The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

Reasons I'm Mad/Sad:

~My friend is a liar.
~I'm crushing on my best guyfriend, but he has a girlfriend.
~I have a big project due Monday and me and my friend have to get together over the weekend to work on it but my parents won't let me skip church. *eyeroll*
~I'm NEVER allowed to skip church.

Reasons I'm Happy/Excited:

~My group's KYA bill got picked.
~I get to see my best guyfriend twice a week.
~My best guyfriend is going to KYA, too.
~I have finally mastered The Cup Song. :D
~Mom is bringing home pizza tonight for dinner.

What I Hate About Myself:

~My nose is too big.
~My teeth and gapped out.
~My soccer thighs are huuuuge.

What I Love About Myself:

~Personality
~Choice in friends
~Body
~Attitude (for the most part)
~My Laugh (or "cackle" as my friends call it XD)

I don't know...my feelings are all over the place. I'm trying to tell myself I'm happy, but it's honestly back and forth. Things just don't seem worth the effort anymore. I wish people didn't change, and everything didn't get so difficult. This kinda helped me, though. Making those lists ^^. It's Friday, and I'm just going to try to enjoy it.

Yay! I’m glad you feel good! And I can't believe that your KYA bill went through! I'm so happy for you now!

HeatherB

11-16-2012 06:48 PM

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 363991)

YAY. You love me. :D

I finally broke out of it. Every single time I saw someone post on here, my heart broke into smaller pieces. But now- pity- no. Last night, I thought I wold have to do the sound for the play all alone, and I broke. I cried hysterically into a pillow, and killed several pieces of paper, by the way of crumpling and throwing them with force into the trash. But it's gone. All gone. Now, I AM happy, I couldn't be happier. The play was amazing, the actors were perfect, on cue, the sound went perfectly, and Heather showed up- THANK YOU HEATHER- and I want to cry, because life is so perfect.

YOU'RE WELCOME SOPHIA. xD

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lvhamsters

11-16-2012 07:24 PM

I thought I had someone who cared.

I lied to myself.

I need someone who will listen to me, in person, and be with me when I'm depressed or who will listen to my problems, such as right now. The person who I 'thought' was someone I could talk to is always comparing to my best friend, whose been cutting and having suicidal thoughts. Such as when I'm depressed he says, "Oh, you're sounding like _ And you don't want to be like her, do you?"
IM SO SICK OF IT.
I'm always being compared to her and people don't seem to understand that I'm my own person!
Did it ever fricking occur to you that maybe I am depressed!? That I'm not copying her?!?! I have problems too.
I just need someone who can listen and be there.

HeatherB

11-16-2012 07:30 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 364050)

Well, I was about to be super helpful and cheery and tell you you could talk to ME, but then I reread it and saw the 'in person' part. I can't help you with that, but... if you ever need a listening ear, I'm right here and willing to hear whatever you need to say. :')

MaryElizabeth

11-16-2012 07:53 PM

vSwearing

My HSPT is tomorrow morning.

Holy shit.

lvhamsters

11-16-2012 10:08 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 364083)

I will listen to ANYONE. (sorry about in person :C)

*cough* why would anyone copy someone of being depressed O_o

you are an individual, not her, and maybe you just need to tell him to listen, not judge, not say a word. Just listen. I writ in a notebook as if I'm telling my friend all of these things running through my head, and then scribble an chuck it out. That does a world of good.

Just remember that it WILL get better (:

Thank you :')

And, I know right? That's what I don't get. It's really stupid. I don't know why he would think that O_o

Thank you again, I shall try that and hope and pray nobody finds and reads it or else im doomed :')

Emaafre

11-16-2012 11:20 PM

AAAARRRRGGGHHHH!!! Why doesn't anyone understand! School is so stressful, I'm sad all the time, and my STUPID STEPMOM DOESN'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HELPING AND STRESSING ME OUT! THAT'S WHY I CUT MYSELF, 'CAUSE NO ONE'S THERE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rockshadow

11-16-2012 11:52 PM

I did it.

I told my friend how i felt about her. I don't know if she'll respond. i don't know what her reaction will be like.

But I'm scared I'm going to lose her...even though I need to let go of our friendship.

TheAshWolf

11-17-2012 12:42 AM

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Originally Posted by Emaafre (Post 364120)

;w; I know how you feel when it comes to school and people trying to help but end up stressing you out. I go through that all the time.

I know we're all probably just faceless and voiceless screen names on here to you, but we really ARE here for you, Emma. I'm here, Sandy's here, and so many other KPers are here for you. <:^J I wish there were more people in your life off the computer that could help you out. D: Please don't cut....I know it can make you feel a bit better, but in the long run, it just makes things worse...

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