god bless perry's #RESIST post, i love him

man if only i had just anxiety and no depression then i could like..... have breakdowns and cry and have panic attacks and then learn to get over them and have the motivation to like................... see a point to doingn anything lmao

I'm so angry rn i'm gonna stab this son of a bitch.
This guy has been spreading rumors about my best friend, and they're technically true and she kinda deserves it (lowkey i'm angry at her too, but that's besides the point), but that doesn't give him the right to do that.
I am legit ready to beat his skinny little ass.
Except I suck at expressing anger irl so if/when I confront him he'll probably be like 'wtf are you even doing' and continue on with his life.
Arghh

i want to die

i don't know whether or not I want to be remembered for a long time by many people after I die, if I want to reach people and touch their hearts and souls, or if I want to be completely unremarkable and be immediately be forgotten in the folds of time as soon as I die

I don't pull my punches, and I don't apologize to anyone.
I don't dole out meaningless niceties.
I'm tired.
You all won't like me. But that's okay.
I won't apologize anymore.
I'm not going to be that anymore.
My entire personality is still an amalgamation of traits pulled from outside fictional sources, but that's okay too.
That's the kind of person I want to be.
Goodbye.

well I admire you and like you a whole bunch and there's very few things you could do to change that. even if you piss me off to no end, I will still like you. You don't need to apologize and you probably don't owe anyone an apology anyways.

I believe in you and the person you want to be.

ohmygodfuckingkillme

:c u ok frend

nnnnot rllyyy. i'd explain but blehh

also i just self harmed for the first time in ages. i suck lol