okay i love this so much bc you're genuinely happy and then it makes me happy to see that people are happy and it's a really great infinite loop and JUST STAY AWESOME OKAY <3

I am not at all happy. I had plans to go with my aunt, brother, and two close friends that I never see, to go to Pitch Perfect 2. But I am sick and I have a freaking ulcer on my uvula and I am trying to take medicine...but...ugh. My plans are always ruined :(

apologies for the terrible "advice" TT-TT
 

Hey, it's gonna get better! I know things are bad, but i also know that plans don't usually turn out exactly how you want them, which leaves room for nice unexpected things to happen later!

So, hopefully, you get better soon and that ulcer goes away for a while and maybe you can follow your plans a little more. just in case they don't go the way they were meant to, here's to hoping something good happens in place of your previous plans! :o

HAPPY! :D
Concert season is finally over and I had a great time at all of them and did pretty bitchin on my solo if I do say so myself. But also, when the orchestra was waiting to go on stage, my friend and this boy were trying to get me and the other cellist together which is great because we both mutually like each other. I mean, it's great and everything but I don't want to do anything and I'd bet he doesn't either.
But anyway, the boy trying to set us up is kind of my friend and it's great. We scheme evil plans together and joke around with each other. He's kind of ditzy but I actually find it really endearing. :) all my other friends think it's really weird that we hang out and help each other with stuff but I don't care because I enjoy it. :)
Sorry this makes no sense but whatever.

gosh that sounds painful >.< i actually just read about this after seeing this post (because i am a perpetually bored weirdo and i need things to research at any given moment) and there are a few mouth-rinse things that might make the ulcer go away or get smaller, if that'd help. as for the movie, maybe you could invite them over sometime soon so you could all watch it on netflix or something? you'd still get to see pitch perfect 2 while hanging out with your friends! on one of my birthdays a long time ago, i was going to go watch a movie but i broke my arm so my sis and i just invited a bunch of people over and watched it on some random illegal site ehehe

OK I FREAKING LOVE HAPPY VENTS ^.^ heck yeah, you go! i can't play solos in front of people and not freak out XD LIKE HOW ARE THERE ACTUAL GOOD SOLOISTS THAT EXIST IN THE WORLD OMG HOW DO YOU PEOPLE NOT GET NERVOUS AND FORGET HOW TO READ MUSIC XD

music ships are always the best <3 *is biased bc i basically never write non-musicians anymore* *no one cares*

THANKS I WAS REALLY NERVOUS BUT I DID PRETTY GOOD. ALSO I FELT LIKE CRYING AFTERWARDS WHEN A BUNCH OF MY FRIENDS HUGGED ME AND IT JUST MADE ME SO HAPPY.
And yeah music ships are the best. :D

things are stressful and i know it will get worse as the year goes on but it will be over soon and right now, i'm alright
i'm not the person i want to be but right now, i'm alright
i don't eat breakfast and eat too much at night, but i'm alright
i need more sleep than usual and can't exercise as much anymore, but i'm alright
like i'm not even being sarcastic or anything here, i'm just telling myself. i'm alright. it'll be over soon and i'll make my way out of this because i know i can and i'm alright.

Ugh...so my boyfriend talked about taking me to an Imagine Dragons concert in June. There are a lot of problems with this tho. My parents don't know I have a boyfriend, and I'm pretty sure they wouldn't let me go if they knew because it would be an overnight trip due to the fact that the concert is several hours away. But damn it, I love imagine dragons so so much and I really want to go with my boyfriend. And I haven't even mentioned the concert to my mom yet, and now she's trying to schedule vacation and she wants to schedule it over the day of the concert...:(

Would your parents believe you if you said a friend invited you??

omggggg imagine dragons I'm seeing them in ..july? in dallas. hopefully. Good luck with the mom/boyfriend situation!