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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 569317)

I know it's worthless and unhelpful for me to post this but hey that's a,l i am so

haha lol I feel this so much this is my pain

:) :) :) i'm really bad at everythign !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AYYAYAYYAYYAYASDO;F ADSNLFK ADNSFLKADSLKJSADX ;LKJASD;XLKASM,JKLMX,
shoutout to leslie-chan for distracting me somewhat
and the worst part is that my super smart friend applied for this same thing and i have to ask if she got in and if she did then our friendship could just disappear

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 569313)

i'm behind everyone here and that's all that matters :) look at me failing at life!!!!!11111!1!1 XDXDXDXDXD lolololol omg hahahahae f;kadfnszl v;eadsilnx j,.n a,mn emb klmn bklvm if they told me why they did this i'd be less unsstavble :) :) :)
sorry for being an asshole but this is hitting me too hard like you do not know how badly i have wanted this

i understand that you feel this way now but desires in life come and go and you'll find something new to strive for
just take some time to cool down its not over /hug/

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 569314)

I've been crying too much lately over stupid shit. Like crying occasionally over the stuff ok sure whatever but I've been crying too fucking much goddammit and its so annoying I'm so annoying and I'd also really like to know how to not feel like shit everyday and also how to actually find a single fucking positive quality w/in myself bc um I'm trash??? loser trash??? worthless loser trash??? can't do anything??? terrible person??? undeserving of what I want and unworthy and too fucking weak??? and yet I want it more than anyone, and yet I deserve to deserve it and have it more than anyone. and I cant fucking win??? and I don't know how to have any positive traits (much less actual competence) to help me achieve the victory I'm way too ridiculously focused on???

im terrible, and that's all

so i don't rly know you very well but from what i do know you're a great person and i might not be the right person to judge but i honestly think you're great
no one is worthless. i share the struggle of finding a positive quality about myself or a reason for someone to like me but you'd be surprised what people might come up with if you ask
being weak is also a matter of how you look at the definition. im sure you're not completely incompetent and the fact that you have a goal proves that you're not. weak people don't focus on goals.
this is incredibly cliche, but losing really is a learning experience. it doesn't mean that you're weak or that you'll never win - you might be strong, but for what you want maybe it just means that you need to get stronger, and stand up again and try
for feeling like shit im not sure i can help bc emotions and hormones screw with minds and it's very unfair bc you really don't deserve to feel terrible, and if you ever want to talk im there. don't worry, this stage will pass it might take a while but you won't feel this way forever just hang in there k?

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 569319)

if you're really friends then your friendship wouldn't just disappear if you try and stay friends just try to keep in touch if she did get in

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 569320)

i understand that you feel this way now but desires in life come and go and you'll find something new to strive for
just take some time to cool down its not over /hug/
?

i'M TRASH!!! I'M COMPLETE TRASHHHH1H3412K4Q;EWLA SFLENWLFSKVHAESU;DFJKNAV.EFL ;AJVASDF;LKVAL;S KSDFJ AS;DFLKJ N;LKAJSDN
at least i have rite of spring on repeat in the background and its physically impossible to be sad while listening to rite of spring
but i have to ask jen if she got in and if she did i'll try not to hate her as much as i hate me :) :) :) :)

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 569321)

if you're really friends then your friendship wouldn't just disappear if you try and stay friends just try to keep in touch if she did get in

this means too much to me but i didn't get in because i am a failure!!!! !$ WAEf alkdsjf ;adskf jasfkl;asd;ifj:) :) :) :)

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 569323)

this means too much to me but i didn't get in because i am a failure!!!! !$ WAEf alkdsjf ;adskf jasfkl;asd;ifj:) :) :) :)

if it's jen you guys will be fine im sure
and it'll be like this for a while but just focus on distractions till it passes bc it will definitely pass and you're going to be okay

i'm almost legit crying????? she got in??????????? i hate me a;kldsf a;sldfjkas;dlkzfjad;sjkvasdzx
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;laekdfjsx,
i'm crying
there are tears but they're not falling down
i lowkey hate her AND LOOK I'M CRYING NOW SHE'S BEEN MY BEST FRIEND SINCE SIXTH GRADE

legit though i'm crying about this

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 569325)

you guys won't just stop being friends bc of an internship
maybe you should talk to her about it?? idk im sure she'd never want to stop being friends

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 569327)

you guys won't just stop being friends bc of an internship
maybe you should talk to her about it?? idk im sure she'd never want to stop being friends

these things mean so much to me but its ok bc i have ot accept that im a faileure :) :) :) :)
she's trying to cheer me up why am i a shit friend