The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

@venika (didn't know if you were OK with a quote)

OK im just gonna say that if your parents are abusing you none of that is your fault ok that's their bs and it has absolutely nothing to do with you.
Idk what to say guys just hold on.
@meera hey I know school can be stressful and grades are important but sometimes you need to chill and just have fun. these are the best years of your life and if school is restrictions you from doing what you love just realize that while grades are important, they aren't more important than yourself.
just putting my two cents in guys I'm sorry I'm not good at comforting people.

mabes

04-18-2015 12:30 PM

i really just need somebody to squeal and bake cupcakes and watch scary movies and laugh and tell secrets and scream and fangirl and have long conversations and talk about philosophical things and watch cooking shows and braid hair and go swimming and be insane and snort and draw and read and look at the sky and camp out in the backyard and tickle and smile and giggle and gossip and stay up late and hug and jump on the trampoline and be excited to see me and go shopping and smell all the perfume and try on shoes and listen to music and talk about life and a million other things with me

strawberry

04-18-2015 12:39 PM

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Originally Posted by mabes (Post 569394)

hey i can't do half those things bc i don't know u irl but squealing and fangirling and talking about philosophical things and being insane and talking about anything sounds fun u can totally email me if you wanna talk bc you're awesome and you deserve all that and tbh everything you stated is truth soooo yeah email /glomp/
also if you're looking for someone irl you will find that person believe me <3

meerkat

04-18-2015 06:26 PM

well there goes my ability to use my right hand

AlgebraAddict

04-18-2015 09:43 PM

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 569389)

alright. so i'm going off to take the PSAT so i'll make this a lot shorter than i would've liked. now, you obviously don't have much context about my current situation. my chool is the seventh highest ranked in the whole freaking country. a 4.0 gpa is average. and i'm not asking too much of myself, i just want to be average. and most of the time i just need a distraction to get my mental health back at a decent level so i can continue being a productive member of society. and i have a huge-ass superiority complex most of the time but when these things happen i also have an inferiority complex so basically i'm all "i fail but at least i'm better than you" and things like that. it's just that academic performance is everything to me. always has been, always will be, and nothing will change that. this has been my goal since freaking middle school and the fact that i haven't reached it yet says a lot about me. now i have a test to kick ass on.

um meera being average in your school is obviously a lot different than being average as a person and if being average is your goal, you have bigger things to worry about. just be spectacular as a person and you'll be ok I promise.

meerkat

04-18-2015 10:06 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 569425)

idk i'm also hypercompetitive and i know i shouldn't be that way but i can't help it XD oh well i'm completely stable now so yay c: even my hands are operational wow

meerkat

04-19-2015 12:18 AM

in happier news: GUESS WHO IS OFFICIALLY UN-FIRED FROM A JOB :D

pluzzle

04-19-2015 01:21 AM

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Originally Posted by venika (Post 569383)

@jasper: i'm getting something similar, it's rlly weird like for me like a few days ago i suddenly remembered some rlly shitty abusive stuff from when i was like 2 or like 5-6ish and like it feels like i always knew it but it's only coming back now? idk it's weird and idk whether it's even similar but yeah

yeah ??? i remembered some horrible stuff from my old old school and it is making me fall apart tbh i thought i had covered that up but I know this one is real. its just? really horrible for me and probably for you too??

and man i know how you are feeling but its not your fault you are getting abused, you can definitely get thru this. abuse is the one of the worst things that can happen in your childhood. if you want to talk about anything, you can send me an email, i understand what is happening ! best wishes venika ❤️

Alaska

04-19-2015 10:14 AM

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Originally Posted by mabes (Post 569394)

i rly rly wish i lived near you so i could do some of that stuff with you but ughhh i live so far away ))): we can still discuss things though, just email me or something or send me a msg on an bc we don't talk as much anymore and you're rad <33

meerkat

04-19-2015 04:15 PM

my grandmother is actually abusive like she pins me down to force feed me until i cry and almost throw up and she rubs oil in my hair when im very allergic and she forces a religion on me and says she knows me better than i do and that i should love her because her son helped give birth to me but i realized that she's actually extremely manipulative but i can't call her out bc that would be disrespecting my elders and then she'd take it and make it all about her and how i'm a burden and i was crying and screaming and about it and then she said that it's all my fault for being a nuisance and she said that i'm going to kill her someday and i can't go on like this and i know it's abuse but i don't know what to do about it and my parents should never leave me home alone with her.

and i know i deserve better but i don't know how to get it.

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