but no i literally have no way to contact them and that's freaking me out aiuaheviuahuiah

hmm if it helps, you could write letters to them but not send them or something?? and also remember occam's razor: the simplest outcome is often correct. and the simplest outcome is that they are completely alright, isn't it? therefore, they're probably completely alright.

actually that sorta helps a lot. thank you.

you're welcome c: i didn't realize being a logic nerd would actually help people whoa

my grades are awful and i need help
i'm so freaked out i can't breathe i need someone to talk to and i need good grades but i'm stupid stupid stupid
i cry too much

edit: still not any better

Crap I'm Late. Are You Okay Now? I Have To Shower & Stuff But If It's An Emergency

i keep getting weird highs and lows and this is the lowest i've been in a while and god i forgot how much i hate this feeling

to someone (you'll know if it's you if you see this, i promise)

it's not your fault. it's not. i swear. none of this is your fault. i'm still gonna keep caring about you and loving you from afar and i know you're never going to see this but i want you to. i really want you to. i love you, okay? and none of this is your fault. i love you and i want to hold onto you and say it over and over again because i mean it so much. i'm shitty at showing it, but i love you. and someday we'll find a way to make this work. we will. i promise. i swear. i will see to it that we make this work and i won't stop missing you and loving you.

to eVERYONE IN THE MY FREAKING SCHOOL: I'M NOT FUCKING SHY YOU LITTLE SHITS I JUST HAVE AN OVER ACTIVE BULLSHIT METER THAT JUST DOES NOT HAVE TIME TO SCREW AROUND AND BE AN IGNORANT IDIOT LIKE ALL OF YOU DOUCHE CANOES

Stress is pretty overwhelming.