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:) :) shhhhhhh meera focus on very loud classical music instead of intership :) :)

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 569328)

these things mean so much to me but its ok bc i have ot accept that im a faileure :) :) :) :)
she's trying to cheer me up why am i a shit friend

it's justified to feel jealousy trust me that doesn't mean you're a bad friend it means that you're human
she'll understand

I hate kouhai almost as much as I hate me lol I hate (nearly) everyone a lot but especially kouhai (and me)

lol I cnt even act anymore I can't hide any of my emotions just another thing that's failing me just like my body and my mind

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 569329)

:) :) shhhhhhh meera focus on very loud classical music instead of intership :) :)

k then go do that do music <3

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 569330)

it's justified to feel jealousy trust me that doesn't mean you're a bad friend it means that you're human
she'll understand

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 569332)

k then go do that do music <3

SHiT!!!! IM A PIECE OF SHIT!!!! :D :D :D :D

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 569331)

maybe you should try to do something?. not sure what'll help but suppressing emotions doesn't make it easier to hide them sometimes it's best to get them out (like you're doing on this thread i guess) and try to start again
it's not the best thing but

i would vent to jen or leslie or dw or rhea or anyone else but they might not be prepared for a vent (bc most of the time i'm not, and i don't wanna spread my crappiness and ruin everyone's days) so i'll just sit here and whine about what a shitstain i am :) :) :) :)

i don't hate jen but i hate me1!!!! i hate me!!! I HATE ME!!!$#awlekdsJWAEFDLS;ADFNSKL AJDSFX I HATE ME YAY YYASDFY AE;OFIYASDFO YAYAYAYAYY XDDXDXDXDDXDXDXDXDDXDXD LOLOLOLOLOLM LLOIL LR6I7LYH

quick someone distract me

okay i kinda hate the concept of jen but i don't actually hate her and literally the only way i can think of that i'm better than her is that i have perfect pitch and i'm slightly stronger physically
she's smarter
i'm the stupid friend

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 569320)

i understand that you feel this way now but desires in life come and go and you'll find something new to strive for
just take some time to cool down its not over /hug/

so i don't rly know you very well but from what i do know you're a great person and i might not be the right person to judge but i honestly think you're great
no one is worthless. i share the struggle of finding a positive quality about myself or a reason for someone to like me but you'd be surprised what people might come up with if you ask
being weak is also a matter of how you look at the definition. im sure you're not completely incompetent and the fact that you have a goal proves that you're not. weak people don't focus on goals.
this is incredibly cliche, but losing really is a learning experience. it doesn't mean that you're weak or that you'll never win - you might be strong, but for what you want maybe it just means that you need to get stronger, and stand up again and try
for feeling like shit im not sure i can help bc emotions and hormones screw with minds and it's very unfair bc you really don't deserve to feel terrible, and if you ever want to talk im there. don't worry, this stage will pass it might take a while but you won't feel this way forever just hang in there k?

tbh this actually sort of helps but I still feel like shit
and I don't know how to get stronger either even if I try it's like never going to be enough and I don't have any spirit or self-confidence and it's not like I've reached my limit more like I've hit a wall that I cant fucking get thru and it's been like this all fucking year damn this year sucks