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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 371388)

It's like that for most people in high school years, including me, but just know that you are pretty, just as those people said. And remember that mirrors are quite deceiving in your own eyes.
And don't be afraid to look them in the eyes! Don't be afraid of them judging you! I know, it's easier said then done, but you've got to be yourself. You are who you are and they should accept you for who you are :) And you say you have acne, but don't worry, you're probably not the only person they know who has acne. You aren't alone :)
Just remember to be yourself and don't let them judge you

Thanks, that really helped a lot. :)

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 371409)

Thanks, that really helped a lot. :)

I'm glad I could help :3

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 371403)

I can't believe it.
I can't believe YOU.
I should've known this was too good to last.

HEATHER!!!!!!!!!!! It's gonna be okay. Just breathe. Relax. Think about Circus Camp: How fun you had, (if it has already happened) the end. I know it sucks, I know this seems like pixels on a computer monitor, but just know, we're all here for you. :o

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 371403)

I can't believe it.
I can't believe YOU.
I should've known this was too good to last.

No!
D:

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Originally Posted by Stephiey (Post 371146)

Okay, I know this sounds really childish and stupid and self-conscious and a lot of you are probably going to think "Jeez Stephanie, get over it! It doesn't even matter what you look like in high school!" but this is kind of important to me.

I just feel so... ugly.

I have acne, and even though I know it's not like terrible or anything, every time I talk to someone, I don't even want to look at them in the eye because I know that they're staring at me and judging me and I probably look really rude and stuff, but I'm NOT. This one time, my mom was talking to this girl and I said hi and went away because I was having a huge breakout and my mom was like "Stephanie, you seemed so cold" and I couldn't tell her the real reason.

I mean, I know I'm not ugly, I've had people tell me that I'm pretty before but... every time I just look in the mirror, it puts me down. it seems like all the girls at my school are more clear-faced, social, and better than me.

http://media-cache-ec2.pinterest.com...6dJo9v4w_c.jpg
And you very likely already know this, but it doesn't matter what you look like, what matters is who you are. And, like lvhamsters said, chances are you're seeing yourself as worse than you are.
AAAAAND it's like scientifically proven most people are too preoccupied with worrying about how they seem/look to pay attention to how you look. *from a book I read and something Ash said*

@Heather: Dx What happened?

I don't know who I am anymore.

I feel like a shadow. I don't feel like myself anymore. I start pointing out my own flaws and think to myself, "I'm ugly. I'm worthless."

What the hell is wrong with me. I'm now officially scared.

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 370741)

Everyone. Here. Must. Really. Be. Annoyed. With. Me.... -_-

I'm not, you made me feel better when I was sad, so thank you!! Why would anyone be annoyed with you??

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Originally Posted by Rockshadow (Post 371491)

Rockshadow, oh my gosh!! You're so amazing though!! Your so nice and I'm pretty positive your not ugly, don't worry. :) And if ANYONE is telling you are, then they don't really know the true meaning of beauty.

Ing

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 370234)

Well sometimes it sounds like the best way out.

Eh...it may sound like the best way out.

Okay, I'm totally not helping, am I?

Just don't kill yourself. You haven't lived properly, you don't know the feeling of love yet and you don't know what will happen when you go to college, you havent had your graduation yet and all that crappy stuff. If you fight through this depression it will only make your stronger, more positive. People will look up to you.

I'm not forcing you not to kill yourself or anything, I just don't want you to kill yourself and die for the wrong reason.
Its your choice, but at the end of the day, there is a good consequence and a bad consequence. If you wanna kill yourself, kill yourself but there will be a concequence for it. You haven't been able to live your life to the fullest, and that's...Meh...
I dunno. Death comes with a price.
You've been given life.
Live it.
Its pretty simple. Become rebellious if you have to.
There is a reason why you are one this earth, so don't ruin it. Please.

Ive said all I can to help you get through this. Make the hardest choice and pay the good consequence. Choose the easiest way out and get the bad consequence.
All in all,
GOOD LUCK.