to get the highest grades ever to get a job or go to college you will have a great life with great people and failing one small thing isn't going to change any of that. You're going to be OK.

I have to go but I will be back.

why am i on here
i told myself id never come here again so why am i here
everything triggers and i shouldn't be here or anywhere on kp or talking to anyone except my mom and anime characters
WHY AM I HERE
I DONT KNOW
I DONT KNOW ANYMORE
why does everthing plummet at the slightest something
why should everything effect me
i just want to be happy all i want is to be happy and not whatever the hell im feeling now
nothing works everything is just barely temporary and i try to be okay and the next thing i know THERE I GOim back to depressed
i don't understand and i need someone to vent to but i can't bc no one will listen and this thread will make it worse and who am i kidding everything makes it worse
don't worry it's not anyone's fault not even mine i just don't know anymore i just want to grow out of this shitty mood swing stage and back to where happiness actually lasted more than five consecutive minutes
but no one ever cares
IM SUPPOSED TO BE TAKING A BREAK FROM THIS WEBSITE WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME WHY CANT I DO THAT AT LEAST
because im desperate to vent?? HA nice try sravani venting isn't gonna help you ahhaahhahaa no one cares and no one should because nothing will help this will just be there for idek how long i hate it so much but oh well that's life ok bye i don't want