disappointed/I don't know what to call it.:(:confused:

The other day I found this place near my house. A willow tree shrouded it and it was beautiful. I went through the leaves, and there was this big willow tree, with a sloping trunk that was quite thick. There weren't branches until about three metros up, and at the start of the branches there was a natural hole in the tree, big enough for someone small like me to squeeze into. Today I went again, with some ropes. My parents wouldn't let me go by myself, so my sister came along. I tried and tried to climb up, but I kept slipping. My sister, instead of helping, discouraged me and told me I'd never make it up. As soon as I got a bit up the tree, the wind picked up and I slipped again. I gave up. I ran home and ran to my room and cried. And cried.
My sister told my mum what happened, and mum rudely asked me why I ever thought I could get up the tree. I shrugged and then she told me I shouldn't get so worked up about the tree.
It took me an hour, but now I know why it upset me.
The tree was like something from my stories. Climbing it and getting up to the hole was like something my characters would do. The mystery, and utter fantasy-ness of it was magical. I felt like climbing up it would be entering my story world, and getting away from reality. The branches would cover me from the storm of reality. And when my sister told me to give up, it was a slap in the face.
I'm acting like a five year old. But I can't help it.

I sometimes wish that every day I could curl up on a chair by a window, snow falling slightly as I read peacefully, without a worry.

I want to be able to get a good education and become an author, but I miss the days when I didn't have many worries. I'm almost afraid of progress.

Delighted :D
 

YAY THE CHIEF EXECUTIVE HAS TAKEN BACK NATIONAL EDUCATION!
At least, we wouldn't have National Education in these three years.
YAY SCHOLARISM!
Thank you for your hunger strikes!
Keep your blood sugar up!
(Sorry, I'm really hyper now. I got the news last night but was too sleepy to do anything but postpone this posting until afternoon xD)
/throws black ribbons around.

Just thought I'd let everyone know, that September 10th is Suicide Awareness Day. Wear yellow, and write 'LOVE' on your wrist to show support for those who have tried, considered, or succeeded in taking their own lives.

I don't have yellow clothes...

Nor do I. I'm probably going to wear yellow accessories like pluzzle. (or colour my other accessories with highlighters because I don't think I even have yellow accessories)

Maybe I'll colour the hair band around my wrist with highlighter too, but I've got to whip it off the moment the Deputy Headmistress (or whoever she is) comes around, since it's forbidden to do that.
-_-

Blargh. Could you colour the ends of your hair with highlighter? You can wash it off quite easily.

Got school. The school has a problem with that.

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Sorry, couldn't resist.

*u mad directioners?*