Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 442277)

xD
thank you… i'm really glad i have helped. but I don't think that makes me a good person, really

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 442265)

I don't think I really belong anywhere, either. Maybe the internet. But not in real life.
I can't really number it, but you're one of my closest friends.
If someone replaces you, that's their fault, for not seeing how awesome you are. *hugs*
would talking to Litzy help at all…?
You're not excluded. You're an oldie here, and everyone realises how awesome you are, and we love you. *hugs*

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 442406)

why the hell not? just wanting to help and helping does make you a good person. ((also the fact that there is a gif of you with a grass skirt and coconut bra flailing around on the ground asl;ghsgd?? :D))

i feel the same.
last two sentences apply to you, too.

Originally Posted by evasong (Post 442409)

I hate it when people don't think they are a good person. Just the fact that you are wondering whether or not you are a good person, makes you a good person. A bad person wouldn't care whether or not they help people, they only care about money, looks, riches and even perhaps food. But you wonder whether you are good or not, and don't you agree that it makes you good?

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442316)

and what i originally was here for.
stop it. stop. please.
dont fucking tell me we will be fiiiiinneee. i hate that you said our friendship would last a long time, i hate that i am right because i said it wouldnt. i hate that were drifting and i hate that izzys taken my place, litzy.im replaceable and this is why being a pessimist works out for me, why the hell did i ever start being optimistic anyway? i hate that i cant talk to you about anything, because you tell me im being too sensitive well shit litzy, im sorry, i cant help but feel this way. its not simple as 'stop thinking that way'.
imsofuckingstupidandimsorryimfeelingquitedead.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442428)

sometimes i wonder how long before you leave me and completely replace me with izzy. sometimes i wonder if the only time you care at all is when im suicidal, but its not like you know when i am, because i cant trust you enough to tell you, right? because how can i trust you when you dont care to listen to my smaller problems? would you even care to listen when i do feel like hurting myself?

sometimes, i blame myself too. sometimes, i feel like im leaving too many people. sometimes, i feel like its my fault we're drifting. maybe i should have tried to pretend to be happier around you. maybe i should have never told you i was cutting or suicidal in the first place. maybe i should have tried harder to make you believe im okay, im fine, im perfectly happy. i blame myself for not being more like izzy. sometimes i wish i could be more 'bad-ass' and not as sensitive like izzy. and as smart as izzy. sometimes i wish i could like classic rock as much as you and izzy do. sometimes i wish i could find the time to watch sherlock and ship johnlock like izzy but i dont because time goes too fast and im often crying or hurting myself or just feeling dead instead of watching your programs. i wish i could be more interesting and fun like izzy and not as hard to handle. and im starting to think it really might be my fault, because in the end, it is always my fault. im just the worst person to have as a friend, and i dont know why anyone is friends with me anyway.

and im sorry, l.